new yorkās very own ššššššš šššš was spotted on broadway street , with a striking semblance to šššššš ššš ! you may know them as @ššššššššš or hitting the front page of tmz as šŗš¼š¼š» šššš»š š³š®š»š š®š»š± š½š®š½š šš¶ššµ šš»š²š š½š²š°šš²š± š±š²š¹š¶šš²šæš š¼š³ š³šæš²ššµš¹š šÆš®šøš²š± š“š¼š¼š± š®š ššµš²š š²š®š“š²šæš¹š šš®š¶š šš¼ š°š®šš°šµ š® š“š¹š¶šŗš½šš² š¼š³ ššµš² ššš®šæ . according to tmz , you just had your šššššš šššššš birthday bash . while living in nyc , youāve been labeled as being obstinate , but also intrepid . things that would paint a better picture of you would be šøš»š²š² šµš¶š“šµ šÆš¹š®š°šø šÆš¼š¼šš š®š±š¼šæš»š¶š»š“ š½š¹š²š®šš²š± ššøš¶šæšš , ššµš² ššŗš²š¹š¹ š¼š³ š³šæš²ššµš¹š šÆš®šøš²š± šÆšæš²š®š± šš®š³šš¶š»š“ ššµšæš¼šš“šµ š²š®š°šµ šæš¼š¼šŗ & šŗš¼š»š¼š°šµšæš¼šŗš² š¶š»šš²šæš¶š¼šæ š±š²š°š¼šæš®šš¶š¼š» š®š š±š²šš¶š“š»š²š± šÆš šµš²šæšš²š¹š³ . ( cis female + she / her Ā ) ( career / voice claim : jennie kim )
perhaps Ā only Ā a Ā second Ā earlier Ā a Ā frown Ā adorned Ā the Ā brunetteās Ā features Ā , Ā but Ā it Ā only Ā takes Ā aĀ Ā briefĀ Ā momentĀ Ā and Ā a Ā few Ā words Ā for Ā said Ā frown Ā to Ā turn Ā upside Ā down Ā , Ā which Ā only Ā goes Ā to Ā show Ā the Ā irascible Ā in Ā her Ā character Ā that Ā admittedly Ā made Ā a Ā rare Ā appearance Ā so Ā far Ā as Ā rosalie Ā is Ā concerned Ā . Ā ā Ā a Ā full Ā shift Ā at Ā the Ā restaurant Ā ? Ā please Ā , Ā itādĀ Ā be Ā a Ā piece Ā of Ā cake Ā . Ā that Ā is Ā if Ā i Ā managed Ā to Ā get Ā through Ā it Ā without Ā cutting Ā a Ā finger Ā or Ā two Ā , Ā but Ā other Ā than Ā that Ā ,Ā Ā aĀ Ā piece Ā of Ā cakeĀ Ā stillĀ Ā . Ā ā Ā there Ā is Ā some Ā exaggeration Ā in Ā her Ā words Ā , Ā as Ā per Ā usual Ā , Ā but Ā sheād Ā be Ā willing Ā to Ā take Ā on Ā any Ā challenge Ā , Ā if Ā only Ā to Ā prove Ā her Ā friend Ā wrong Ā without Ā necessarily Ā succeeding Ā in Ā the Ā task Ā . Ā ā Ā okay Ā , Ā good Ā . Ā and Ā just Ā so Ā you Ā know Ā , Ā even Ā with Ā permission Ā to Ā go Ā wild Ā , Ā i Ā wonāt Ā let Ā it Ā get Ā to Ā my Ā head Ā . Ā youāll Ā be Ā able Ā to Ā walk Ā by Ā the Ā end Ā of Ā the Ā night Ā , Ā i Ā promise Ā . Ā ā Ā offering Ā a Ā promising Ā wink Ā , Ā the Ā girl Ā drops Ā to Ā her Ā knees Ā , Ā barely Ā taking Ā a Ā minute Ā to Ā snatch Ā subtle Ā enough Ā , Ā yet Ā still Ā very Ā eye Ā catching Ā , Ā pair Ā of Ā heels Ā . Ā ā Ā i Ā went Ā easy Ā on Ā you Ā , Ā now Ā put Ā them Ā on Ā . Ā ā
