Hey guys Sorry for not having been so active in forever. Long story short is that my boyfriend dumped me a month ago, and through losing him as a partner and my best friend I have lost other friendships. I had been betrayed to the point where I fell into depression. And I'm still in that blackhole right now. It hurts beyond belief to even listen or see something that is Disney related considering hoe Disney was a huge part of my relationship with Max. But now everytime I see something Beauty and the Beast related, I cant help but feel beyond angry. I was so anxious and depressed through prom and my highschool graduation all because of this shit. I went from feeling like a princess to wearing rags and feeling worthless. Its hard to look in the mirror and think about how Ariel called me a princess when I met her for the first time this year. Im obviously not worth anything if I was dumped after being cheated on twice. The worst part is that I am going to Disneyland soon... but Im not even sure if I will be able to handle it. Im sorry but i just wanted to vent. If anyone has any positive feedback or advice please do not hesitate. Honestly.... I just want to feel like a princess again.
