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i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

he stood at the entrance to ghosdeeri's library , tucking in his shirt a bit more to look more presentable , in his mind. he breathed in before knocking as politely as he could consider to be - taking a step back as he waited , awkwardly & nervously fidgeting with his gloves.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

[She stands there for a moment, quivering and— yep, you guessed it— on the verge of tears. Lightblox steps behind Ghosdeeri, not a single word coming out of the young inphernal’s mouth. One could say that she’s not too great with strangers! She… clearly just doesn’t trust Ghostwalker.]

@intertwineddamn

＊　he just waves , smiling softly with his wings folded behind his back. he atleast wasnt as scary as he was ... - but still. kinda hard to not be intimidating when you're the literal grim reaper of the inpherno.

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

＊　'once you get to know him' ... was he that awkward or unapproachable ?? gosh - he was anxious now. he needed to go check himself in the mirror again , clearly his first impression of his new vessel mightve been inaccurate -

he was grimacing a bit now , but tried to be presentable enough. he just quietly walked alongside the two , a bit too awkward in the moment to try & spark conversation. alas.

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

They were quiet as well, speaking after a few blocks of walking.

"So- Ghostwalker, what work has you holed up in your office?"

@intertwineddamn

" not much work , just some physicals & check-ups for pre-phighting season ... ive honestly just been anxious about getting out like ... this. "

＊　he fidgets with his glove , brows furrowing as he looks down at the pavement.

" its a very different image for myself - not that i dont like change , im just ... paranoid. i feel very vulnerable like this. "

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

"I'm sure you will be alright, Ghostwalker. You're quite strong. And even if you're still getting used to your new form, I'm here as well. For both of you. It will be alright."

They gently nudged Lightblox, as if saying "he's just as anxious as you are".

@firefly-tears , @intertwineddamn

[A quiet, shaky breath escapes her, and she stares at Ghostwalker with wariness in her gaze, but she’s no longer in danger of crying. For now. There’s.. several things Lightblox wants to say, but her voice continues to fail her as she walks in silence, finding comfort in holding her mentor’s hand.]

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker sighs , glancing at his shoes & at the pavement as he opens his mouth to speak - fidgeting with his gloves a bit.

" i ... thank you. its been an awful lot to adjust to - but im sure i will find a way to. thank you for your continuous support ... - truly. "

@roastedpumkin-library , @firefly-tears

"Of course. All I ask is that you simply visit more. A check in, every now and then. Catch me up."

They nodded. They would've been smiling if they were capable of it-

@intertwineddamn

" i will do my best. maybe i'll tell darkheart to remind me about it. "

＊　he chuckles , wings adjusting as he walks - folding out & folding back in. he smiles sheepishly at them - adjusting his glasses so they dont fall off his nose.

he stops soon enough out of awkwardness & embarrassment - gaze awkwardly averting both them & lightblox. he was so cute sometimes.

"Good. Thank you."

god what a freak..

They hummed out of habit, glancing back to Lightblox.

"Are you doing okay?"

-@firefly-tears

[The smaller inphernal flinches a bit at being spoken to directly. She pauses for a moment before nodding, though she’s still visibly on edge.]

I-I’m fine…

"Good. I want both of you comfortable, especially today."

Once again, they gently squeezed Lightblox's hand.

@intertwineddamn @firefly-tears

＊　he merely watched , nodding as his gaze averted to the two's hands. he smiled briefly & sweetly , but so awkwardly. he could be so cute sometimes.

he just followed along. where were they going ? he didnt know , he didnt care. he was happy as is.

[A chilly breeze sweeps through the air, a bit atypical for this kind of weather but nothing particularly notable. That is, until a blue inphernal dropped from the sky and landed on the ground in front of the three with a worrying crack, like they fucked up their bones or something.]

Ghostwalker—!

[Icedagger coughs, scrambling to get up. He has a nervous grin on his face, despite the dizzying amount of pain he’s in.]

This isn’t a bad time, right? I— oh gods, I’m interrupting something, aren’t I? Sorry..!

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker perks up , making an alarmed & surprised , bird-like noise- like a squawk of some sort. his wings flare out a bit , blocking the other two's view a bit from their sheer size.

he stammers , unsure if he should be truthful or not. he honestly feels a bit bad ... ghosdeeri & lightblox are definitely disappointed by this - but he can tell theres some sense of urgency behind this. well , icedagger never bothers to see him otherwise.

" i uhm ... yes ? but i can still assist you if you're injured. what is it ? "

＊　he steps forward , his wings folding back at his sides as his brows furrow with concern.

She pulled Lightblox much closer to her once she noticed the breeze and saw the first sliver of movement from the moth, almost immediately ready protective. Once they noticed it was only Icedagger, however, they relaxed slightly and glanced back at Lightblox.

[Surprisingly, the firefly demon doesn’t appear afraid. Or even startled. She lets go of Ghosdeeri’s hand and gently pushes right past Ghostwalker’s wing to step closer to the snow deity with widened eyes.]

…Icedagger?

[They tilt their head at Lightblox in acknowledgment, though there’s a faint trace of confusion in his expression.]

Oh, hey Light.

[His attention flickers back to Ghostwalker pretty much instantly, his moth wing shuddering and twitching.]

I-I can, um, come back some other time if you’re like— having an outing with… well. Y’know.. It’s not like I’m dying or anything…

[That’s a lie. Just an outright, blatant lie.]

@roastedpumkin-library @intertwineddamn

" i dont believe that. i dont believe you for a second ... "

＊　he sighs , excusing himself with a wave of a hand & a hushed apology to lightblox & ghosdeeri , mostly ghosdeeri (who was definitely fed up with him consistently ruining any time they got to spend together like this) , stepping to the side.

he gently nudged icedagger over with one of his massive wings , leaning in to listen what he had to say. great. what did he do now ...

@here-comes-the-snow

[A tiny squeak escapes him, and Icedagger stares at the ground in quiet embarrassment.]

I don’t even.. know what happened? I picked a fight with the demon who hurt Lightblox, and it splashed me with something— yellowish green? And now I feel like a zombie bite victim.

[He shrugs (ignoring the shockwaves of pain in his shoulders as he did so), and offers an awkward smile.]

S-Seriously, it’s probably not even that bad, Darkheart’s the only reason why I came to you.. sorry to be a bother! I’ll leave…

" the demon who what ? what ? why wasnt i informed about this sooner ?? whats going on ?? "

＊　his brows furrow with worry , clenching his teeth as he looks them up & down. what was going on ? why hadnt darkheart told him directly ? why was he just now hearing about this ???

You.. um… weren’t in your office…

[Ow, their head is starting to hurt. Icedagger took a step back, finding it slightly more difficult to stand upright.]

I-I should go, I really— I think it’d be best if I—

[Is the air getting colder?]

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

"Icedagger. You quite obviously require help, and rather immediate help at that. We have plenty of time to reschedule this outing. I believe that my library is the closest safe place, although it may not have as many supplies as Ghostwalker's."

She was absolutely a little upset. However, this was something completely out of everyone's control and they still needed to thank Icedagger for returning Lightblox.

They did their best to keep their irritation invisible, though the slightest twitch in her hands revealed much more than she preferred.

"I do not mind housing you in my library for the time being if you need it."

＊　he could tell , but he was also caught up & being worried about whatever happened to icedagger. he was just pissing everyone off today , huh ? he glanced over at ghosdeeri , grimacing in shame & embarrassment.

he shifted his attention back down at icedagger , wings extending out a bit more as he leaned in slightly.

" no , no , its alright. do not fret - this can be rescheduled.

please , please do tell me more about this individual. yellowish-green -? could you tell me more , please ? "

@here-comes-the-snow @roastedpumkin-library

Lightblox saw them too! A-Ask her, I can’t—

[He blurted that out before he could stop himself, their wing spreading out to point at the firefly demon, who nervously shrank back a bit. He’s beginning to sway a little, his breath stuttering as tears prickle his eyes.]

This— I’m sorry, I don’t feel okay…

[Their sentences are becoming more frantic; more jumbled and disconnected.]

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

#candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction #Fiery Spirit || Ghosdeeri and Ghostwalker #icedagger interaction

"Ghostwalker- pick him up if you can and if they're comfortable with it. Or at least support them while they stand. Lightblox, I will not force you to tell me anything, but it will help out at least a little bit if we know something."

She went into a sort of damage control mode, kneeling down next to Lightblox.

@firefly-tears @intertwineddamn

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

@intertwineddamn

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

he was grimacing a bit now , but tried to be presentable enough. he just quietly walked alongside the two , a bit too awkward in the moment to try & spark conversation. alas.

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

They were quiet as well, speaking after a few blocks of walking.

