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As I wander alone in a world full of color

I sit and wonder

Watching all that around me fade into darkness

Nothing ever lasts

Bad habits never leave

As a l fall into the deep I sit and wonder

When will it all leave

These feelings, these things that make everything feel not so real

Will I ever deal?

These thoughts of never being worthy

People fade, things fade, eventually I’ll fade

I wish I could trade this sad soul of mine

But I’m afraid it’s all I ever known

I fuel everyone with color when I drown in darkness

They say one day at a time

But it's been years

Never leaving these eyes that only sees fears

In a mind full of light but with a soul that only knows dark

Time passes by but I never seem to heal

Asking all over again.. will I ever deal?

- r.a

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“Until you get comfortable with being alone, you’ll never know if you are choosing someone out of love or loneliness.”

— Mandy Hale

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“The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander.”

— Robert Tew

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“I used to dislike being sensitive. I thought it made me weak. But take away that single trait, and you take away the very essence of who I am. You take away my conscience, my ability to empathize, my intuition, my creativity, my deep appreciation for the little things, my vivid inner life, my deep awareness of others’ pain, and my passion for it all.”

— Unknown

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Julia de Burgos, from a poem titled "That You Love Me," featured in Song of the Simple Truth: Poems

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Self improvement is great but ultimately? you have to accept your self. Yes you can eat better, exercise more, read more, set boundaries, love your self, but it all comes down to this. Some days you won’t have the energy to do any of these things. And you’ll look in the mirror and think that this is not enough. That’s a lie. The biggest love for self is to live slowly. To rest. To really rest. Have a nap. Eat what makes you feel good. Read if you want to. Embrace yourself and accept that you cannot and will not be ever be perfect. Accept that you are good enough. You don’t need to keep busy all the time. you don’t need to go out all the time and post on instagram. You don’t need to journal if you don’t want to. You don’t need to make art if you don’t want to. Breathe, give yourself grace and compassion. Give yourself the love and tenderness you so badly need. Be gentle with yourself. You are trying and it is good enough. You are good enough.

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“Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.”

— Charlotte Eriksson