in Ā his Ā eyes Ā , Ā an Ā instagram Ā post Ā is Ā all Ā it Ā took Ā for Ā their Ā relationship Ā to Ā go Ā through Ā more Ā permanent Ā damage Ā than Ā ever Ā before Ā , Ā but Ā thatās Ā just Ā an Ā excuse Ā to Ā conceal Ā the Ā very Ā fact Ā that Ā itās Ā all Ā his Ā fault Ā . Ā deep Ā down Ā he Ā , Ā too Ā , Ā is Ā well Ā aware Ā that Ā publicly Ā announcing Ā a Ā new Ā relationship Ā only Ā days Ā after Ā confessing Ā his Ā love Ā for Ā her Ā is Ā simply Ā absurd Ā and Ā it Ā all Ā boils Ā down Ā to Ā his Ā unquenched Ā thirst Ā to Ā receive Ā attention Ā in Ā any Ā form Ā , Ā as Ā long Ā as Ā it Ā was Ā from Ā her Ā . Ā itās Ā very Ā obvious Ā that Ā it Ā was Ā a Ā spur Ā of Ā the Ā moment Ā decision Ā , Ā a Ā desperate Ā plea Ā for Ā her Ā to Ā notice Ā him Ā , Ā as Ā if Ā she Ā wasnāt Ā already Ā showing Ā enough Ā compassion Ā after Ā he Ā completely Ā wrote Ā her Ā off Ā for Ā months Ā on Ā end Ā .Ā Ā theseĀ Ā thoughtsĀ Ā ,Ā Ā howeverĀ Ā ,Ā Ā distractĀ Ā himĀ Ā tooĀ Ā muchĀ Ā andĀ Ā with Ā a Ā quick Ā tilt Ā of Ā his Ā head Ā , Ā he Ā attempts Ā to Ā brushĀ Ā offĀ Ā all Ā these Ā unwanted Ā detailsĀ Ā creeping Ā inside Ā his Ā mind Ā that Ā poison Ā everything Ā in Ā their Ā path Ā and Ā urge Ā features Ā to Ā form Ā a Ā frown Ā of Ā utter Ā concern Ā . Ā ā Ā then Ā iāll Ā believe Ā that Ā itās Ā the Ā alcohol Ā talking Ā and Ā not Ā you Ā . Ā ā Ā itās Ā quite Ā clear Ā by Ā now Ā that Ā no Ā matter Ā what Ā she Ā claims Ā or Ā asks Ā for Ā at Ā this Ā moment Ā in Ā time Ā , Ā all Ā feelings Ā and Ā reactions Ā are Ā instantly Ā heightened Ā by Ā the Ā buzz Ā and Ā will Ā be Ā taken Ā back Ā soon Ā after Ā . Ā heād Ā much Ā rather Ā hear Ā none Ā of Ā itĀ Ā ,Ā Ā if Ā she Ā were Ā to Ā regret Ā it Ā all Ā in Ā the Ā morning Ā and Ā so Ā posture Ā remains Ā stern Ā , Ā or Ā at Ā least Ā to Ā the Ā greatest Ā extent Ā possible Ā , Ā taking Ā into Ā account Ā exactly Ā who Ā is Ā standing Ā before Ā him Ā . Ā ā Ā yeah Ā , Ā but Ā youāre Ā not Ā like Ā those Ā people Ā who Ā wear Ā far Ā less Ā . Ā so Ā if Ā you Ā eventually Ā decide Ā to Ā leave Ā , Ā youāre Ā not Ā going Ā like Ā that Ā . Ā ā Ā perhaps Ā minho Ā canāt Ā guarantee Ā her Ā stay Ā just Ā yet Ā , Ā but Ā it Ā is Ā essential Ā to Ā get Ā it Ā through Ā her Ā head Ā that Ā there Ā is Ā no Ā way Ā heād Ā ever Ā let Ā her Ā go Ā without Ā ensuring Ā her Ā safety Ā first Ā . Ā following Ā through Ā with Ā the Ā girlās Ā request Ā , Ā fingersĀ Ā takes Ā hold Ā of Ā the Ā tray Ā and Ā before Ā he Ā can Ā even Ā take Ā a Ā step