"So- Ghostwalker, what work has you holed up in your office?"

@intertwineddamn

" not much work , just some physicals & check-ups for pre-phighting season ... ive honestly just been anxious about getting out like ... this. "

＊　he fidgets with his glove , brows furrowing as he looks down at the pavement.

" its a very different image for myself - not that i dont like change , im just ... paranoid. i feel very vulnerable like this. "

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

"I'm sure you will be alright, Ghostwalker. You're quite strong. And even if you're still getting used to your new form, I'm here as well. For both of you. It will be alright."

They gently nudged Lightblox, as if saying "he's just as anxious as you are".

@firefly-tears , @intertwineddamn

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker sighs , glancing at his shoes & at the pavement as he opens his mouth to speak - fidgeting with his gloves a bit.

" i ... thank you. its been an awful lot to adjust to - but im sure i will find a way to. thank you for your continuous support ... - truly. "

@roastedpumkin-library , @firefly-tears

"Of course. All I ask is that you simply visit more. A check in, every now and then. Catch me up."

They nodded. They would've been smiling if they were capable of it-

@intertwineddamn

" i will do my best. maybe i'll tell darkheart to remind me about it. "

＊　he chuckles , wings adjusting as he walks - folding out & folding back in. he smiles sheepishly at them - adjusting his glasses so they dont fall off his nose.

he stops soon enough out of awkwardness & embarrassment - gaze awkwardly averting both them & lightblox. he was so cute sometimes.

"Good. Thank you."

god what a freak..

They hummed out of habit, glancing back to Lightblox.

"Are you doing okay?"

-@firefly-tears

[The smaller inphernal flinches a bit at being spoken to directly. She pauses for a moment before nodding, though she’s still visibly on edge.]

I-I’m fine…

"Good. I want both of you comfortable, especially today."

Once again, they gently squeezed Lightblox's hand.

@intertwineddamn @firefly-tears

＊　he merely watched , nodding as his gaze averted to the two's hands. he smiled briefly & sweetly , but so awkwardly. he could be so cute sometimes.

he just followed along. where were they going ? he didnt know , he didnt care. he was happy as is.

Ghostwalker—!

[Icedagger coughs, scrambling to get up. He has a nervous grin on his face, despite the dizzying amount of pain he’s in.]

This isn’t a bad time, right? I— oh gods, I’m interrupting something, aren’t I? Sorry..!

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker perks up , making an alarmed & surprised , bird-like noise- like a squawk of some sort. his wings flare out a bit , blocking the other two's view a bit from their sheer size.

" i uhm ... yes ? but i can still assist you if you're injured. what is it ? "

＊　he steps forward , his wings folding back at his sides as his brows furrow with concern.

…Icedagger?

[They tilt their head at Lightblox in acknowledgment, though there’s a faint trace of confusion in his expression.]

Oh, hey Light.

[His attention flickers back to Ghostwalker pretty much instantly, his moth wing shuddering and twitching.]

I-I can, um, come back some other time if you’re like— having an outing with… well. Y’know.. It’s not like I’m dying or anything…

[That’s a lie. Just an outright, blatant lie.]

@roastedpumkin-library @intertwineddamn

" i dont believe that. i dont believe you for a second ... "

he gently nudged icedagger over with one of his massive wings , leaning in to listen what he had to say. great. what did he do now ...

@here-comes-the-snow

[A tiny squeak escapes him, and Icedagger stares at the ground in quiet embarrassment.]

I don’t even.. know what happened? I picked a fight with the demon who hurt Lightblox, and it splashed me with something— yellowish green? And now I feel like a zombie bite victim.

[He shrugs (ignoring the shockwaves of pain in his shoulders as he did so), and offers an awkward smile.]

S-Seriously, it’s probably not even that bad, Darkheart’s the only reason why I came to you.. sorry to be a bother! I’ll leave…

" the demon who what ? what ? why wasnt i informed about this sooner ?? whats going on ?? "

＊　his brows furrow with worry , clenching his teeth as he looks them up & down. what was going on ? why hadnt darkheart told him directly ? why was he just now hearing about this ???

You.. um… weren’t in your office…

[Ow, their head is starting to hurt. Icedagger took a step back, finding it slightly more difficult to stand upright.]

I-I should go, I really— I think it’d be best if I—

[Is the air getting colder?]

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #fiery spirit || ghosdeeri and ghostwalker #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction #icedagger interaction

She was absolutely a little upset. However, this was something completely out of everyone's control and they still needed to thank Icedagger for returning Lightblox.

They did their best to keep their irritation invisible, though the slightest twitch in her hands revealed much more than she preferred.

"I do not mind housing you in my library for the time being if you need it."

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

@intertwineddamn

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

he was grimacing a bit now , but tried to be presentable enough. he just quietly walked alongside the two , a bit too awkward in the moment to try & spark conversation. alas.

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

They were quiet as well, speaking after a few blocks of walking.

"So- Ghostwalker, what work has you holed up in your office?"

@intertwineddamn

" not much work , just some physicals & check-ups for pre-phighting season ... ive honestly just been anxious about getting out like ... this. "

＊　he fidgets with his glove , brows furrowing as he looks down at the pavement.

" its a very different image for myself - not that i dont like change , im just ... paranoid. i feel very vulnerable like this. "

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

"I'm sure you will be alright, Ghostwalker. You're quite strong. And even if you're still getting used to your new form, I'm here as well. For both of you. It will be alright."

They gently nudged Lightblox, as if saying "he's just as anxious as you are".

@firefly-tears , @intertwineddamn

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker sighs , glancing at his shoes & at the pavement as he opens his mouth to speak - fidgeting with his gloves a bit.

" i ... thank you. its been an awful lot to adjust to - but im sure i will find a way to. thank you for your continuous support ... - truly. "

@roastedpumkin-library , @firefly-tears

"Of course. All I ask is that you simply visit more. A check in, every now and then. Catch me up."

They nodded. They would've been smiling if they were capable of it-

@intertwineddamn

" i will do my best. maybe i'll tell darkheart to remind me about it. "

＊　he chuckles , wings adjusting as he walks - folding out & folding back in. he smiles sheepishly at them - adjusting his glasses so they dont fall off his nose.

he stops soon enough out of awkwardness & embarrassment - gaze awkwardly averting both them & lightblox. he was so cute sometimes.

"Good. Thank you."

god what a freak..

They hummed out of habit, glancing back to Lightblox.

"Are you doing okay?"

-@firefly-tears

[The smaller inphernal flinches a bit at being spoken to directly. She pauses for a moment before nodding, though she’s still visibly on edge.]

I-I’m fine…

"Good. I want both of you comfortable, especially today."

Once again, they gently squeezed Lightblox's hand.

@intertwineddamn @firefly-tears

＊　he merely watched , nodding as his gaze averted to the two's hands. he smiled briefly & sweetly , but so awkwardly. he could be so cute sometimes.

he just followed along. where were they going ? he didnt know , he didnt care. he was happy as is.

Ghostwalker—!

[Icedagger coughs, scrambling to get up. He has a nervous grin on his face, despite the dizzying amount of pain he’s in.]

This isn’t a bad time, right? I— oh gods, I’m interrupting something, aren’t I? Sorry..!

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker perks up , making an alarmed & surprised , bird-like noise- like a squawk of some sort. his wings flare out a bit , blocking the other two's view a bit from their sheer size.

" i uhm ... yes ? but i can still assist you if you're injured. what is it ? "

＊　he steps forward , his wings folding back at his sides as his brows furrow with concern.

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction #Fiery Spirit || Ghosdeeri and Ghostwalker #icedagger interaction

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

@intertwineddamn

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

he was grimacing a bit now , but tried to be presentable enough. he just quietly walked alongside the two , a bit too awkward in the moment to try & spark conversation. alas.

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

They were quiet as well, speaking after a few blocks of walking.

"So- Ghostwalker, what work has you holed up in your office?"

@intertwineddamn

" not much work , just some physicals & check-ups for pre-phighting season ... ive honestly just been anxious about getting out like ... this. "

＊　he fidgets with his glove , brows furrowing as he looks down at the pavement.

" its a very different image for myself - not that i dont like change , im just ... paranoid. i feel very vulnerable like this. "

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

"I'm sure you will be alright, Ghostwalker. You're quite strong. And even if you're still getting used to your new form, I'm here as well. For both of you. It will be alright."

They gently nudged Lightblox, as if saying "he's just as anxious as you are".

@firefly-tears , @intertwineddamn

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker sighs , glancing at his shoes & at the pavement as he opens his mouth to speak - fidgeting with his gloves a bit.

