Ok, it took me a very long time, but here’s my review of Gabriel’s Attacker card and sex scene. Had to process my feelings jdhgu.
I honestly think it’s intentionally mirrored and feels like a mix of Michael’s and Raphael’s cards.
MC goes on an errand on New Year’s in Paradise Lost. Lucifer is busy tending to a patient, so she decides to kill time and wanders around. She ends up at that infamous church we’ve already seen in Michael’s and Lucifer’s cards (even though she doesn’t remember what happened there thanks to Lucifer). Drawn in, she enters and prays. She prays for peace, for the angels and devils to reconcile…and also for clear skin and to grow taller (priorities my girl💅🏼).
What MC doesn’t know is that Solomon was special and was granted stuff by God no other human did. One being whenever he prayed, God always answered directly, no matter what and came to Solomon to answer it Himself. Solomon also avoided using this ability a lot (bet because God was basically obsessed with him...yeah…he must have been a massive stalker lol).
Because of that, MC’s prayer triggers the church to transform into the “Sacred Land.” Since God isn’t present, his closest proxy appears instead to grant her wish. Gabriel’s soul is forcibly transferred there, leaving his body behind in Heaven. No one can enter to save MC, and the only way to escape is for her wish to be fulfilled.
Gabriel is stunned and wondering why him and why not Raphael or Michael? Looking around he becomes emotional seeing how Lucifer has kept the church and Paradise Lost clean, orderly, almost like Heaven. He even says Lucifer should just come back if he misses it that much and clearly trying not to cry.
(I'm trying not to cry too tbh...)
Before I continue I want to talk about Gabriel as a character from what we know so far.
One thing I really noticed here. Compared to his brothers, Gabriel actively suppresses his emotions. He doesn’t express his doubts or himself openly. Even when he does doubt, he pushes it aside and follows what he believes is “right” and what he always believed in.
He’s also highly intelligent and well informed about stuff. He knows about sex and desire, even if he’s never acted on it before MC and never cared to. Gabriel is absolutely willing to betray, manipulate and sacrifice anyone to get what he wants, even innocents, even his brothers. His goal is to be the best and most loyal son. He wants to be the only one in God’s eyes. He must have been born possessive on purpose and going by his nature (God obviously behind that...).
We still know nothing about his childhood, even from his evolution cards. If he was created last (possibly even after the brother who died), it feels like God created him very deliberately like that. He lacks Lucifer’s forgiveness and kindness, Raphael’s raw violent emotions and simplicity and Michael’s protective brotherly devotion and sensitivity. Instead, he has everything at the “acceptable” level God wanted. Intelligent, controlled, obedient, cold hearted when needed. The perfect pawn. The perfect puppet. A being willing to erase even himself completely for God.
Like his flower, the white lily, he sacrifices himself, his wants, his needs, everything. And that results in Gabriel becoming obsessed with God, convinced he’s the chosen and that everyone else is beneath him.
Back to the card. Gabriel mocks MC’s wish and twists it, pointing out she didn’t specify a time limit. He grants it for one minute out of spite. Then he tells her that prayers in the Sacred Land require payment, and demands her body.
(I mean...he did say he wanted our body...)
MC snaps. She turns it against him and wishes very explicitly for him to eat her out and fuck her brains out lol. Gabriel is horrified, but the wish can’t be undone. His body begins acting on its own due to the Sacred Land’s power. At least at first.
He hates it when he starts licking her… but he’s shockingly good at it. Way more skilled than his brothers, who are comparatively clumsy and inexperienced. He’s relieved when he realizes he’s wearing a chastity belt until MC removes it in seconds.
Once they actually start to have sex, both of them realize how perfectly compatible they are. Their chemistry is insane. For the first time, Gabriel ignores both the Sacred Land’s system and his teachings, and completely loses himself to pleasure.
Also good and cute of her complimenting him and his pp even though it's not that massive. It's still big and perfect for her apparently but it's not Mammon tier lol.
(He loves compliments too so.)
(...my God....possessive LIs ahhh ahhh love hate magad)
(So cute that when he gets too excited he opens his wings and flaps them. Also God I wish that were me. )
Another detail that’s both horrifying and darkly funny is that while Gabriel’s soul was experiencing all of this in the Sacred Land, his body back in Heaven was reacting in real time. Because of the chastity belt, his pp couldn’t release properly, so it kept leaking from the belts gaps, leaving him collapsed and soaked. The angels who rushed to his side, worried because he suddenly fell unconscious after answering a prayer, genuinely thought he had peed himself (pure enough to not even recognize what cum is help).
Unlike Raphael or even Michael, Gabriel’s experience is driven almost entirely by lust. Still, he becomes possessive, wanting MC for himself, full cage kun mode (hi Toma). And despite everything, he does enjoy giving her pleasure.
MC completely loses it too. She’s shocked by how good he is and how well they match. There are no romantic feelings yet but it’s raw, mutual desire. When it’s over, Gabriel is enraged. He denies liking it, threatens to kill her and disappears. Guess we'll learn more in the event.