Ā towards Ā the Ā couch Ā , Ā brows Ā furrow Ā even Ā at Ā the Ā sound Ā of Ā her Ā first Ā question Ā . Ā without Ā further Ā hesitation Ā , Ā a Ā free Ā hand Ā reaches Ā for Ā liquor Ā cupboard Ā to Ā snatch Ā a Ā half Ā empty Ā bottle Ā for Ā himself Ā , Ā before Ā approaching Ā closer Ā . Ā ā Ā if Ā you Ā were Ā sober Ā and Ā wanted Ā to Ā , Ā i Ā would Ā kiss Ā you Ā , Ā yes Ā . Ā ā
scorn in her voice comes as a slight surprise to devon ; seed of validation planting itself inside his chest as though his veins are roots. granted, neither of them had any right to be making those types of comments considering the situation they currently found themselves in, but it was almost comforting to know he wasnāt the only one to feel some unexplainable type of way after realizing she had been on a date too. lips curve upward into a smirk after the scoff at her comment, eyes closing for a brief moment if only to avoid her gaze.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā youāre on one too, then ? howās it going ? you know, out of pure curiosity.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā body still poised as if heās prepared to leave but an elbow rests comfortably on the car top next to rosie, idle fingers tapping against one another as he eagerly awaits her response.
haru nods excitedly .Ā ā iām free , yes ! i would absolutely love that . ā he reaches forward and squeezes her hand , filling up to the brim with happiness that he felt as if he would burst .Ā ā so .. iāve been meaning to ask .. did you talk to your mom about this whole thing ? like , what did she say ? my dad wouldnāt give me the time of day .. ā
š¶šššš¾š : baked and all! i honestly feel so accomplished no lie
š¶šššš¾š: honestly thank you for helping me think of something and iāll let you know for sure!
š¶šššš¾š : right you said the other day, i honestly dont get enough sleep to remember that. i finished the kidās shopping very early so she was done but friends ā¦ yeah no.
š¶šššš¾š: this is the face of a boy who has just finished putting together two gifts for one personĀ
š¶šššš¾š: and i dont know if if iām proud of how they come outĀ
š¶šššš¾š: but here i am ready to take a two week nap from going through all the photos.Ā
š¶šššš¾š: but how are you? are you ready for christmas?
š·šøšæšŖ : this is the of the girl who pretty think its the end of my band
š·šøšæšŖ : but like this is also the face of the girl who maybe going insane?
š·šøšæšŖ : send help?
