━━━ name’s Rafaela/Rafa , 16 yo (i accept +18 only if you’re in the shifting community and doesn’t act like a weirdo) , brazilian , she/her , femme lesbian , shifter since december of 2020, reality shifter , architecture and cinema lover , enthusiastic of ‘vintage’. I like to dance , sing , write , watch those interesting yt video essays , read and draw.
𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐒/𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐒. . . harry potter (not J.K) , percy jackson , gilmore girls , dead poets society , downtown abbey , friends , how I met your mother , 90/2000s romcoms , alien 1979 and aliens 1985 , the l word , little women , pride and prejudice , phantom of the opera , moulin rouge , mamma mia , full house , snl skits, mcu , lord of the rings , titanic , back to the future , wicked , gravity falls , the owl house , shera and im getting into old hollywood movies (i love roman holiday btw)
𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂 . . . oasis , the smashing pumpkins , pink floyd , the doors , the beatles , the rolling stones , fletwood mac , aerosmith , billy joel , elton john , simon & garfunkel, leonard cohen , don mclean , supertramp, veruca salt , hole , led zeppelin , weyes blood , remy bond, journey , abba , lynyrd skynyrd
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓 CELEBS . . . kate winslet , sigourney weaver , meryl streep , julia roberts , stevie nicks , kate bush , ariana grande , renee rapp, nxdia, billie eilish , jennifer beals , alysa liu
current dr : downtown core fame dr
DNI . . . anti-shifter , maga , homophobic , transphobic , sexist , racist , zionist
Books for Philosophers, Activists, History Lovers, Women & Feminists, and Those Who Love to Learn
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Inspirational & Thought-Provoking:
✦︎ The 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene: A guide to understanding and navigating power dynamics, offering insights into manipulation, strategy, and personal influence.
✦︎ The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom by Don Miguel Ruiz: A spiritual guide to personal growth, offering four simple but profound principles for living with integrity, freedom, and love, helping readers break free from limiting beliefs and negative patterns.
✦︎ The Untethered Soul: The Journey Beyond Yourself by Michael A. Singer: A spiritual and philosophical exploration of the mind and consciousness, offering insight into how we can free ourselves from inner limitations to experience greater peace.
✦︎ 101 Essays That Will Change the Way You Think by Brianna Wiest: A collection of essays covering themes of psychology, mindfulness, self-improvement, emotional intelligence, and the power of perspective.
✦ The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success by Deepak Chopra: A spiritual guide to achieving success through the alignment of inner and outer worlds, teaching you how to tap into universal principles for personal transformation.
✦ Becoming Supernatural by Dr. Joe Dispenza: A guide to using the power of your mind to create profound shifts in your life, tapping into the transformative energy of meditation and visualization.
✦ The Law of Attraction by Esther and Jerry Hicks: Explores how to manifest your dreams by focusing on positive thinking and using the law of attraction to bring more of what you want into your life.
✦ The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield: A spiritual adventure that explores the connection between life’s deeper meanings and how to align with your purpose, encouraging personal growth and transformation.
Feminist:
✦︎ Women Who Run With the Wolves by Clarissa Pinkola Estés: An exploration of feminine strength and resilience through myths, stories, and folklore, encouraging women to reconnect with their wild nature and most authentic selves.
✦︎ The Feminine Mystique by Betty Friedan: A groundbreaking book that challenged traditional roles for women in the 50s and 60s, sparking the second wave of feminism.
✦︎ Rage Becomes Her: The Power of Women’s Anger by Soraya Chemaly: Explores the cultural, psychological, and historical dismissal of women’s anger and argues that reclaiming it is essential for empowerment and societal change.
✦︎ The Feminist Killjoy Handbook by Sara Ahmed: Examines the concept of the “feminist killjoy,” exploring the emotional labor and alienation involved in challenging societal norms, and how feminism provides resistance and strength.
✦︎ Bad Feminist by Roxane Gay: A collection of essays reflecting on feminism, culture, and identity, offering an honest and nuanced perspective on being a feminist in today’s complex world.
✦︎ The Second Sex by Simone de Beauvoir: A foundational feminist text that examines the historical, cultural, and existential reasons for women’s oppression and explores paths to liberation.
✦︎ Invisible Women: Data Bias in a World Designed for Men by Caroline Criado Perez: Explores how gender data gaps in areas like healthcare and urban planning perpetuate inequality and impact women’s lives.
✦︎ Feminism Is for Everybody by bell hooks: An accessible introduction to the principles of feminism, advocating for inclusivity across race, class, and sexual identity.
✦︎ The Vagina Monologues by Eve Ensler: A collection of stories celebrating women’s sexuality while breaking the silence surrounding taboo topics.
✦︎ The Woman Destroyed by Simone de Beauvoir: A collection of three novellas that explore the emotional struggles and societal constraints of women.
