enjoy the silence

23 & figuring it out

[rosegoldem]

I’m like a bird

You leaving felt like

A release

Like liberation

Seeing you again felt like

A storm

Like being caged in again

[salemwitchtrials-deactivated202]

visual representation of my mood today 

[rosegoldem]

two

I could never hate you.

You helped me save myself.

But I could never go back to what we were.

You enabled me too.

Together, we were the best and worst of ourselves.

And that dichotomy will never be resolved.

[dnpgiggle]

klaine and rachel

[glee-gif]

[motivation-and-fitness]

[hwainio]

He's a little casual, a little dapper, and a lot of croak.

[rosegoldem]

mindless

and I think of you

even when I shouldn’t

even when I know we weren’t meant to be

and it hurts

to have created a version of you

so different

from who you actually are

[rosegoldem]

‪woke up today in the dark. I fear that it’s come back to kill me‬

[rosegoldem]

I just wish I was happier right now

[rosegoldem]

why does depression hurt so bad

[rosegoldem]

I am so sick of medication and needing it to make a difference in my life

[rizunm-deactivated20190123]

[rosegoldem]

STAY | 21 DEC 2018

[rosegoldem]

Don’t fall in love with the moment

And think you’re in love with the

Girl

[rosegoldem]

If I didn’t care, I’d be dead.

[rosegoldem]

islands

in my wildest dreams

you are my calm

you are my safety

you are my shore