nerves feel abuzz when his stature rests near hers and digits wrap so tightly around the glass it could be only seconds before itāll shatter in his grasp. mixed emotions make their way through veins and seem to intertwine with all the alcohol heās consumed through the night. lips are pressed together after swallowing the mixture of vodka and coke down without so much as a wince ā tongue glides across the bottoms of ivories before words can manage to escape a tightened throat.Ā ā yeah, well, ā trails off in an attempt to redirect the conversation, though temptations triumph against rationality ( as they usually do with devon ).Ā ā all good things come to an end, donāt they ? ā stare peels from the fancy bottles that line the shelves behind the bartender to land on her, unable to rake in the sight in front of him before both their dark eyes meet yet again. itās odd, really, how much her stare affected him. even through a screen one glance from her was it all it took for him to melt atop a worn keyboard, word vomit pouring out from shaky fingertips as affection seeped from every pore in his body. maybe thereās no reason to feel such scorn, but bitterness in his mouth tastes worse than the liquor coating his mouth.Ā ā it was nice seeing you, rosie. ā hand reaches into his pocket to pull crumpled bills out and toss them onto the counter as if heās late for a cab. he canāt let himself cave so easily ā canāt let himself fall back into her like she was home.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā despite Ā him Ā standing Ā right Ā beside Ā her Ā , Ā he Ā couldnāt Ā have Ā felt Ā more Ā far Ā away Ā . Ā whether Ā it Ā was Ā the Ā blank Ā words Ā that Ā rolled Ā off Ā his Ā tongue Ā easily Ā or Ā the Ā cold Ā stance Ā heād Ā given Ā her Ā , Ā it Ā was Ā as Ā if Ā he Ā didnāt Ā want Ā to Ā be Ā there Ā . Ā forced Ā to Ā endure Ā a Ā conversation Ā heād Ā never Ā asked Ā for Ā even Ā if Ā he Ā had Ā been Ā the Ā one Ā to Ā initiate Ā it Ā . Ā and Ā it Ā stings Ā , Ā knowing Ā that Ā they Ā couldnāt Ā so Ā easily Ā slip Ā back Ā into Ā old Ā ways Ā and Ā go Ā back Ā to Ā how Ā they Ā once Ā were Ā . Ā reminiscing Ā about Ā times Ā that Ā were Ā long Ā gone Ā only Ā prompt Ā her Ā to Ā continue Ā drinking Ā the Ā unhealthy Ā mix Ā of Ā beverages Ā , Ā pausing Ā at Ā what Ā seems Ā like Ā his Ā way Ā of Ā saying Ā goodbye Ā . Ā and Ā as Ā crumpled Ā bills Ā are Ā dumped Ā onto Ā the Ā counter Ā , Ā she Ā looks Ā to Ā him Ā again Ā , Ā looking Ā for Ā any Ā signs Ā that Ā this Ā was Ā a Ā joke Ā . Ā that Ā he Ā didnāt Ā just Ā approach Ā and Ā fill Ā her Ā head Ā and Ā heart Ā for Ā two Ā whole Ā minutes Ā before Ā disappearing Ā again Ā . Ā ā Ā ohĀ ...Ā you Ā have Ā to Ā goĀ ...Ā ā Ā the Ā brunette Ā wonders Ā it Ā itās Ā even Ā worth Ā asking Ā him Ā to Ā stay Ā , Ā moreso Ā when Ā itās Ā abundantly Ā clear Ā he Ā couldnāt Ā wait Ā to Ā get Ā out Ā of Ā there Ā , Ā away Ā from Ā her Ā .Ā āĀ itĀ wasĀ goodĀ seeingĀ youĀ tooĀ ,Ā devĀ ...Ā maybeĀ nextĀ timeĀ youāllĀ haveĀ betterĀ luckĀ withĀ yourĀ datesĀ .Ā āĀ sheĀ commentsĀ ,Ā maskingĀ herĀ blatantĀ distasteĀ forĀ seeingĀ himĀ withĀ someoneĀ elseĀ ,Ā letĀ aloneĀ theĀ thoughtĀ ofĀ himĀ doingĀ itĀ againĀ .
