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cjxmorettix:
CJ bit his lip and looked away as well. He wanted to reach out and hug him, but it was obvious the boy wasnt ready for that from him. He pulled at a loose thread on his sweater, sniffling softly. “I-I can l-leave if y-you w-want me to.”
“N-no, don’t.” Roland sniffled, tears welling in his eyes - he kept his face away so CJ couldn’t see. “W-why did you d-do it?”
cjxmorettix:
Tears sprung to his eyes as CJ realized who it was that was next to him. He curled into himself, wrapping his arms around his torso as he looked at Roland. He looked like the Roland he’d first met. Not the bouncy Roland whom he’d came to care for. “R-Roland… I-I-I’m sorry. M'so sorry,” he said, taking deep breaths as the panic seeped in to his mind. “I n-never w-wa-wanted you t-to s-see that. M'sorry.”
Roland shrugged, looking to the ground. He wasn’t even sure if he could handle looking at CJ currently right now - he wasn’t emotionally ready. “Yeah - o-oh well.” He mumbled, almost barely even listening. Roland thought maybe he was feeling light-headed.
CJ sat in the common room, staring down at his hands in his lap. He felt drained from his trip to the hospital, but he was happy to be back. He wasn’t allowed in his room unless it was time for bed, and he could feel the stare from the guard he had following for the next few days. Honestly, it was difficult to just sit there, but he didn’t know what else to do, but it was harder to concentrate on much anything. That might have been why he didn’t notice the person sitting next to him right away, which had him startled for a moment. “Oh.. h-hi.”
Roland was back to hold old self almost - the incident shooting his back to square one. He felt small, without much to say and his eyelids constantly heavy. Time just merged together, his eyes shut and any sound in the background. He wasn’t even to sure someone had actually sad beside him or his he’d dreamt it until he heard a voice speak up. “O-oh -” The word short and quiet - Roland wasn’t too sure what to say. “A-am I d-dreamin’?”
acexhq:
“Oh Ro…I didn’t know it was you..I um. Ace dissociated..” he mumbled, a little confused. “He hasn’t done that in years…we usually have a lot of control of when we front and he just dissociated for no reason without me trying to front.”
Roland wanted to just snuggle him, protect him and try to comfort him. He knew Nick didn’t work like that, and he knew he needed to learn to respect that. “A-are you okay?” He rubbed his eyes.
zackoconnor:
zack nodded in understanding. anxiety would also drive him to do things, terrible harmful things most of the time. “of course we can cuddle.” he smiled, he’d never say no to cuddling with roland. “i’m a little sweaty though. is that okay?”
“th-that’s okay, Zack.” Roland chuckled.
“I’m sorry did I say something to you just now? I um…I don’t remember if we were talking or not. I kinda slipped away for a minute.”
Roland and Ace were both sittin in the sofa in the common room. He could telk Ace wanted some space, so he was cuddled against the arm of the sofa opposite him. He was probably asleep when he heard the other speak. "A-are you okay?" He grumbled, half asleep.
zackoconnor:
he chuckled a bit, feeling a little bad for doing so but roland was cute when he whined out like that. “we could take a nap when we’re there.” zack said then he frowned, roland never really gave many details about his disorder. “always?”
“A-always. Well, c-comes and goes, then gets worst t-triggered by a-anxiety.” He bit his lip. “Can we cuddle?”
pepper-chase:
“Oh– that’s–” She was the kind of woman who refused to pull into the reserved drive-thru spaces at McDonalds when there was a wait on the food, wasn’t she? “Unfortunate. I– believe everyone’s trying to find their kids at once, and that’s the problem.”
“Well, I’m sorry everyone looking for their child is a problem. Though I am entitled to find my own child. It’s not cheap to fly here, and neither are hotels here. So if this place could get their business in order, I’d appreciate it.”
acexhq:
“Roland is happy as a boy, he is meant to be a boy. And if you call him a girl again, I will punch you in the face, and I will not feel sorry for it. I won’t beat you within an inch of your life like Autumn did, but I will deck you if you call my boyfriend a girl one more time. You may have raised Roland as a girl but he is not one. You do not know anything about your son, and you should be ashamed of yourself.”
Jolie licked her lips. Ace was obviously very passionate, and Jolie just too stubborn to see past her own nose. “Have a good day then.” Shave gave a nod to Ace, eyeing his appearance one more time. “This is not the end. You will hear from me again - and I will tell her I forbid you to. And no matter what, she will always listen to me above anyone else - because I am her mother.”
zackoconnor:
zack smiled a little. he didn’t feel so good but he wanted to see roland smile and it was better than having to suffer through meals he couldn’t even digest. “yes, i am.” he said squeezing his hand lightly. “how have you been? have i asked that already?”
“Sleeeepy.” He whined out, reaching to rub his eye with closed fists. Roland didn’t know Zack too well, but he just had a bad feeling that something was wrong and he just wanted to press it. “Always sleepy though.”
acexhq:
“I don’t have an unstable parental relationship.” Ace said flatly. “His name is Roland. You should respect that. Calling him by that name and calling him a girl is literally what makes him depressed. I hope you understand how much you hurt him by saying those things.”
“Do you think she loves you?” Jolie tilted her head, looking up at Ace. She was going to stand her ground especially against someone who thought they knew her best. “I do not make my child depressed. I am her to support her, despite things that have happened to me here in the past. I am paying these ridiculous bills so she can sit around here, sleep and hang out with you and not make any progress. I raised her, I birthed her. So I can say I know her best - this is just a phase.”
drbrandenburg:
“Well you can drop the attitude. This is meant to be a safe place and I won’t allow negative energy to enter this facility; there’s enough of it as it is.”
“I pay your salary so my daughter can be here and receive little to no help, I’m allowed to demand where she is.”
azrealjohnston:
Playing with Roland’s hair he nodded “Of course. I wasn’t going to let you skitter off somewhere anyway. Don’t want her finding you and disrespecting you.”
Roland sniffling, hiding his face against Az. He didn’t want to deal with her right now, and felt bad that Az had to talk to her. “I’m s-sorry if sh-she said anything mean to you.”
carolinehq:
“I’d really appreciate that, yes.” This situation was so strange and there was no right way to have this conversation with her mother. Imogen felt extremely let down and angry but all she had ever wanted was her mother and she was never there. She had always looked after her younger sister but there wasn’t a lot she could do for Matilda after that man came into their lives.
Roland pushed himself from where he was, taking careful testing steps for a second. “Are you o-okay?”
acexhq:
“He loves me. Your bad attitude doesn’t change that at all.” Ace said sternly. “And if you’re so for supporting his therapy you should start calling him Roland because he is a man. And just because he doesn’t love you doesn’t mean he doesn’t love me.”
“Sure.” Jolie agreed without much more to say. though nothing would really change between her and Roland. “Our relationship is perfectly stable. You don’t know anything. Do not project your own unstable parental relationship onto hours. So now, lead me to my beautiful Abella.”
azrealjohnston:
“She kept calling you her daughter and she was just being an overall terrible person, as one would expect.” He sighed “I just wanted to get to you before she did. I think she’s looking for someone else to help her find you.”
Roland rested his head on Az’s shoulder, half asleep and now just growing increasingly more stressed and anxious. “S-sounds like her.” He shrugged. “C-can I stay with you?”