" i ... thank you. its been an awful lot to adjust to - but im sure i will find a way to. thank you for your continuous support ... - truly. "

@roastedpumkin-library , @firefly-tears

"Of course. All I ask is that you simply visit more. A check in, every now and then. Catch me up."

They nodded. They would've been smiling if they were capable of it-

@intertwineddamn

" i will do my best. maybe i'll tell darkheart to remind me about it. "

＊　he chuckles , wings adjusting as he walks - folding out & folding back in. he smiles sheepishly at them - adjusting his glasses so they dont fall off his nose.

he stops soon enough out of awkwardness & embarrassment - gaze awkwardly averting both them & lightblox. he was so cute sometimes.

"Good. Thank you."

god what a freak..

They hummed out of habit, glancing back to Lightblox.

"Are you doing okay?"

-@firefly-tears

[The smaller inphernal flinches a bit at being spoken to directly. She pauses for a moment before nodding, though she’s still visibly on edge.]

I-I’m fine…

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction #Fiery Spirit || Ghosdeeri and Ghostwalker #ooc//SLIDES IN AND SLAMS INTO THE WALL #I'M HERE. I SWEAR. HI. SORRY.

"Good. I want both of you comfortable, especially today."

Once again, they gently squeezed Lightblox's hand.

@intertwineddamn @firefly-tears

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

@intertwineddamn

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

he was grimacing a bit now , but tried to be presentable enough. he just quietly walked alongside the two , a bit too awkward in the moment to try & spark conversation. alas.

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

They were quiet as well, speaking after a few blocks of walking.

"So- Ghostwalker, what work has you holed up in your office?"

@intertwineddamn

" not much work , just some physicals & check-ups for pre-phighting season ... ive honestly just been anxious about getting out like ... this. "

＊　he fidgets with his glove , brows furrowing as he looks down at the pavement.

" its a very different image for myself - not that i dont like change , im just ... paranoid. i feel very vulnerable like this. "

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

"I'm sure you will be alright, Ghostwalker. You're quite strong. And even if you're still getting used to your new form, I'm here as well. For both of you. It will be alright."

They gently nudged Lightblox, as if saying "he's just as anxious as you are".

@firefly-tears , @intertwineddamn

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker sighs , glancing at his shoes & at the pavement as he opens his mouth to speak - fidgeting with his gloves a bit.

" i ... thank you. its been an awful lot to adjust to - but im sure i will find a way to. thank you for your continuous support ... - truly. "

@roastedpumkin-library , @firefly-tears

"Of course. All I ask is that you simply visit more. A check in, every now and then. Catch me up."

They nodded. They would've been smiling if they were capable of it-

@intertwineddamn

" i will do my best. maybe i'll tell darkheart to remind me about it. "

＊　he chuckles , wings adjusting as he walks - folding out & folding back in. he smiles sheepishly at them - adjusting his glasses so they dont fall off his nose.

he stops soon enough out of awkwardness & embarrassment - gaze awkwardly averting both them & lightblox. he was so cute sometimes.

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction #fiery spirit || ghosdeeri and ghostwalker

"Good. Thank you."

god what a freak..

They hummed out of habit, glancing back to Lightblox.

"Are you doing okay?"

-@firefly-tears

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

@intertwineddamn

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

he was grimacing a bit now , but tried to be presentable enough. he just quietly walked alongside the two , a bit too awkward in the moment to try & spark conversation. alas.

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

They were quiet as well, speaking after a few blocks of walking.

"So- Ghostwalker, what work has you holed up in your office?"

@intertwineddamn

" not much work , just some physicals & check-ups for pre-phighting season ... ive honestly just been anxious about getting out like ... this. "

＊　he fidgets with his glove , brows furrowing as he looks down at the pavement.

" its a very different image for myself - not that i dont like change , im just ... paranoid. i feel very vulnerable like this. "

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

"I'm sure you will be alright, Ghostwalker. You're quite strong. And even if you're still getting used to your new form, I'm here as well. For both of you. It will be alright."

They gently nudged Lightblox, as if saying "he's just as anxious as you are".

@firefly-tears , @intertwineddamn

@intertwineddamn @roastedpumkin-library

＊　ghostwalker sighs , glancing at his shoes & at the pavement as he opens his mouth to speak - fidgeting with his gloves a bit.

" i ... thank you. its been an awful lot to adjust to - but im sure i will find a way to. thank you for your continuous support ... - truly. "

@roastedpumkin-library , @firefly-tears

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction #fiery spirit || ghosdeeri and ghostwalker

"Of course. All I ask is that you simply visit more. A check in, every now and then. Catch me up."

They nodded. They would've been smiling if they were capable of it-

@intertwineddamn

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

@intertwineddamn

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

he was grimacing a bit now , but tried to be presentable enough. he just quietly walked alongside the two , a bit too awkward in the moment to try & spark conversation. alas.

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

They were quiet as well, speaking after a few blocks of walking.

"So- Ghostwalker, what work has you holed up in your office?"

@intertwineddamn

" not much work , just some physicals & check-ups for pre-phighting season ... ive honestly just been anxious about getting out like ... this. "

＊　he fidgets with his glove , brows furrowing as he looks down at the pavement.

" its a very different image for myself - not that i dont like change , im just ... paranoid. i feel very vulnerable like this. "

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #fiery spirit || ghosdeeri and ghostwalker #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction

"I'm sure you will be alright, Ghostwalker. You're quite strong. And even if you're still getting used to your new form, I'm here as well. For both of you. It will be alright."

They gently nudged Lightblox, as if saying "he's just as anxious as you are".

@firefly-tears , @intertwineddamn

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

@intertwineddamn

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

he was grimacing a bit now , but tried to be presentable enough. he just quietly walked alongside the two , a bit too awkward in the moment to try & spark conversation. alas.

@firefly-tears , @roastedpumkin-library

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #fiery spirit || ghosdeeri and ghostwalker #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction

They were quiet as well, speaking after a few blocks of walking.

"So- Ghostwalker, what work has you holed up in your office?"

@intertwineddamn

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

@intertwineddamn

he looks back to ghosdeeri for her input , his eyes glancing over at her a bit nervously. he didnt wanna mess this up. really.

@roastedpumkin-library

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #fiery spirit || ghosdeeri and ghostwalker #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction

"That's okay, Lightblox- You don't have to if you don't want to. But, I promise you he's very nice once you get to know him."

They glanced back at Lightblox, gently squeezing her hand before returning their gaze to Ghostwalker.

"Let's get going, hm?"

@intertwineddamn

@firefly-tears

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

＊　he nods in return , & in agreement / response to her question , swaying back & forth a bit as he stood there , cane in hand. he didnt need it - probably. just in case.

" i am , lead the way please. "

＊　he smiles a bit , eager yet a bit nervous - wings shifting as he pivoted out of the way slightly.

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #Fiery Spirit || Ghosdeeri and Ghostwalker #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction

"Lightblox, dear, why don't you introduce yourself first if you feel comfortable enough for that."

She glanced back to the firefly, checking on her.

-@firefly-tears

i'm gonna. assume this is a few days later

Right on time, Ghosdeeri arrives at the agreed upon meeting place with Lightblox's hand in their own.

-@roastedpumkin-library & @firefly-tears

＊　he dressed himself up a bit ! not ... entirely sure why he did so , but he knew that he wanted to present himself well. good impressions , no mess ups hopefully.

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #Fiery Spirit || Ghosdeeri and Ghostwalker #candles || lightblox and ghosdeeri interaction

They open the doors, nodding when they see Ghostwalker and gently squeezing Lightblox's hand.

"You're ready to leave, Ghostwalker?"

knock knock~!

I wonder who's looking for Darkheart!

- @roastedpumkin-library

＊　darkheart is slumped against one of the couches in the hallway theyre bumming around in - the building where flipside coops up all there more so 'business-related' employees. where ghostwalker works. they dont really have a reason to be there - but !

they perk up a bit , tail lightly flicking as they hear the door - setting down the emptied beaten up water bottle they were carrying around - getting up & stretching before walking over to the door.

＊　they creak the door open , peering out from behind the door , eye locking onto the figure standing at the door without saying a word. great. what the hell did they want ?

"So, Ghostwalker has been missing, right? I think I have a theory on where he went and I figured you would be the best person to go to for help-"

She held a few books in her arms, looking slightly less put together than they typically did. Look at this fool, not knowing Ghostwalker was already back.../silly

＊　it looked promptly puzzled , brow furrowing & face scrunching up as it took in their appearance - did he not -?

" no he's - he's here. did he not tell you -? he's been here for ... awhile. that was a whole situation in itself , but no. he's here. he's in his office. "

＊　it opens the door a bit more , squinting & baring teeth in a bit of confusion. it honestly believed he had told everyone - but apparently not ! geezus ... thats what they get for expecting these things outta him. hell.