throughout Ā their Ā time Ā together Ā , Ā he Ā always Ā knew Ā howĀ Ā toĀ Ā act Ā towards Ā her Ā and Ā that Ā is Ā one Ā of Ā the Ā main Ā reasons Ā why Ā she Ā was Ā his Ā first Ā , Ā full Ā on Ā , Ā relationship Ā , Ā hence Ā the Ā undeniable Ā mark Ā her Ā abrupt Ā exit Ā from Ā his Ā life Ā left Ā behind Ā . Ā at Ā times Ā , Ā they Ā seemed Ā to Ā be Ā a Ā perfect Ā fit Ā for Ā one Ā another Ā , Ā seeing Ā as Ā their Ā so Ā called Ā honeymoon Ā phase Ā was Ā beginning Ā to Ā turn Ā into Ā an Ā every Ā day Ā reality Ā , Ā like Ā a Ā dream Ā neither Ā of Ā them Ā wanted Ā to Ā wake Ā up Ā from Ā . Ā that Ā , Ā however Ā , Ā wasĀ Ā onlyĀ Ā until Ā the Ā pair Ā was Ā crushed Ā by Ā the Ā harsh Ā realization Ā that Ā things Ā donāt Ā always Ā turn Ā out Ā the Ā way Ā they Ā would Ā have Ā liked Ā , Ā admittedly Ā something Ā that Ā keeps Ā him Ā up Ā at Ā night Ā , Ā still Ā to Ā this Ā day Ā . Ā and Ā after Ā everything Ā theyāve Ā been Ā through Ā so Ā far Ā , Ā as Ā gaze Ā rests Ā on Ā her Ā every Ā feature Ā , Ā Ā Ā the Ā one Ā thing Ā heās Ā left Ā wondering Ā isĀ Ā exactlyĀ Ā how Ā to Ā act Ā around Ā her Ā as Ā a Ā friend Ā , Ā moreso Ā now Ā that Ā sheās Ā attempting Ā to Ā show Ā off Ā affection Ā in Ā the Ā midst Ā of Ā a Ā drunken Ā outburst Ā . Ā ā Ā unlike Ā you Ā , Ā i Ā can Ā tell Ā if Ā iāll Ā regret Ā it Ā or Ā not Ā , Ā because Ā iām Ā sober Ā and Ā thinking Ā a Ā lot Ā more Ā clearly Ā . Ā ā Ā unaware Ā of Ā whether Ā any Ā of Ā his Ā words Ā will Ā ever Ā get Ā through Ā to Ā her Ā , Ā a Ā soft Ā huff Ā falls Ā from Ā pursed Ā lips Ā at Ā the Ā sound Ā of Ā another Ā wave Ā of Ā silence Ā crashing Ā over Ā them Ā that Ā is Ā only Ā broken Ā by Ā claims Ā that Ā urge Ā both Ā brows Ā to Ā tilt Ā in Ā an Ā instant Ā . Ā ā Ā that Ā better Ā be Ā a Ā joke Ā , Ā you Ā canāt Ā walk Ā like Ā this Ā around Ā the Ā city Ā mid Ā december Ā and Ā expect Ā no Ā fever Ā in Ā the Ā morning Ā . Ā besides Ā , Ā you Ā only Ā just Ā arrived Ā , Ā thereās Ā no Ā need Ā to Ā leave Ā so Ā soon Ā . Ā ā Ā heās Ā already Ā well Ā aware Ā that Ā allowing Ā her Ā to Ā walk Ā out Ā of Ā his Ā residence Ā at Ā the Ā state Ā sheās Ā in Ā is Ā no Ā viable Ā option Ā , Ā but Ā being Ā adamant Ā about Ā it Ā will Ā barely Ā get Ā him Ā anywhere Ā , Ā if Ā not Ā put Ā him Ā in Ā a Ā worse Ā position Ā . Ā ā Ā truths Ā , Ā well Ā . Ā that Ā canāt Ā be Ā too Ā hard Ā , Ā can Ā it Ā ? Ā just Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā go Ā easy Ā on Ā me Ā , Ā i Ā made Ā you Ā a Ā whole Ā tray Ā of Ā cookies Ā , Ā after Ā all Ā . Ā ā
abrupt actions only seem to perplex devon before sending his brain into a flurry of thoughts. she had to have recognized him, right ? tight lipped smile is pointed at the girl sitting innocently across the table, small pang of guilt not nearly enough to stop the man from getting up and excusing himself from their dinner. false promises of anĀ ā iāll call you ā pass between pursed lips as devon makes his way to the bar without a second thought ( as he did everything, really ) and heāll struggle to weave his way through what feels to be a sea of bodies before ending up next to rosie.Ā ā make that two, please. ā demeanor casual despite the pounding in his chest as he struggles to sound nonchalant.Ā ā in person dates are so hard, ā heāll complain before taking an exaggerated gulp from the small glass that seems even smaller in his larger hand.Ā ā iām much better at online ones. āĀ
