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Not your Ideal Girl

I would be probably not your ideal girl. I don’t have everything a cute girl possessed or even smart but im a bit funny. I may not be the one who can wear a lingerie or a sexy fitted dress because I don’t have the sizes for it and show it to you and do the next possible things.. you know S. I may not be the person you can brag about to your friends for being pretty and popular in school. I may not be the coolest person for owning stuff that may look like i’m a rich person. I don’t have a nightlife so we are not going to meet in clubs or bars, I sleep early. I don’t go out on weekend that much because relaxing in home is enough, I mean with the bed, tv, internet and all. I don’t drink because I have a sweet tooth that’s why im not fond of alcoholic drinks. So im probably boring to you, to be such a girl from century. 

However, I’m the girl that’s a wife material and can last forever not just for a night. I’m hard to get, the challenge that most men can’t take and those who will risk, surely think im the one. I’m a girl for a lifetime, not for your pastime.

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MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING

Known as MU, isang title kuno na parang kayo pero hindi. Ilang beses ipinaunawa sa akin ng mga kaibigan kong nasa ganitong sitwasyon pero hindi ko talaga maunawaan. Bakit? kasi ano ‘yon? sabi nila naghihintayan daw at sabi hindi pa daw pwede. Reservation ba to? para pag pwede na Game! tayo na. In Between friends and lovers ba to? crush niyo ba ang isa’t-isa?. Ah ito ba ang tamang sagot? “Naiintindihan ko ngunit di pwede” o “Naiintidihan natin pero ayoko pa”. Kasi parang pinaglalaruan niyo ang mga label, gumagawa kayo ng label niyo para sa ginagawa niyo. Ang weird kapag sinabi mong “MU lang kami” patungo doon ngunit maaring maudlot, iyan ang pagkakaintindi ko tuwing may nagsasabi sa akin niyan. Paano naman ‘yong naging mag MU? naglandian lang ba? sample lang?. Parang tumikim ka ng free taste pero di mo nagustuhan, parang nagfree trial ka for many months pero di pala maganda. 

Isa pang makabagong paraan ng pagsabi na “nililigawan” ngunit magkasintahan na magturingan. Gustuhin ko mang intindihan ngunit ayoko kasi parang mali, parang di dapat ganyan. Kaya kahit MU lang kayo pero may break up, nasasaktan may move on. Isang ingles na salita na ginagamit lang sa dalawang bagay na naiintidihan ngayon ay isa ng label sa relasyon. Kaya kahit kailan hindi ko talaga maiintidihan.