"... what."

They were silent for a bit before sighing, shaking their head and muttering something under their breath.

"Okay, then- Is he busy?"

" not sure. he's been pretty shut-in but business has been kinda slow - we've been bumming around enough that we just see him doing paperwork most days. so yea. "

＊　it promptly shrugs its shoulders , pushing the door open more so as it crosses two of his arms , twitching as it leans against the doorframe.

" he seriously didnt tell you ? it was a big fucking deal - because ... yea. we learned he was actually dead. so yea. shitty of him not to tell you , & thats coming from us. "

"I'm... Not surprised, with his track record. I hoped he would be better about this now, though I suppose not. But, if he's back and busy, I suppose that's good for him. Give him my greetings when you next see him, please. I don't plan to wait around for him to no-longer be busy."

" completely fair. we can check on him right now - if you wanna come-with. even if he is busy. because thats just fucking shitty... "

＊　they huff , leaving the door open for her as they start turning towards the hallway , ranting a bit as they fidgeted & twitched , tail flicking with annoyance.

" he's so secretive about everything & so fucking paranoid - it would be better if it wasnt with things like this but - he's keeping things like 'hey im back !! i have a vessel from some devoted follower of mine !!' & only telling people when he's cornered about it - hell we still dont probably know everything. "

" like we're not much better then him in general - but atleast we can communicate. hes like too fucking afraid to & instead of being honest & accepting it - he just tells everyone else to & acts like the mature adult in the room. pisses us off ... "

She followed, shutting the door behind her.

"He really doesn't change, does he-"

＊　they shake their head , huffing & scoffing as they lead her down the hall , worn down heels gently clicking against the tile.

" apparently not ... whatever. he's gotta figure that out , get his shit together. "

"Unfortunately, I agree."

They did quite similarly, letting out a long exhale.

"You would think, with the way he left me last time, that he would come and tell me when he's back. Apparently not-"

＊　they pause , stopping in their tracks as they promptly stand there & think , eyebrow furrowed in frustration , two of their fists clenched at their sides as they cleared their throat in their mouth - shoulder jerking up as they opened their mouth to speak , fangs exposed.

" a part of us ... is still holding on. "

＊　another pause , they flex their webbed , clawed fingers & fidget with said claws , avoiding eye contact. not like you could see their eyes (or , well , eye).

" as stupid & as childish as it is - we still want to believe he's not bad. as much as he did with her , as much of a paranoid shut-in ass he can be - we still ... want to believe he's not just bad. he's flawed , we know that but - ...

maybe its because he's helped us. maybe its because we've seen him hurting & sympathize & all that but - it just cant justify it all. especially not when he wont let us know , he just fucking disappears & nobody knows where he is. but we also cant just hate him for it cause , hell , we'd be a fucking hypocrite. we're just as selfish & awful - even worse then him , so we cant hate him. hell , we admire him for not having lost everything already.

we're also so fed up with him. we're not the same person all the time & especially not who we were before but - everything is just so scattered. we dont remember what it was like when he disappeared for months & died. we dont remember any of that & we cant - fucking sympathize with him or any of the others because he's always just been like this. he's always been like this & - fuck. "

＊　they let out an exasperated sigh , a distasteful grunt as they pulled their hat up a bit to rub their forehead , slumping over a bit in frustration. hell.

"I.... Understand that. Not to the extent that you experienced it, but I at least understand. There is only time forward, however. That time will be used for growth."

She was quiet, avoiding looking at them and instead looking at the walls. They didn't really know what to say at the moment.

" hopefully. we dont know. we dunno how much time we have left , honestly. the clock has been ticking. "

＊　it goes back to leading her on like nothing it said was anything major , shrugging it off as it kicked the tile , scuffling its boots against said tile.

" things will move on , though. we just dont know how it'll play out for us. we should probably be scared of it - but we're not. so whatever. we live & we die , thats how its always been.

he'll learn , though. he'll have to grow & move on because if he doesn't we're all fucked. she'll win again & again until he does - or she'll die for good & he has to move on. "

"Right."

They nodded.

＊　they just continued down the hallway. not really a point in trying to keep up a conversation. she wasnt here for them anyways , & especially not here for their ranting.

they led her down to the end of the hall , motioning to ghostwalker's open doorway. inside he ... didnt look too busy ! was that good ? bad ? we'll find out.

＊　darkheart just left before anymore questions could be thrown around , how thoughtful of them.

"Ghostwalker."

She had attempted to keep her voice neutral as it usually was, though didn't do very well at keeping the anger down.

＊　he paused , wings spread out a bit more as he was blindsided by the sound of her voice. oh. oh fuck.

the hairs on his back rose as he slowly , & i mean slowly , pushed his chair out a bit , dread building up in the pit of his stomach. goddammit - why didnt he say anything ?? why didnt he do anything ?? it was too late now.

＊　he was a bit too intimidated to even look at her , which probably wasnt helping his case. he was literally on the verge of crying a bit - fuck. his voice was quiet , pathetic definitely.

" yes ..-? "

"It's-"

They paused, blinking a few times.

"Darkheart said you had a vessel from a follower, but-"

It was mostly stunned silence, taking a step or two closer.

" it was a week or so ago. i didnt ... seek it out. it just happened , i suppose. im ... still adjusting. "

＊　he glanced at her for a moment , x shaped pupils that were as white as ivory , his scleras gold & glowing. he still had his little rounded pair of glasses on.

he couldnt look at her for too long , he looked away as soon as she came closer , folding his huge wings back behind his back as he was filled with nothing but shame. shame & guilt - fuck. he couldnt even face the fact.

" i should have told you sooner. im sorry. "

"I..."

She took a deep breath before nodding.

"I am- partially upset, but I forgive you. I understand this is a lot to deal with, and I cannot expect you to remember me during this time."

" its not i - i keep neglecting anything communication wise i - "

＊　he buried his face in his gloved hands as he was trying to avert his gaze , & also ... not break out crying & sobbing. gosh he could be so pathetic.

he shielded himself with his wings , hunched over his desk a bit. he wasnt full on boo-hooing ... but. still.

" you have every right to be upset at me - i apologize - "

"Ghostwalker."

She spoke firmly, coming up next to the desk and placing a hand down on it.

＊　he paused , peeking his face out from his gloved hands , his undereyes a bit red from him crying a bit. this was the most powerful sword deity ? the grim reaper , deity of death ? stars.

he didnt say anything , just looking up at her like some sort of wet cat , wings less folded & more spread out.

"You are-"

She paused, her stomach churning somewhat at his expression. Yes, she was upset, but she struggled to stay upset with the way he looked.

"You still have the opportunity to learn, Ghostwalker. There is no use continuing to apologize when I have already forgiven you. The best course of action is to apologize once and mean it, then move forwards towards growth."

" i know ...- i just feel exceptionally awful about it. you would think i would be better by now , but no. i just dont understand how you can keep forgiving me like this. "

＊　he sulked a bit more , wings sagging a bit as he listened to her scolding. she was right , he knew she was right & he knew better then to put up too much of a fuss.

still , he couldnt help but wonder.

"I vented all future frustrations with you in the time we were separated."

... bad joke, Ghosdeeri....

"... Is there something I am able to do to help you feel better?"

She shifted on her feet, taking a moment before deciding to crouch down to his level.

" ... no. you've done enough. thank you , though. "

＊　he wipes his eyes , pushing his glasses off his face slightly as he recomposed himself , smiling awkwardly & sheepishly.

he readjusted his glasses , folding his wings behind him as he sat back up straight.

" thank you , again , truly. "

"Of course. We might as well be strangers again, but- I still care for you. A lot. And I'm trying to get better at showing it. I-"

They paused, turning their head away. She was scared of how he would react to her saying this, even if she didn't mean it in the way she did last time she said it.

"I still love you. Platonically-! but- I do."

＊　his expression softened. alot. he felt so young when he heard those words from them - he couldnt help but smile a bit.

was he allowed to say them back ? he hesitated a bit ... it felt a bit awkward - really awkward. he hesitated. for awhile. a long while , a long pause before he responded to her , trying to get his tone right.

" i ... love you too. platonically of course !! uhm ... thank you. thank you so much ... "

She turned her head back to him at hearing that. It really had been forever since those words come from him. It felt nice to hear them again.

"... oh you lucky bastard, you can smile now and I still can not!"

They scoffed at the realization, playfully pushing him.

＊　he smiled even more , giggling like a teenager as his canines poked out & brows furrowed - gosh he looked so stupid. someone poke him or grab his nose. he looked so stupid. he playfully nudged them back , nudging them with one of his massive wings.