✦︎ Men Explain Things to Me by Rebecca Solnit: A thought-provoking collection of essays addressing how women are dismissed and silenced, with a critique on mansplaining.
✦︎ Feminist Theory: From Margin to Center by bell hooks: An analysis of feminist theory that emphasizes race, class, and systemic change, offering practical insights for activism.
✦︎ Fight Like a Girl: 50 Feminists Who Changed the World by Laura Barcella: Celebrates the lives and contributions of 50 women who shaped feminist movements and fought for change.
✦︎ Half the Sky: Turning Oppression into Opportunity for Women Worldwide by Nicholas D. Kristof and Sheryl WuDunn: Combines personal stories and analysis, demonstrating how empowering women can challenge global systemic oppression.
Survival & Self-Reliance:
✦︎ Psychology of Survival by John Leach: Explores the psychological factors involved in survival situations, including mental resilience and decision-making under extreme stress.
✦︎ Survive! by Les Stroud: A practical guide to wilderness survival from an expert in outdoor survival, offering advice on staying alive in harsh conditions.
✦︎ The Prepper’s Blueprint by Tess Pennington: A guide to emergency preparedness, focusing on food storage, self-sufficiency, and survival strategies for disasters.
✦︎ The Holistic Guide to Wellness by Nicole Apelian: A guide to improving health and wellness naturally, emphasizing holistic remedies, herbal medicine, and sustainable living practices. (I highly recommend any of Nicole Apelian’s books)
✦︎ The Doom and Bloom Survival Medicine Handbook by Joseph Alton: A survival medicine guide designed for emergency scenarios where professional medical care may not be available.
✦︎ The Self-Sufficient Life and How to Live It by John Seymour: A classic book on sustainable living, covering topics like gardening, food preservation, and self-reliance to achieve a more independent lifestyle.
Social & Political Theory:
✦︎ Women, Race & Class by Angela Y. Davis: examines the intersections of feminism, racism, and economic oppression, revealing how these systems are intertwined within political movements and institutions.
✦︎ On Tyranny: Twenty Lessons from the Twentieth Century by Timothy Snyder: a guide to recognizing authoritarianism, offering practical advice for resisting through historical examples.
✦︎ The Origins of Totalitarianism by Hannah Arendt: an exploration of how totalitarian regimes form, thrive, and collapse, offering insights into political structures and their societal impacts.
✦︎ Why Nations Fail: The Origins of Power, Prosperity, and Poverty by Daron Acemoglu and James A. Robinson: investigates how political and economic institutions shape the success or failure of nations, with a focus on corruption and exploitation.
✦︎ Shock Doctrine: The Rise of Disaster Capitalism by Naomi Klein: explores how crises are exploited by governments and corporations to implement exploitative policies, often leading to economic collapse and social inequality.
✦︎ How Democracies Die by Steven Levitsky and Daniel Ziblatt: analyzes the subtle ways democracies are undermined and dismantled, using historical and contemporary examples to illustrate the process.
✦︎ The Anatomy of Fascism by Robert O. Paxton: delves into the origins and rise of fascist regimes, offering tools to recognize and understand the early warning signs of authoritarianism.
✦︎ What You Should Know About Politics…But Don’t: A Nonpartisan Guide to the Issues that Matter by Jessamyn Conrad: an approachable and comprehensive guide to understanding complex political issues, designed to empower readers with knowledge for informed decision-making.
Activism & Resistance Guides:
✦︎ Beautiful Trouble: A Toolbox for Revolution by Andrew Boyd and Dave Oswald Mitchell: a practical handbook for organizing political resistance, incorporating feminist and intersectional approaches to activism and change.
✦︎ Rules for Radicals: A Pragmatic Primer for Realistic Radicals by Saul D. Alinsky: a guide to grassroots organizing, offering strategies for dismantling oppressive systems.
✦︎ The Art of War by Sun Tzu (modern adaptations): a timeless work on strategy and tactics, providing principles of survival, resistance, and strategic thinking applicable to political movements.
✦︎ Hope in the Dark by Rebecca Solnit: an inspiring exploration of hope as an active force for social change, encouraging resilience and perseverance in the fight for justice.
✦︎ This Is an Uprising: How Nonviolent Revolt Is Shaping the Twenty-First Century by Mark Engler and Paul Engler: an analysis of the power of nonviolent resistance, examining successful movements and offering strategies for achieving transformative social change.
Historical:
✦ The Woman’s Hour: The Great Fight to Win the Vote (2018) by Elaine Weiss: a compelling account of the final battle for women’s suffrage in america, highlighting the political struggles and key figures behind the passage of the 19th Amendment.
✦︎ Suffragette: My Own Story (1914) by Emmeline Pankhurst: the autobiography of a leading British suffragette, chronicling her fight for women’s political equality and her role in the early 20th-century suffrage movement.
