Mar 30, 2016
Endless Days
I can’t quiet my mind. I’ve barely slept in a month. I’m overwhelmed with everything. I hate nearly everything about myself - physically and mentally. I don’t know how to not be sad. I don’t know how to let go. I don’t know how to stop making myself miserable even though I know the only one being hurt by remaining upset is me. How do you make yourself stop missing someone? I cannot figure out how to change my thinking. I wish that someone had told me when I was young how important it is to never let others define your worth and to never give all of yourself to someone else. I don’t know how to regain my sense of worth. Every day I wake up wishing that I hadn’t. I don’t know how to fix me.