" yea .. yea ...- i have to try & watch my sweet tooth so i dont put on too much. pastries are my worst enemy .. i forgot how good they could be. pastries , soups , & teas - i missed them all so dearly ...

alas ... it makes expressing things easier aswell ? having a face in general helps , though. having a ... form in general. yea. "

"Oh, and your wings are gorgeous-"

She studied them, keeping her hands to herself. She really did admire it though, and they were... Honestly, kind of jealous. Like yeah, they were happy for him! More than happy, honestly. This would possibly help him out with communication and doing better-

" you can touch them , if you'd like. "

＊　he spread out his wings for her to touch. he honestly ... wanted to be touched. but he wasnt going to just say that , no , that would sound weird in his opinion - & he didnt want that. he would keep those thoughts to himself. for now.

he spread out his first , larger set of wings out for them to touch & hold as they so desired. they were huge , patterned , & oh so pretty ...

"Really-??"

She was surprised at the offer, hesitating for a second before gently touching his wing.

＊　he spread out his wings & leaned in slightly. they were soft , large , deep browns & blacks with faint runes & patterns embedded on them. his feathers that were closer to his figure were lighter , & much fluffier.

he had another set of wings - they were nothing in size compared to the other ones , but not 'tiny'. he was alot of bird.

＊　he seemed endeared that she seemed so gentle with him , smiling still.

" im not fragile anymore ... you dont have to be so gentle , i appreciate it though. "

"I hear wings are sensitive. I want to be gentle, still. You deserve it."

She carefully ran a hand over the feathers, admiring the patterns with quiet awe.

" if you insist ... "

＊　he shuddered a bit , mumbling something under his breath as his wings rattled from the touch. he was a bit cold - but he didnt seem discomforted by it. accustomed to it definitely.

he didnt tell her to stop or anything , just quietly allowing her to touch him. he was a bit awkward about it , but also pleased. it was nice - he definitely wasn't used to it , though.

"Ah- Wrong area-?"

She quickly let go when he shuddered and mumbled, backing up a bit with concern.

" no , more so just not used to it. you dont have to stop , you can continue. "

＊　he flexed his wing slightly , not moving too much more. he was probably scaring them off a bit - didnt want to do that. not too much , especially.

he relaxed , not adding onto the conversation to try & ease some of the awkwardness. not sure how much that helped though.

"Okay."

She nodded and scooted back into place, continuing to gingerly study the wings and mumbling a few things under their breath.

＊　he just watched her , humming silently to himself as he rocked himself in his seat , allowing her to do what she did. was this awkward ? he didnt know , he wouldnt know , he was content either way.

"These are- magnificent, Ghostwalker- I- Do they feel heavy?"

They turned to him with their curiosity, tilting a bit.

" a bit - but they're large so ... that would explain it. "

＊　he chuckles quietly , flexing his other , large wing out - spreading it out & folding it back at his side as he spoke , his smaller wings idly folded at his sides.

" i havent gone out at all so - i wouldnt know how appalled anyone would be by them. its a bit tedious to fold them behind sometimes ... "

"They're the largest wings I've ever personally witnessed-" "You should go out some time soon. I would recommend going to Thieves' Den, it's quite a nice place."

＊　he shifts slightly , turning & cocking his head towards her , eyes scanning around the room as he talked.

" i havent been there in a few centuries ... i do wonder how much its changed in the past , what - 500 years ? rough estimate ...

i havent been in most factions for any amount of time aside from passing through for work. even then - i'd just drop in. i think the last time i spent any decent amount of time in a faction was playground ... & that was for my work. "

"Quite a bit, I would say. I wouldn't mind bringing you around, if you wish."

" that would be nice ... i wouldnt be opposed to that - "

＊　he shifted in his seat slightly , folding his one free wing behind his back as he sat up.

" we could make some arrangements. now .. now would even work - it would be up to you , of course. i'd been open to whenever im not busy. "

"It depends- I'm not quite sure if I'm meant to have Lightblox with me today, I would have to talk with Traffic. And Lightblox herself, of course-"

Her tone seemed to soften when they mentioned Lightblox, glancing around the office.

"Perhaps this could be an opportunity for the two of you to meet, no? If both parties agree, I mean."

" that would be alright with me , ive heard quite a bit about lightblox ...- i am also familiar with traffic , the title salesman , yes ? we've exchanged greetings before. "

＊　he nods , eyes meeting hers as he puts his hands together in his lap , leaning back a bit.

" but i would be open to meeting lightblox , if that works for you. "

"I want her first time meeting you to be positive. I believe this is a good chance for it. I'll ask her when I return to the Library."

She nodded back, standing up.

"You're a good person, Ghostwalker. You have been. You just need to keep improving yourself, and I believe that you will."

＊　he glances away , taking his extended wing & folding it behind his back , all four of his wings folded behind him.

he glanced away shyly , brows furrowing a bit as he pondered a response to give.

" thank you - its just a bit difficult myself that way sometimes ...

but yes - you're absolutely right about that. im looking forward to getting to meet her for myself. "

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #Fiery Spirit || Ghosdeeri and Ghostwalker

"I would smile if I could. I'll see you later, Ghostwalker."

She hummed, walking out of the office.

knock knock~!

I wonder who's looking for Darkheart!

- @roastedpumkin-library

they perk up a bit , tail lightly flicking as they hear the door - setting down the emptied beaten up water bottle they were carrying around - getting up & stretching before walking over to the door.

＊　they creak the door open , peering out from behind the door , eye locking onto the figure standing at the door without saying a word. great. what the hell did they want ?

"So, Ghostwalker has been missing, right? I think I have a theory on where he went and I figured you would be the best person to go to for help-"

She held a few books in her arms, looking slightly less put together than they typically did. Look at this fool, not knowing Ghostwalker was already back.../silly

＊　it looked promptly puzzled , brow furrowing & face scrunching up as it took in their appearance - did he not -?

" no he's - he's here. did he not tell you -? he's been here for ... awhile. that was a whole situation in itself , but no. he's here. he's in his office. "

"... what."

They were silent for a bit before sighing, shaking their head and muttering something under their breath.

"Okay, then- Is he busy?"

" not sure. he's been pretty shut-in but business has been kinda slow - we've been bumming around enough that we just see him doing paperwork most days. so yea. "

＊　it promptly shrugs its shoulders , pushing the door open more so as it crosses two of his arms , twitching as it leans against the doorframe.

" he seriously didnt tell you ? it was a big fucking deal - because ... yea. we learned he was actually dead. so yea. shitty of him not to tell you , & thats coming from us. "

" completely fair. we can check on him right now - if you wanna come-with. even if he is busy. because thats just fucking shitty... "

＊　they huff , leaving the door open for her as they start turning towards the hallway , ranting a bit as they fidgeted & twitched , tail flicking with annoyance.

She followed, shutting the door behind her.

"He really doesn't change, does he-"

＊　they shake their head , huffing & scoffing as they lead her down the hall , worn down heels gently clicking against the tile.

" apparently not ... whatever. he's gotta figure that out , get his shit together. "

"Unfortunately, I agree."

They did quite similarly, letting out a long exhale.

"You would think, with the way he left me last time, that he would come and tell me when he's back. Apparently not-"

" a part of us ... is still holding on. "

＊　another pause , they flex their webbed , clawed fingers & fidget with said claws , avoiding eye contact. not like you could see their eyes (or , well , eye).

＊　they let out an exasperated sigh , a distasteful grunt as they pulled their hat up a bit to rub their forehead , slumping over a bit in frustration. hell.

"I.... Understand that. Not to the extent that you experienced it, but I at least understand. There is only time forward, however. That time will be used for growth."

She was quiet, avoiding looking at them and instead looking at the walls. They didn't really know what to say at the moment.

" hopefully. we dont know. we dunno how much time we have left , honestly. the clock has been ticking. "

＊　it goes back to leading her on like nothing it said was anything major , shrugging it off as it kicked the tile , scuffling its boots against said tile.

" things will move on , though. we just dont know how it'll play out for us. we should probably be scared of it - but we're not. so whatever. we live & we die , thats how its always been.

he'll learn , though. he'll have to grow & move on because if he doesn't we're all fucked. she'll win again & again until he does - or she'll die for good & he has to move on. "

"Right."

They nodded.

＊　they just continued down the hallway. not really a point in trying to keep up a conversation. she wasnt here for them anyways , & especially not here for their ranting.

they led her down to the end of the hall , motioning to ghostwalker's open doorway. inside he ... didnt look too busy ! was that good ? bad ? we'll find out.

＊　darkheart just left before anymore questions could be thrown around , how thoughtful of them.

"Ghostwalker."

