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musicalrebellion:

I’M NOT BROKEN ( just bent ) BUT I CAN LEARN TO LOVE AGAIN

– art cred. Penned by Mel.

#( x. self promo )#( x. out hunting )#[probably where i'll be for a while!#(but shhh. i'm not up r/n.)]

-- accidentallyCutetastic [AC] is OFFLINE. --

==> Close laptop and set it off to the side.

You do this without hesitation, body feeling numb, as a predecessor to the overwhelming pain, grief, total and utter want for someone in particular. You curl up in your spot on the couch, resting crossed arms on bent legs, face hidden behind a curtain of blonde hair, tainted with a brutally painful to look at, distinguishing red at the roots, as you begin to shake. Painted nails dig into pale skin, creating pink crescents left in wake of a terror that you’re beginning to relive.

You start to sob, the grief coursing through your body as you struggle to keep under a certain level of noise, so your neighbors don’t think that something’s wrong. There is, but you want to get through this without the hospital’s help this time. Your throat fights against you as your sobs begin to get louder, breaths getting harder to catch, control slipping from your shaky grasp. You cry out a name in between a sob and a cry of pain, garbled and suffering.

MOM!

#( x. actions )#( x. story line advancements )#[sort of? it was passively decided awhile ago that today would be The Day]

eternalpsychosis replied to your post

a…September thirteenth. Why?…o

oh

um

no reason

#i gotta go #eternalpsychosis

wait hold on whats today

#the clock on my laptop is probably ahead #by like a week #( x. rogue speaks )

vranaiisms:

[SMS: Cat troll] well the problem is is that im sort of scared going out yknow? [SMS: Cat troll] like i might hurt myself or someone [SMS: Cat troll] but yeah we can hang out no worries

text » ghostgirl: mmm text » ghostgirl: i can 100% guarantee that u wont hurt me :) text » ghostgirl: if u want to just talk to me and calm down before we hang out n chill then thats fine too!!

#vranaiisms #( x. v: phone shenanigans )

canwriteitbetterthanueverfeltit:

Reblog this and tag it with the lyric that’s stuck in your head

#i really really really really really like you #and i want you #do you want me #do you want me too?#(shhhhit aaahhh)

for about an hour, i’m going to be accepting ideas to stabilize her backstory, as i’ve only got the outline done

aka, you can give me ideas family related, session related, etc, and i’ll see if they’ll fit!

if they do, you’ll be a great help for helping put together nevyn’s storyline!

#( x. out hunting )

vranaiisms:

[SMS: Cat troll] i guess things are sort of shitty for me rn [SMS: Cat troll] like sometimes i feel like im the only one who does hallucinate [SMS: Cat troll] its a long story but all i can say is that i keep someone that i don’t want to see.

text » ghostgirl: oh no :(!!!! text » ghostgirl: well... if u wanna chill out sometime w/ someone im always game 4 some company !!! text » ghostgirl: always down to help a furiend :D

#vranaiisms #( x. v: phone shenanigans )

( here. vranaiisms. )

text » ghostgirl: its not that random text » ghostgirl: and text » ghostgirl: yeah text » ghostgirl: i hallucinate sometimes text » ghostgirl: mostly after waking up or when i stay up too long w/o naps/energy drinks/something to keep me occupied text » ghostgirl: mostly ab my dad, and my mom text » ghostgirl: why??? is smth wrong :(

#( x. v: phone shenanigans )#vranaiisms

decdlyrose:

clever as the —- devil —- and twice as —- pretty —-

#( x. musings )

i think im gonna have to go shopping again today marilyns hosting this little shindig tomorrow and i put off my part until last minute ... again

#[ aka: nadia is dragging me out of the house because we ran out of her favorite chips and shes disguising it as shopping ]#( x. rogue speaks )

starspangledcaptainamerica-blog

anonymously tell me how you feel about me. i can't reply, i just have to read it and post it.

#( x. total memeage )

starspangledcaptainamerica-blog

anonymously tell me how you feel about me. i can't reply, i just have to read it and post it.

#( x. queue )#( x. total memeage )

memesandmorememes

Send me a ♥ to find out how my muse feels towards yours.

#( x. total memeage )#( x. queue )

also, i’ve updated the blog a bit more. specifically the “bonds” pages and verses slightly, and i’ve checked up on the stats pages but not much changed.

#goodnight!#( x. out hunting )

as much fun as its been to be back i should sleep a little work and schools been pretty scruff on me

#( x. rogue speaks )#ill be back tomorrow morning/afternoon/proper timezone!

♡ [ ok so here's the thing,, ,, , ,, ]

( x. meme )

you’ve heard of johnnep now get ready for

JOHN CENAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

( ily tho aidan, my tree son )

#( x. out hunting )#thewindythingy #( x. cat mail )

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