✦︎ The Unwomanly Face of War: An Oral History of Women in World War II (1985) by Svetlana Alexievich: a moving collection of firsthand accounts from Soviet women who served in WWII, examining the intersection of war, gender, and politics.
✦︎ Eleanor Roosevelt: In Her Words (2017) edited by Nancy Woloch: a compilation of speeches and writings by one of America’s most politically active First Ladies.
✦︎ The Subjection of Women (1869) by John Stuart Mill: a pivotal essay arguing for women’s suffrage and gender equality, written by one of the most influential philosophers of the 19th century.
✦︎ Democracy and Social Ethics (1902) by Jane Addams: a sociopolitical analysis by a pioneering reformer, exploring the role of women in democracy and the necessity of public service for societal progress.
✦︎ The Road to Serfdom (1944) by Friedrich Hayek: a cautionary analysis of centralized planning, warning against the dangers of authoritarianism and the erosion of individual freedoms.
✦︎ The Poisoner’s Handbook: Murder and the Birth of Forensic Medicine in Jazz Age New York (2010) by Deborah Blum: the history of forensic science, focusing on the groundbreaking work of toxicologists in solving poison-related crimes during the Jazz Age.
· · ────── ꒰ঌ Fiction ໒꒱ ────── · ·
Historical Fiction:
✦︎ The Nightingale by Kristin Hannah: a historical fiction novel set during World War II, following two sisters in Nazi-occupied France resisting the German occupation in different ways, revealing themes of the survival, sacrifice, and resilience of women.
✦︎ Weyward by Emilia Hart: A multi-generational tale of three women connected by witchcraft, nature, and resilience, uncovering their shared legacy of empowerment and survival across centuries.
✦︎ The Rose Code by Kate Quinn: A gripping historical fiction novel about three women codebreakers at Bletchley Park during World War II, whose friendships, betrayals, and secrets come to light as they work to unravel a dangerous mystery.
Fantasy:
✦︎ Circe by Madeline Miller: a mythological retelling centered on the life of Circe, as she discovers her powers, navigates exile, and redefines her place in the world.
✦︎ The Power by Naomi Alderman: a speculative fiction novel where women develop the ability to generate electricity from their bodies, disrupting societal structures and revealing the consequences of power imbalance.
✦︎ The Graceling series by Kristin Cashore: a fantasy series following individuals gifted with abilities, as they navigate political intrigue, personal freedom, and the complexities of using their powers in a world filled with danger and betrayal.
Action:
✦︎ The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins: a dystopian novel set in a totalitarian society where teenagers are forced to compete in a televised death match, exploring themes of survival, revolution, and rebellion.
✦︎ The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller: a mythological retelling of the Trojan War through the eyes of Patroclus, exploring his deep bond with Achilles, and weaving themes of love, destiny, and the tragic cost of pride and war.
Feminism:
✦︎ The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood: a dystopian novel set in a theocratic regime where women are subjugated and valued solely for reproduction, following Offred as she navigates oppression, rebellion, and the fight for autonomy.
✦︎ Moxie by Jennifer Mathieu: a novel about a teenage girl who sparks a feminist revolution at her high school through an anonymous zine, addressing themes of sexism, activism, and the power of solidarity.
✦︎ When Women Were Dragons by Kelly Barnhill: a novel set in an alternate 1950s America, about a mass event where women transform into dragons, revealing societal repression, female empowerment, and the consequences of silencing women.
Leave a comment if you have other book/author suggestions or related commentary!!! thank you 💌
my tarot cards repeatedly telling me to sit with myself and also do the things i've been procrastinating doing for forever instead of constantly drowning everything out with media consumption:
the one where she lives her best life - day in my life in my f.r.i.e.n.d.s. dr
6:45am: be given a heart attack by my alarm clock blaring the radio to wake me up. inevitably hit snooze and cuddle back up with my dog, daisy, who also doesn't want to get up.
6:55am: drag myself out of bed and throw on my “west village bum” outfit (aka a matching sweatsuit) to take daisy for a short little walk around the block to the park by my building
7:15am: feed daisy and get ready for work! best believe i'm jumping between npr and my favorite pop radio station as i do my makeup and put on my outfit for the day – always with a touch of pink.
7:35am: take daisy out to the park one more time before bringing her back up to my apartment. she always insists on stopping at monica and rach's because monica always gives her something – sadly today isn't a bacon day, but daisy is happy with her baby carrot.
7:45am: return to monica & rach's for coffee and a little brekkie. monica is trialing her veggie scramble so i traded her a chocolate chip muffin for a plate. ross, joey, and chandler are over, too. ross and i bicker, per usual. chandler and i quip off each other, also per usual. what isn't usual, is that i swear i catch him staring at me a few times out of the corner of my eye.