She had attempted to keep her voice neutral as it usually was, though didn't do very well at keeping the anger down.

＊　he paused , wings spread out a bit more as he was blindsided by the sound of her voice. oh. oh fuck.

＊　he was a bit too intimidated to even look at her , which probably wasnt helping his case. he was literally on the verge of crying a bit - fuck. his voice was quiet , pathetic definitely.

" yes ..-? "

"It's-"

They paused, blinking a few times.

"Darkheart said you had a vessel from a follower, but-"

It was mostly stunned silence, taking a step or two closer.

" it was a week or so ago. i didnt ... seek it out. it just happened , i suppose. im ... still adjusting. "

＊　he glanced at her for a moment , x shaped pupils that were as white as ivory , his scleras gold & glowing. he still had his little rounded pair of glasses on.

" i should have told you sooner. im sorry. "

"I..."

She took a deep breath before nodding.

"I am- partially upset, but I forgive you. I understand this is a lot to deal with, and I cannot expect you to remember me during this time."

" its not i - i keep neglecting anything communication wise i - "

＊　he buried his face in his gloved hands as he was trying to avert his gaze , & also ... not break out crying & sobbing. gosh he could be so pathetic.

he shielded himself with his wings , hunched over his desk a bit. he wasnt full on boo-hooing ... but. still.

" you have every right to be upset at me - i apologize - "

"Ghostwalker."

She spoke firmly, coming up next to the desk and placing a hand down on it.

＊　he paused , peeking his face out from his gloved hands , his undereyes a bit red from him crying a bit. this was the most powerful sword deity ? the grim reaper , deity of death ? stars.

he didnt say anything , just looking up at her like some sort of wet cat , wings less folded & more spread out.

"You are-"

She paused, her stomach churning somewhat at his expression. Yes, she was upset, but she struggled to stay upset with the way he looked.

" i know ...- i just feel exceptionally awful about it. you would think i would be better by now , but no. i just dont understand how you can keep forgiving me like this. "

＊　he sulked a bit more , wings sagging a bit as he listened to her scolding. she was right , he knew she was right & he knew better then to put up too much of a fuss.

still , he couldnt help but wonder.

"I vented all future frustrations with you in the time we were separated."

... bad joke, Ghosdeeri....

"... Is there something I am able to do to help you feel better?"

She shifted on her feet, taking a moment before deciding to crouch down to his level.

" ... no. you've done enough. thank you , though. "

＊　he wipes his eyes , pushing his glasses off his face slightly as he recomposed himself , smiling awkwardly & sheepishly.

he readjusted his glasses , folding his wings behind him as he sat back up straight.

" thank you , again , truly. "

"Of course. We might as well be strangers again, but- I still care for you. A lot. And I'm trying to get better at showing it. I-"

They paused, turning their head away. She was scared of how he would react to her saying this, even if she didn't mean it in the way she did last time she said it.

"I still love you. Platonically-! but- I do."

＊　his expression softened. alot. he felt so young when he heard those words from them - he couldnt help but smile a bit.

" i ... love you too. platonically of course !! uhm ... thank you. thank you so much ... "

She turned her head back to him at hearing that. It really had been forever since those words come from him. It felt nice to hear them again.

"... oh you lucky bastard, you can smile now and I still can not!"

They scoffed at the realization, playfully pushing him.

alas ... it makes expressing things easier aswell ? having a face in general helps , though. having a ... form in general. yea. "

"Oh, and your wings are gorgeous-"

" you can touch them , if you'd like. "

he spread out his first , larger set of wings out for them to touch & hold as they so desired. they were huge , patterned , & oh so pretty ...

"Really-??"

She was surprised at the offer, hesitating for a second before gently touching his wing.

he had another set of wings - they were nothing in size compared to the other ones , but not 'tiny'. he was alot of bird.

＊　he seemed endeared that she seemed so gentle with him , smiling still.

" im not fragile anymore ... you dont have to be so gentle , i appreciate it though. "

"I hear wings are sensitive. I want to be gentle, still. You deserve it."

She carefully ran a hand over the feathers, admiring the patterns with quiet awe.

" if you insist ... "

＊　he shuddered a bit , mumbling something under his breath as his wings rattled from the touch. he was a bit cold - but he didnt seem discomforted by it. accustomed to it definitely.

he didnt tell her to stop or anything , just quietly allowing her to touch him. he was a bit awkward about it , but also pleased. it was nice - he definitely wasn't used to it , though.

"Ah- Wrong area-?"

She quickly let go when he shuddered and mumbled, backing up a bit with concern.

" no , more so just not used to it. you dont have to stop , you can continue. "

＊　he flexed his wing slightly , not moving too much more. he was probably scaring them off a bit - didnt want to do that. not too much , especially.

he relaxed , not adding onto the conversation to try & ease some of the awkwardness. not sure how much that helped though.

"Okay."

She nodded and scooted back into place, continuing to gingerly study the wings and mumbling a few things under their breath.

"These are- magnificent, Ghostwalker- I- Do they feel heavy?"

They turned to him with their curiosity, tilting a bit.

" a bit - but they're large so ... that would explain it. "

＊　he chuckles quietly , flexing his other , large wing out - spreading it out & folding it back at his side as he spoke , his smaller wings idly folded at his sides.

" i havent gone out at all so - i wouldnt know how appalled anyone would be by them. its a bit tedious to fold them behind sometimes ... "

"They're the largest wings I've ever personally witnessed-" "You should go out some time soon. I would recommend going to Thieves' Den, it's quite a nice place."

＊　he shifts slightly , turning & cocking his head towards her , eyes scanning around the room as he talked.

" i havent been there in a few centuries ... i do wonder how much its changed in the past , what - 500 years ? rough estimate ...

"Quite a bit, I would say. I wouldn't mind bringing you around, if you wish."

" that would be nice ... i wouldnt be opposed to that - "

＊　he shifted in his seat slightly , folding his one free wing behind his back as he sat up.

" we could make some arrangements. now .. now would even work - it would be up to you , of course. i'd been open to whenever im not busy. "

"It depends- I'm not quite sure if I'm meant to have Lightblox with me today, I would have to talk with Traffic. And Lightblox herself, of course-"

Her tone seemed to soften when they mentioned Lightblox, glancing around the office.

"Perhaps this could be an opportunity for the two of you to meet, no? If both parties agree, I mean."

" that would be alright with me , ive heard quite a bit about lightblox ...- i am also familiar with traffic , the title salesman , yes ? we've exchanged greetings before. "

＊　he nods , eyes meeting hers as he puts his hands together in his lap , leaning back a bit.

" but i would be open to meeting lightblox , if that works for you. "

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #Fiery Spirit || Ghosdeeri and Ghostwalker #lightblox mention !!!

"I want her first time meeting you to be positive. I believe this is a good chance for it. I'll ask her when I return to the Library."

She nodded back, standing up.

"You're a good person, Ghostwalker. You have been. You just need to keep improving yourself, and I believe that you will."

knock knock~!

I wonder who's looking for Darkheart!

- @roastedpumkin-library

they perk up a bit , tail lightly flicking as they hear the door - setting down the emptied beaten up water bottle they were carrying around - getting up & stretching before walking over to the door.

＊　they creak the door open , peering out from behind the door , eye locking onto the figure standing at the door without saying a word. great. what the hell did they want ?

"So, Ghostwalker has been missing, right? I think I have a theory on where he went and I figured you would be the best person to go to for help-"

She held a few books in her arms, looking slightly less put together than they typically did. Look at this fool, not knowing Ghostwalker was already back.../silly

＊　it looked promptly puzzled , brow furrowing & face scrunching up as it took in their appearance - did he not -?

" no he's - he's here. did he not tell you -? he's been here for ... awhile. that was a whole situation in itself , but no. he's here. he's in his office. "

"... what."

They were silent for a bit before sighing, shaking their head and muttering something under their breath.

"Okay, then- Is he busy?"

" not sure. he's been pretty shut-in but business has been kinda slow - we've been bumming around enough that we just see him doing paperwork most days. so yea. "

＊　it promptly shrugs its shoulders , pushing the door open more so as it crosses two of his arms , twitching as it leans against the doorframe.

" he seriously didnt tell you ? it was a big fucking deal - because ... yea. we learned he was actually dead. so yea. shitty of him not to tell you , & thats coming from us. "

" completely fair. we can check on him right now - if you wanna come-with. even if he is busy. because thats just fucking shitty... "

＊　they huff , leaving the door open for her as they start turning towards the hallway , ranting a bit as they fidgeted & twitched , tail flicking with annoyance.

She followed, shutting the door behind her.

"He really doesn't change, does he-"

＊　they shake their head , huffing & scoffing as they lead her down the hall , worn down heels gently clicking against the tile.

