Changes, but not changes.
She got a job. And it only took her six months to the day. Sadly, she still can't pay her rent and owes me for bills. I have to pay bills avail this week.... I can't even express how exhausted I am with this shit.
We got into a fight tonight. Yesterday I offered to clean up the kitchen so she wouldn't have to even though it was her insane mess- and then left to a friend's house. After I scrubbed it down today and did all if the dished, I heard her walk in and make something to eat. About a half an hour later I walked into the kitchen to find pre-packaged salad insanity all over the counters. And.... salad dressing IN and gooping all over the utensil drawer that was left open. ---- See kids? This is what happens when you smoke pot 24/7 And have no regard for your living situation.
Needless to say, I lost my shit.
I knocked and walked into her room and she was laying in her bed eating. (Barf) I told her I had just cleaned the kitchen and she needed to clean up her mess. I can honestly say, that my hurt got the best of me. But seriously, I've had enough. She basically blew me off.
Ten minutes later were in the kitchen and I'm losing it. I don't know what snapped, but it happened finally. And then she told me, "well it took you three days to clean the kitchen." It took me half a day to clean her disgusting mess... again... Dawn lost her shit. I replied with a "bitch please" which then resulted in her saying "call me a bitch again."
This girl has got to go. I'm so much more than soooooo done. I'm so completely tired of being at my wits end, angry, and exhausted all of the time.