8:15am: hop on the 1 train to midtown with chandler 'cause his work is a couple blocks from mine.
8:35am: time to clock into barbie world!! i have meetings galore today, but they're all for exciting projects! gotta finalize packaging specs for this year's holiday doll, i have a storyboard meeting for a commercial for the cali girl line, brainstorm meeting with my senior designer – and that's just before lunch!
1:50pm: i got a call from chandler inviting me out for a quick lunch. he's been doing this a lot more recently, but i think it's just because the breaks in our meetings seem to line up really well. we grab a quick dollar slice and another coffee before it's back to the grind!
5:30pm: work day is over!! i become a human sardine with the rest of manhattan and take the 1 back to the west village. i take daisy for a quick walk to the park to play and help her burn off some energy.
6:30pm: i meet the gang at central perk to watch phoebe perform! and man…it was definitely a performance!
6:45pm: chinese takeout night at the girls! i change into comfy clothes and bring daisy down to the apartment and give her her dinner, and i watch joey like a hawk as he unpacks the bag because last time he snuck himself one of my crab rangoons and i will not have a repeat of that. daisy is in heaven because everyone is giving her unlimited attention, and she has her biggest begging eyes on full display. joey is a baby and not-so-subtly gives her pieces of his sesame chicken. i let it slide because he didn't take one of my rangoons.
7:45pm: take daisy for a nice, long walk in a loop where we hit washington square and union square to make sure she isn't a menace for the rest of the night.
8:30pm: shower & wind down! i turn on the tv as background noise and snuggle onto the couch with daisy and my sketch binder. i've got a design meeting in a few days i need to have ample ideas for consideration so i sketch and shade away.
9:45pm: daisy and i migrate to the bed. i read my book and sip my peppermint tea until i finally feel sleepy.
I really want to watch the new supergirl movie but I’ve never watched any other dc sequel (expect for wonder woman). Do I need to watch anything to understand the story?
BE THE YN OF YOUR DR I BEG YOU‼️ YES MAKE YOURSELF THE MOST POWERFUL BEING‼️YES SCRIPT YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE CRY SEEING YOU‼️ YES SCRIPT YOU'RE SO INTELLIGENT YOU BECAME THE NEW REFERENCE‼️YES SCRIPT TONY STARK IS YOUR DAD‼️ YES SCRIPT YOUR POWERS ARE LIKE WANDA BUT PINK‼️ YES SCRIPT YOU SPEAK 124737842 LANGUAGES FLUENTLY ‼️ YES SCRIPT EVERYONE THAT BREATHS WANTS YOU‼️ YES SCRIPT BEING THE CHOSEN ONE‼️YES SCRIPT DRACO IS YOUR BF‼️ YES SCRIPT YOU'RE STRONGER THAN GOKU‼️ YES SCRIPT YOU BY-PASS GOJO'S INFINITY‼️ YES SCRIPT YOU'RE HALF FAIRY HALF WEREWOLF LOST ALPHA PRINCESS OF THE DARK AND LIGHT KINGDOM‼️YES SCRIPT YOU'RE LITERALLY YN AND GET THE CEO‼️ YES TO ALL YOUR DESIRES NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE YOU'RE LIMITLESS SO GO SHIFT DIVA ‼️‼️‼️
music vers (addison rae’s songs): here it is. calm vers: here it is.
i’m here to present you a little sweet treat: an ultimate void state subliminal i originally made purely for myself, but ultimately decided to share with you.
i’ve already mentioned being a submaker back in 2024 in my introduction post and, i must say, quite a successful one. during june through january i reached 3,500+ followers and collected endless success stories that i still receive to this day, so i’m a certified good submaker ig lol. i’m kitting, of course. but since my subliminals are safe and can be used by anyone, i might actually be good enough.
this is essentially a void state subliminal with a little extra for lucid dreaming, sleep paralysis, manifesting, shifting and more. it’s 18:18 long. long. i know. but if you can’t listen it fully, you can listen to just around 6 minutes, since the longest layer (the second one) repeats 3 times.
i crafted this subliminal with my best formula from 2024: the formula is called DMD (dear manipulative diary). it consists of three layers: the first repeats “i am” on a loop, the second is a full set of affirmations structured around my BS1 (blessing spell 1) formula, and the third is a “dear diary” style affirmation that weaves everything together in diary entry form, using manipulative constructions targeting the subconscious from both “i” and “you” angles. each layer features different voice and speed. on top of that, it’s layered with powerful subliminal boosters by absolute power subliminals (i & ii) and morphic fields with a 432hz “attract your highest self” meditation sound as the cherry on top. this formula has brought many results for a lot of people, so i hope it does the same for you and me this time. i hope you enjoy it! love ya!! xox 💋💋💋