" apparently not ... whatever. he's gotta figure that out , get his shit together. "

"Unfortunately, I agree."

They did quite similarly, letting out a long exhale.

"You would think, with the way he left me last time, that he would come and tell me when he's back. Apparently not-"

" a part of us ... is still holding on. "

＊　another pause , they flex their webbed , clawed fingers & fidget with said claws , avoiding eye contact. not like you could see their eyes (or , well , eye).

＊　they let out an exasperated sigh , a distasteful grunt as they pulled their hat up a bit to rub their forehead , slumping over a bit in frustration. hell.

"I.... Understand that. Not to the extent that you experienced it, but I at least understand. There is only time forward, however. That time will be used for growth."

She was quiet, avoiding looking at them and instead looking at the walls. They didn't really know what to say at the moment.

" hopefully. we dont know. we dunno how much time we have left , honestly. the clock has been ticking. "

＊　it goes back to leading her on like nothing it said was anything major , shrugging it off as it kicked the tile , scuffling its boots against said tile.

" things will move on , though. we just dont know how it'll play out for us. we should probably be scared of it - but we're not. so whatever. we live & we die , thats how its always been.

he'll learn , though. he'll have to grow & move on because if he doesn't we're all fucked. she'll win again & again until he does - or she'll die for good & he has to move on. "

"Right."

They nodded.

＊　they just continued down the hallway. not really a point in trying to keep up a conversation. she wasnt here for them anyways , & especially not here for their ranting.

they led her down to the end of the hall , motioning to ghostwalker's open doorway. inside he ... didnt look too busy ! was that good ? bad ? we'll find out.

＊　darkheart just left before anymore questions could be thrown around , how thoughtful of them.

"Ghostwalker."

She had attempted to keep her voice neutral as it usually was, though didn't do very well at keeping the anger down.

＊　he paused , wings spread out a bit more as he was blindsided by the sound of her voice. oh. oh fuck.

＊　he was a bit too intimidated to even look at her , which probably wasnt helping his case. he was literally on the verge of crying a bit - fuck. his voice was quiet , pathetic definitely.

" yes ..-? "

"It's-"

They paused, blinking a few times.

"Darkheart said you had a vessel from a follower, but-"

It was mostly stunned silence, taking a step or two closer.

" it was a week or so ago. i didnt ... seek it out. it just happened , i suppose. im ... still adjusting. "

＊　he glanced at her for a moment , x shaped pupils that were as white as ivory , his scleras gold & glowing. he still had his little rounded pair of glasses on.

" i should have told you sooner. im sorry. "

"I..."

She took a deep breath before nodding.

"I am- partially upset, but I forgive you. I understand this is a lot to deal with, and I cannot expect you to remember me during this time."

" its not i - i keep neglecting anything communication wise i - "

＊　he buried his face in his gloved hands as he was trying to avert his gaze , & also ... not break out crying & sobbing. gosh he could be so pathetic.

he shielded himself with his wings , hunched over his desk a bit. he wasnt full on boo-hooing ... but. still.

" you have every right to be upset at me - i apologize - "

"Ghostwalker."

She spoke firmly, coming up next to the desk and placing a hand down on it.

＊　he paused , peeking his face out from his gloved hands , his undereyes a bit red from him crying a bit. this was the most powerful sword deity ? the grim reaper , deity of death ? stars.

he didnt say anything , just looking up at her like some sort of wet cat , wings less folded & more spread out.

"You are-"

She paused, her stomach churning somewhat at his expression. Yes, she was upset, but she struggled to stay upset with the way he looked.

" i know ...- i just feel exceptionally awful about it. you would think i would be better by now , but no. i just dont understand how you can keep forgiving me like this. "

＊　he sulked a bit more , wings sagging a bit as he listened to her scolding. she was right , he knew she was right & he knew better then to put up too much of a fuss.

still , he couldnt help but wonder.

"I vented all future frustrations with you in the time we were separated."

... bad joke, Ghosdeeri....

"... Is there something I am able to do to help you feel better?"

She shifted on her feet, taking a moment before deciding to crouch down to his level.

" ... no. you've done enough. thank you , though. "

＊　he wipes his eyes , pushing his glasses off his face slightly as he recomposed himself , smiling awkwardly & sheepishly.

he readjusted his glasses , folding his wings behind him as he sat back up straight.

" thank you , again , truly. "

"Of course. We might as well be strangers again, but- I still care for you. A lot. And I'm trying to get better at showing it. I-"

They paused, turning their head away. She was scared of how he would react to her saying this, even if she didn't mean it in the way she did last time she said it.

"I still love you. Platonically-! but- I do."

＊　his expression softened. alot. he felt so young when he heard those words from them - he couldnt help but smile a bit.

" i ... love you too. platonically of course !! uhm ... thank you. thank you so much ... "

She turned her head back to him at hearing that. It really had been forever since those words come from him. It felt nice to hear them again.

"... oh you lucky bastard, you can smile now and I still can not!"

They scoffed at the realization, playfully pushing him.

alas ... it makes expressing things easier aswell ? having a face in general helps , though. having a ... form in general. yea. "

"Oh, and your wings are gorgeous-"

" you can touch them , if you'd like. "

he spread out his first , larger set of wings out for them to touch & hold as they so desired. they were huge , patterned , & oh so pretty ...

"Really-??"

She was surprised at the offer, hesitating for a second before gently touching his wing.

he had another set of wings - they were nothing in size compared to the other ones , but not 'tiny'. he was alot of bird.

＊　he seemed endeared that she seemed so gentle with him , smiling still.

" im not fragile anymore ... you dont have to be so gentle , i appreciate it though. "

"I hear wings are sensitive. I want to be gentle, still. You deserve it."

She carefully ran a hand over the feathers, admiring the patterns with quiet awe.

" if you insist ... "

＊　he shuddered a bit , mumbling something under his breath as his wings rattled from the touch. he was a bit cold - but he didnt seem discomforted by it. accustomed to it definitely.

he didnt tell her to stop or anything , just quietly allowing her to touch him. he was a bit awkward about it , but also pleased. it was nice - he definitely wasn't used to it , though.

"Ah- Wrong area-?"

She quickly let go when he shuddered and mumbled, backing up a bit with concern.

" no , more so just not used to it. you dont have to stop , you can continue. "

＊　he flexed his wing slightly , not moving too much more. he was probably scaring them off a bit - didnt want to do that. not too much , especially.

he relaxed , not adding onto the conversation to try & ease some of the awkwardness. not sure how much that helped though.

"Okay."

She nodded and scooted back into place, continuing to gingerly study the wings and mumbling a few things under their breath.

"These are- magnificent, Ghostwalker- I- Do they feel heavy?"

They turned to him with their curiosity, tilting a bit.

" a bit - but they're large so ... that would explain it. "

＊　he chuckles quietly , flexing his other , large wing out - spreading it out & folding it back at his side as he spoke , his smaller wings idly folded at his sides.

" i havent gone out at all so - i wouldnt know how appalled anyone would be by them. its a bit tedious to fold them behind sometimes ... "

"They're the largest wings I've ever personally witnessed-" "You should go out some time soon. I would recommend going to Thieves' Den, it's quite a nice place."

＊　he shifts slightly , turning & cocking his head towards her , eyes scanning around the room as he talked.

" i havent been there in a few centuries ... i do wonder how much its changed in the past , what - 500 years ? rough estimate ...

"Quite a bit, I would say. I wouldn't mind bringing you around, if you wish."

" that would be nice ... i wouldnt be opposed to that - "

＊　he shifted in his seat slightly , folding his one free wing behind his back as he sat up.

" we could make some arrangements. now .. now would even work - it would be up to you , of course. i'd been open to whenever im not busy. "

#new book || ghosdeeri ic #Fiery Spirit || Ghosdeeri and Ghostwalker #lightblox mention !!!#traffic mention

"It depends- I'm not quite sure if I'm meant to have Lightblox with me today, I would have to talk with Traffic. And Lightblox herself, of course-"

Her tone seemed to soften when they mentioned Lightblox, glancing around the office.

"Perhaps this could be an opportunity for the two of you to meet, no? If both parties agree, I mean."

knock knock~!

I wonder who's looking for Darkheart!

- @roastedpumkin-library

they perk up a bit , tail lightly flicking as they hear the door - setting down the emptied beaten up water bottle they were carrying around - getting up & stretching before walking over to the door.

＊　they creak the door open , peering out from behind the door , eye locking onto the figure standing at the door without saying a word. great. what the hell did they want ?