MC overly enjoyed it but she knows she crossed a line and took it too far and the guy will seriously kill her next.
Evolution story (spoilers, TW noncon) ⚠️⛔🔞
This part genuinely hurt to read.
(Thanks to my friend for providing the summary because I haven't evolved him :( Shared with her permission and checked for inaccuracies 🙏).
The evolution story shows Gabriel’s POV after the event. He feels violated. It happened against his will. He’s horrified that he lost himself to pleasure and terrified that he’s no longer “pure.” He hates that he liked it. He hates that his body reacts when he remembers it. He keeps telling himself that only his soul was defiled, that his body is still pure.
To cope, he begins self flagellating (whipping himself) with a whip like Michael, (and worse tbh...) repeating that he is pure, trying to erase his thoughts and memories. When doubt creeps in "what if God never actually demanded abstinence?" he punishes himself even harder for daring to think it. But his body also betrays him with flashbacks with MC and his pp reacts to it. He punishes himself for both doubting and reacting (latter is out of his control but he still does it thinking that's his fault 💔).
Before he left the sacred land MC apologized to him and told him that God wouldn’t want him and the angels i guess to suffer like this.
[God wouldn’t want you to torment yourselves, or push yourselves too far!]
Gabriel doesn’t believe her, more like tries to not to but he can’t forget what happened and what she told him.
He’s now in the same mental state Michael was in during the Idol event: desperately clinging to his beliefs while doubt has already taken root.
When an angel tells him this is the perfect chance to attack the devils (since they’re all in Paradise Lost trying to save MC and have left their countries), Gabriel refuses. He realizes he’s also at fault for mocking her prayer and manipulating her into reacting like that. He shows "mercy", extending the “one minute” into a full day and preventing the attack.
Still, he’s devastated and in a really horrible state and now convinced that MC must die. Not just because she’s dangerous to him physically and emotionally, but because she’s dangerous to his faith and what he has always believed in.
"Where once his faith had been, there now sat a 'doubt' he could not bring himself to accept."
This evolution story genuinely made me sad. I still think Gabriel is horribly cruel and responsible for immense suffering, but seeing how deeply he’s been punishing himself for centuries and now reacting like that made me feel for him in a way I didn’t expect.
The card itself was not meant to be romantic. It was about control, power and domination between enemies, conflicting emotions, hate to love.
I think MC did what she could to protect herself and her pride. She fought Gabriel back using his own tactics: manipulation and twisting words. She’s human. That’s all she had and did it to survive not only satisfy her twisted appetite.
Unlike the beach card, where she was more careful with him, here she lashed out in anger. And I don’t think she fully understands how deeply damaged and fragile the angels actually are. She probably thought, “Lucifer and Raphael liked it, so Gabriel will come to like it too.” But Gabriel isn’t like his brothers. He was created for what they lacked. Only God knows that of course.
She did apologize once she saw how badly it affected him, but she still doesn’t fully grasp what she triggered. I don’t know if her actions would’ve been different if she remembered what happened to her with Michael. Probably wouldn't have done it.
I’m not justifying her, but I’m not putting all the blame on her either.
Gabriel is responsible for horrific things. He understands that what he does is wrong and still does it. He killed her only family Minmin, Nina and the others, countless devils, devils and beings and played a huge role in Raphael’s suffering too. He killed his own brother/s? too. And she's basically in this whole situation because of him. Having to fight, watch innocent devils die, those that stay behind suffer from loss and injuries. So having her prayer treated like that would fuel anyone. Still, I can’t help but feel bad for Gabriel.
And yes, this is a porn game. Sex happens for dumb reasons. Fetishes get inserted. But the recent writing has actually been really good, and Gabriel’s evolution story clearly isn’t there just for shock value or to laugh at him. It shows his perspective, that he’s suffering too and that, unlike him, MC shows remorse for her bad actions. That's why he too didn't choose to attack. Gabriel is not untouchable and he is not as unemotional as they make us think he is. But again, MC still doesn’t fully understand Gabriel and the angels yet. How warped their devotion is and can't even imagine how far they are willing to take that said devotion. Again I’m not justifying her actions but I’m not throwing all the blame on her either.
Gabriel is acting like God’s replacement in a very bad and tyrannical way.
Raphael is busy being loved (best boy).
Michael probably is confused as hell with his newfound power and feelings.
Both of Gabriel’s brothers have already fallen for MC in some way and he’s still trying to cling to his beliefs but he too has started to crack.
I think that Gabriel and MC are set up perfectly for an enemies to lovers trope and arc, built on betrayal, forgiveness, mutual damage and acceptance. Both will have to betray beliefs and people if they want to be together. I'm so ready to suffer good from this slow burn love hate relationship. Yeah! This game is going to destroy me. 🤩🥰🔫
Gabriel made me like him more overall. Raphael still my best boy obviously lol.
But why are all the angels so lovable. I can fix them!!!! I want to save them!!! Can't hate them!!!
Will write more stuff and ramble lol.