So I was looking at the general interpretation of this song n the first line (train to mars / counting stars) is the gf feeling like she’s missing smth from their relationship that Might be connected to her overwhelming depression. This line also repeats throughout the song to show she’s getting Worse overtime… n the Daisy line:
And the line “I bring her home everything I want / Nothing that she needs” in atluna (arc 2) context is SO harrowing. He keeps bringing home sexual desires, impulsivity, untrustworthiness, addiction, unwarranted aggression, and ultimately providing her Nothing of emotional substance to their relationship. He’s bringing what Saphir was capable of bringing. He brings nothing that she needs.
I do think the last verse (that I posted) is especially interesting. Especially with the interpretation of the “nines and tens” being how someone can “communicate with [their] partner that [they] have no trump cards in hand.” Her final push-pull with atlas is her putting her defenses up. It’s her way of showing she has nothing left to give. He made her reach rock bottom. She has nothing left to lose. Including him.
And the part about her possible sui/cide note…like we know(?) she kills herself at the end in front of saphir (and also atlas Lowk). It’s her final way of communicating that she is no longer herself after him…
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