"So, Ghostwalker has been missing, right? I think I have a theory on where he went and I figured you would be the best person to go to for help-"

She held a few books in her arms, looking slightly less put together than they typically did. Look at this fool, not knowing Ghostwalker was already back.../silly

＊　it looked promptly puzzled , brow furrowing & face scrunching up as it took in their appearance - did he not -?

" no he's - he's here. did he not tell you -? he's been here for ... awhile. that was a whole situation in itself , but no. he's here. he's in his office. "

"... what."

They were silent for a bit before sighing, shaking their head and muttering something under their breath.

"Okay, then- Is he busy?"

" not sure. he's been pretty shut-in but business has been kinda slow - we've been bumming around enough that we just see him doing paperwork most days. so yea. "

＊　it promptly shrugs its shoulders , pushing the door open more so as it crosses two of his arms , twitching as it leans against the doorframe.

" he seriously didnt tell you ? it was a big fucking deal - because ... yea. we learned he was actually dead. so yea. shitty of him not to tell you , & thats coming from us. "

" completely fair. we can check on him right now - if you wanna come-with. even if he is busy. because thats just fucking shitty... "

＊　they huff , leaving the door open for her as they start turning towards the hallway , ranting a bit as they fidgeted & twitched , tail flicking with annoyance.

She followed, shutting the door behind her.

"He really doesn't change, does he-"

＊　they shake their head , huffing & scoffing as they lead her down the hall , worn down heels gently clicking against the tile.

" apparently not ... whatever. he's gotta figure that out , get his shit together. "

"Unfortunately, I agree."

They did quite similarly, letting out a long exhale.

"You would think, with the way he left me last time, that he would come and tell me when he's back. Apparently not-"

" a part of us ... is still holding on. "

＊　another pause , they flex their webbed , clawed fingers & fidget with said claws , avoiding eye contact. not like you could see their eyes (or , well , eye).

＊　they let out an exasperated sigh , a distasteful grunt as they pulled their hat up a bit to rub their forehead , slumping over a bit in frustration. hell.

"I.... Understand that. Not to the extent that you experienced it, but I at least understand. There is only time forward, however. That time will be used for growth."

She was quiet, avoiding looking at them and instead looking at the walls. They didn't really know what to say at the moment.

" hopefully. we dont know. we dunno how much time we have left , honestly. the clock has been ticking. "

＊　it goes back to leading her on like nothing it said was anything major , shrugging it off as it kicked the tile , scuffling its boots against said tile.

" things will move on , though. we just dont know how it'll play out for us. we should probably be scared of it - but we're not. so whatever. we live & we die , thats how its always been.

he'll learn , though. he'll have to grow & move on because if he doesn't we're all fucked. she'll win again & again until he does - or she'll die for good & he has to move on. "

"Right."

They nodded.

＊　they just continued down the hallway. not really a point in trying to keep up a conversation. she wasnt here for them anyways , & especially not here for their ranting.

they led her down to the end of the hall , motioning to ghostwalker's open doorway. inside he ... didnt look too busy ! was that good ? bad ? we'll find out.

＊　darkheart just left before anymore questions could be thrown around , how thoughtful of them.

"Ghostwalker."

She had attempted to keep her voice neutral as it usually was, though didn't do very well at keeping the anger down.

＊　he paused , wings spread out a bit more as he was blindsided by the sound of her voice. oh. oh fuck.

＊　he was a bit too intimidated to even look at her , which probably wasnt helping his case. he was literally on the verge of crying a bit - fuck. his voice was quiet , pathetic definitely.

" yes ..-? "

"It's-"

They paused, blinking a few times.

"Darkheart said you had a vessel from a follower, but-"

It was mostly stunned silence, taking a step or two closer.

" it was a week or so ago. i didnt ... seek it out. it just happened , i suppose. im ... still adjusting. "

＊　he glanced at her for a moment , x shaped pupils that were as white as ivory , his scleras gold & glowing. he still had his little rounded pair of glasses on.

" i should have told you sooner. im sorry. "

"I..."

She took a deep breath before nodding.

"I am- partially upset, but I forgive you. I understand this is a lot to deal with, and I cannot expect you to remember me during this time."

" its not i - i keep neglecting anything communication wise i - "

＊　he buried his face in his gloved hands as he was trying to avert his gaze , & also ... not break out crying & sobbing. gosh he could be so pathetic.

he shielded himself with his wings , hunched over his desk a bit. he wasnt full on boo-hooing ... but. still.

" you have every right to be upset at me - i apologize - "

"Ghostwalker."

She spoke firmly, coming up next to the desk and placing a hand down on it.

＊　he paused , peeking his face out from his gloved hands , his undereyes a bit red from him crying a bit. this was the most powerful sword deity ? the grim reaper , deity of death ? stars.

he didnt say anything , just looking up at her like some sort of wet cat , wings less folded & more spread out.

"You are-"

She paused, her stomach churning somewhat at his expression. Yes, she was upset, but she struggled to stay upset with the way he looked.

" i know ...- i just feel exceptionally awful about it. you would think i would be better by now , but no. i just dont understand how you can keep forgiving me like this. "

＊　he sulked a bit more , wings sagging a bit as he listened to her scolding. she was right , he knew she was right & he knew better then to put up too much of a fuss.

still , he couldnt help but wonder.

"I vented all future frustrations with you in the time we were separated."

... bad joke, Ghosdeeri....

"... Is there something I am able to do to help you feel better?"

She shifted on her feet, taking a moment before deciding to crouch down to his level.

" ... no. you've done enough. thank you , though. "

＊　he wipes his eyes , pushing his glasses off his face slightly as he recomposed himself , smiling awkwardly & sheepishly.

he readjusted his glasses , folding his wings behind him as he sat back up straight.

" thank you , again , truly. "

"Of course. We might as well be strangers again, but- I still care for you. A lot. And I'm trying to get better at showing it. I-"

They paused, turning their head away. She was scared of how he would react to her saying this, even if she didn't mean it in the way she did last time she said it.

"I still love you. Platonically-! but- I do."

＊　his expression softened. alot. he felt so young when he heard those words from them - he couldnt help but smile a bit.

" i ... love you too. platonically of course !! uhm ... thank you. thank you so much ... "

She turned her head back to him at hearing that. It really had been forever since those words come from him. It felt nice to hear them again.

"... oh you lucky bastard, you can smile now and I still can not!"

They scoffed at the realization, playfully pushing him.

alas ... it makes expressing things easier aswell ? having a face in general helps , though. having a ... form in general. yea. "

"Oh, and your wings are gorgeous-"

" you can touch them , if you'd like. "

he spread out his first , larger set of wings out for them to touch & hold as they so desired. they were huge , patterned , & oh so pretty ...

"Really-??"

She was surprised at the offer, hesitating for a second before gently touching his wing.

he had another set of wings - they were nothing in size compared to the other ones , but not 'tiny'. he was alot of bird.

＊　he seemed endeared that she seemed so gentle with him , smiling still.

" im not fragile anymore ... you dont have to be so gentle , i appreciate it though. "

"I hear wings are sensitive. I want to be gentle, still. You deserve it."

She carefully ran a hand over the feathers, admiring the patterns with quiet awe.

" if you insist ... "

＊　he shuddered a bit , mumbling something under his breath as his wings rattled from the touch. he was a bit cold - but he didnt seem discomforted by it. accustomed to it definitely.

he didnt tell her to stop or anything , just quietly allowing her to touch him. he was a bit awkward about it , but also pleased. it was nice - he definitely wasn't used to it , though.

"Ah- Wrong area-?"

She quickly let go when he shuddered and mumbled, backing up a bit with concern.

" no , more so just not used to it. you dont have to stop , you can continue. "

＊　he flexed his wing slightly , not moving too much more. he was probably scaring them off a bit - didnt want to do that. not too much , especially.

he relaxed , not adding onto the conversation to try & ease some of the awkwardness. not sure how much that helped though.

"Okay."

She nodded and scooted back into place, continuing to gingerly study the wings and mumbling a few things under their breath.

"These are- magnificent, Ghostwalker- I- Do they feel heavy?"

They turned to him with their curiosity, tilting a bit.

" a bit - but they're large so ... that would explain it. "

＊　he chuckles quietly , flexing his other , large wing out - spreading it out & folding it back at his side as he spoke , his smaller wings idly folded at his sides.

" i havent gone out at all so - i wouldnt know how appalled anyone would be by them. its a bit tedious to fold them behind sometimes ... "

"They're the largest wings I've ever personally witnessed-" "You should go out some time soon. I would recommend going to Thieves' Den, it's quite a nice place."

＊　he shifts slightly , turning & cocking his head towards her , eyes scanning around the room as he talked.

" i havent been there in a few centuries ... i do wonder how much its changed in the past , what - 500 years ? rough estimate ...