R.A.B

Regulus Arcturus Black

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It's filthy disgusting, so ugly, I'm sure. I'm ugly, digusting, and filthy for sure.· · ─ ·☽♱☾· ─ · ·

Exhausted fictive in a system. Bodily in my mid-twenties. My pronouns are it/he/hymn. This is my main blog, I have a nsft side blog I post on as well.

Only friends can call me Reggie. If you want me you have to court me. Say hello my dolls and I'll consider us friends. Frequent fronter. Terribly formal at first. You will probably see dark kink accounts interact with me. It is all fantasy and they are people, if you dislike it, please just block. My discord is noiremelancolie.

—–‐ Interests

porcelain and fabric dolls. stages of decay. music boxes. bugs. doctor who. cathedrals. taxidermy. annotating books. reading. wet specimens. photography. horror and survival games. wooden toys. nests. roadkill. bats.

System members below

Arcturus/Regulus : 16-19 , it/he/hymn , angel

Kyle : 26 , he/him , human , @killingkyl

Logan : 24 , they/him , human , @starstrucklogan

Azrael : Ageless , hymn/hymns , angel

Bugstopher : 19-24 , she/he/they/it/pup/bug , pupthing , @buguppie

Dalek : Ageless , it/its , dalek

Walburga : 40-42 , she/her , human @noirewalburga

Iverson : 13 , he/it/they , imp

The Doctor : Ageless , he/they , timelord

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Gonna do some system intros today finally

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t-shirt with the words “high-functioning corpse” printed on it

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the past had better taste

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Panic attack over. Back to being morose and mysterious.

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Trigger warning / / Sexual assault and violent thoughts

Tomorrow is my roommates birthday and I know everyone around us is expecting me to celebrate. To gift her things and pretend like I don't constantly feel her filth on me. Showers aren't enough, I need to be skinned alive.

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Trigger warning / / Disordered eating, weight, and guilt

People keep congratulating me for being put on a weight loss medication but the guilt of lying to my doctor is eating away at me. I know she would've never let me start it if I was honest about my thoughts and eating habits. I feel ill.

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Je suis dégoûtant et obsessionnel. Je ne peux pas t'oublier.

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I miss when baking and cooking was fun :(

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Trigger Warning / / Disordered eating, weight, and negative self image

I don't want to eat. I don't want anything at all other than to rot here. Everything sounds sickening. I can't stand to look at myself and the weight I lose is celebrated despite it being lost unhealthily

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J'ai besoin de toi

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Mon obsession est excessive. Je veux vivre à l'intérieur de ta cage thoracique.

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