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I'm a Coywolfdog. My identities are therian, holothere, nonhuman. I'm pansexual and Trans. I'm a theisticsatanist and pagan

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Possible cheaper but still safe alternative for trans men or people who don't really like their chest, design or find a tattoo that cups or lays around you chest in a way that makes you like it/draws attention away from the size and onto the look/tattoo instead. I've never really liked or been comfortable with my breasts, but I like looking at them now with the tattoo I designed for it, and I don't usually notice that it's not flat anymore, so I just wanted to put this out there in case it might help any other trans people

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Do any other alterhumans who enjoy things that could be NSFW or sfw, but only enjoy as sfw fear that people will sexualize them and there identities and be weirded out, like for example clicker training, it could be NSFW or sfw, I only like it sfw, and while I don't care how others enjoy it, I only want it to be sfw for me, but I'm afraid that others might view it as a sexual thing for me, but I don't want it to be sexual, I just find it comforting. The idea of it being sexual for me makes me uncomfortable, because I really don't like being sexualize in any way, and while I know that all my friends and my partner respect that, I still worry at times, so I was wondering if any other alterhumans experience this? (I hope I was able to covey my thoughts correctly, I'm not very good at explaining things)

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Drew me and my bf as fetuses

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One of the weirdest things that makes me feel connected to my theriotype is when I go to the eye doctor, and they dilate my eyes, it makes me feel more canine cause my eyes look more like theirs

See?

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I see you

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Finally finished the roadkill coyote skull, in all it took 4 months (this includes from when I found it, it decaying, cleaning it, degreasing it, and assembling it)

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Just finished reading the last book of Heartstopper it was so beautiful and gives me hope for my future, and my collection is now finally complete

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Art piece Titled: The Golden Rule

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My latest art piece Titled: Gentle creature

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Ok, I need outside input, my mom makes me cry a lot and I'm not sure if it's cause she's is being a bit mean or I'm just sensitive, so I'm gonna give a example, one of the recent situations that made me cry and I just wanna know truthfully if she's being mean or I'm sensitive. I went on a trip with my friends we're 16, we went hiking and saw a small snake, now I have always been interested in animals so I can identify certain types for example snakes so when we saw it my friend scream and I reassured him it wasn't venomous, it was a black racer harmless. It was really cute and I knew it couldn't cause harm other than a small bite so I pet its tail carefully it didn't even strike but anyway I got home a few days later and was really excited so I accidentally let it slip that I had pet a black racer my mom knows what they are and that they aren't venomous, she said "if it wasn't in a enclosure I'm gonna bust your ass, and you gotta stop this shit, you know better. Don't you agree mom?" My mamaw said she agreed but my bio mom would've done the same. I know she was just concerned but i feel like she could've been nicer about it, so I just wanna know was she unnecessarily mean or am I just sensitive, please be honest.

was she mean or am I being sensitive?

she was kinda mean

you're sensitive

Voting ended onJul 14

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CW/TW: mentions of dehumanization and grooming

I love how part of the reason, I identify as a canine, is cause I was treated like a dog and dehumanized by my peers as a kid, and constantly had my naiveness and trust taken advantage of, and to top it all off I got groomed at 14 and told by my groomer "your so innocent and sweet". But at least now I have people who love me for who I am and accept my identity, so when my trauma acts up I can just be "dog" and they don't make it weird or sexual, so I can relax and calm down in a safe environment.

I love my friends and partner 💗

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Went to pride with my friend and had lots of fun

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I'm such a pretty colorful pup 🐶

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Trans people, what's the most weird or seemingly unrelated thing you've done for your dysphoria? I'll go first, I dyed my armpit hair purplish pink.

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Dancing Coywolfdog

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I'm really am a animal, I'm a extremely picky eater do to my autism and my medical conditions, meanwhile my siblings aren't picky at all and will eat anything. I barely have anything to eat in the house cause I only eat certain things and yet my siblings still try to eat my food, because of this I've basically developed food aggression like a dog..........

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I find it amusing when humans get mad at my vulture culture hobby cause "it's cruel and creepy" and then turn around and praise hunters for killing animals for sport and doing the same thing I do, when the only differences are my animals die naturally and I'm wearing a mask anyway here's my Soft mount coyote I made his name's Cody