Empty.

[frozen-vein]

[cryingcuts]

[poison0us-thoughts]

[i-lost--myself-blog]

I hate having this feeling something bad is going to happen.

[skullxcrusher-deactivated201501]

nostalgia is a liar. nothing was ever as good as you remember it to be. there’s a reason you don’t talk to that person anymore, there’s a reason you’re not part of each other’s lives. don’t trust nostalgia. grieve. reflect. move on.

[curiovsly-deactivated20220305]

I did love you. I loved you so much I couldn’t breathe. You consumed my entire being, and thats why I let you treat me the way you did. I don’t know what you got out of destroying me time after time, but I hope you don’t put anyone else through that. I waited for you. I gave you chance after chance and I left you with every last goddamn thing I had. And you took it all without a care in the world. I tried to hang on, because I thought you were worth it. But one day I just stopped waiting. I didn’t want to hear “I miss you” anymore. Although I hope you fucking miss me. Once I would have given my last breath for you to say that. I hope you see me so fucking happy that I look like I’m about to explode, and I hope it kills you. I hope you drop to the floor and feel like the breath is being sucked out of you and you realise what you gave up. Because I gave you the world and I kept fighting long after I should have stopped. You don’t deserve that. Fuck you.

(via curiovsly)

[orlaise]

it’s been “one of those days” for several years

[i-lost--myself-blog]

sadly, happiness does not exist in my life.

[wigglyistough]

[i-lost--myself-blog]

me first day of college: just had a discussion on a book i didn't read

[gaywifi]

depression sucks because you could be half way done dancing in your underwear and making cookies and all the sudden everything is pointless and you feel so lost and worthless and have no motivation to breath and it’s like ??????? theses cookies were going to be great ??? calm down depression ?? pls ?

[1hat3u]

hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof

[skins-4eva]

[whiitejeans-deactivated20200127]

me: has a breakdown

me: gets super embarrassed about it the second I calm down

[br-o-ken-poetry]

People who claim mental illness is all in your head do not understand what mental illness is like. They haven’t felt their palms sweat because they’re so scared of crowds. They haven’t felt headaches from pure sadness. They haven’t felt that empty, hollow feeling in their chests a person gets when they feel they have nothing left to live for. They don’t know that exhaustion, where you can barely lift yourself off your bedroom floor to face a world that seems pointless and loud. They have no idea. Mental illness is one of the most real things a person can feel. It’s all-consuming, it’s invasive and damaging, and it leaves you feeling broken. It’s the cancer of the mind. Don’t you dare dismiss it as something that’s “all in your head”. It’s everywhere. It’s everything. And when you’re in the middle of it, it feels like all you’ll ever know.

broken thoughts (via br-o-ken-poetry)

[nonchalante]

Admit you were wrong. Apologize. Understand that you’re fallible. You make mistakes. You hurt people. Apologize. That’s growth; understanding you did something wrong and working towards making things right.

[nvmistakes-deactivated20161123]

if you like me, tell me. wanna kiss me? go for it. mad at me? tell me why and I’ll do my best to fix it. life is too short for unsaid words and regrets. so fucking live.