HAD SHE SAID any bar that, smirk might’ve risen in delight, eyes sparkling in that impure excitement the dancer so easily possesses when in the right light, under the right scrutiny. But the woman, her friend, the therapist, is: “ Making me work for it, huh??” Eyes cascade that porcelain face, then scoop up. Assessing, considering, making words for herself in the line of drinking for talk. Suppose, if there’s going to be a time to confess those half suspicions, half accusations, she might as well have some bourbon in hand. “ You got yourself a deal, Romano. “ Those naked and slender legs demand the Earth &. drag her to her feet. Feet which are, for the additional knowledge, all too eager to take her to her rightful place at the forefront of the barman’s attention.
Dasha may well have taken unnecessary time to return with their poison &. it is for the reason that the woman has no ready tendency to bare her naked soul… But she knows this: the sooner her lips are loose, the sooner they can cradle the glass’ edge. And, of higher importance, her counterpart contains perhaps the greenest eyes &. the brightest tresses ( unmistakably inspired by rubies ) in this city, and her seat alone may warrant a wolf’s approach. Therefore, on her quick return, after placement of the glasses, Dasha moves a tender palm to the other woman’s shoulder— both announcing her reappearance if the glasses did not and giving her some stability when resettling on the bar stool.
Slides off, cups that cup, and: “ Now… ” A sip—- stalling, stalling, stalling— and another… “ I caught the underground today, like I do on occasion— but this time I was uh— I hadn’t eaten breakfast, so I was a bit slow. A bit faint. Or maybe it’s because I hadn’t had a coffee yet, “ A smile, though it’s mostly false, and small, and quick to straighten. “ So I held onto the staircase railing. But it… stung, right?? So I pulled it back and I’ve… killed this bee. Which is– whatever– but it decided in its last moments to sting me. “
While she speaks, Dasha’s eyes have moved down to acutely inspect the floating ice in her glass, some crushed under the weight of others, desperately trying to swim to the surface. The brown coke &. poison beneath it lures her in, takes her in for another much-needed sip.
“ Ros, I don’t tell you this because it hurt— although it did, after, like a mother-fucker. I’m just… —- supposed to be allergic. I’m supposed to be deathly allergic, according to Her. “ Pause. “ Cashews gave me seizures when I was younger, she told me. So I’ve been eating them all afternoon and… “ Thin fingers spread slightly, not touching but hovering over her body top to bottom in presentation. As easily brushed over as her dangerous, potentially self-destructive experiment. “ Voila. Here I am. All un-seizured… ”
Pleased with herself for having cut the deal, Rosalie graced the brunette with an appreciative smile. She understood it was hard having to talk about the past, and your family. Hell, if anyone knew it better, it was the flame-haired woman. Her father, Sergio, used to call her his princess, and the poor Romano girl drank in her empire like fine wine. Until she realized what running the empire costed her. And then she became a therapist - a doctor of psychology. Go figure. “If you want someone who’ll cut you some slack, by all means. But I care too much to be that person.”
While Dasha was gone, fetching more alcohol to toss back like water, Rosalie performed a mental skim of all the notes she had taken on the woman’s home life. Her fingers traced irregular shapes on the bar’s counter surface, a small habit whenever she was deeply lost in thought. All of her attention still remained on her client - the sole cause of her heart palpitations lately - unaware of the eyes that might’ve danced her way in the time Dasha was gone from her seat. All too quickly, the moment the brunette returned and touched her shoulder, she was reeled back in to reality. Though the way Dasha began her tale, reality seemed to exist in another dimension. Pinching her brows together at the strange start, Rosalie waited for the punchline. Noticing all the while that the other woman was struggling internally to make sense of her own tale. What haven’t I noticed? What is wrong? It drove the therapist nuts.
Until the punchline came and it was worrying. More-so, at least for now, because Dasha had risked exposing herself to an extreme allergic reaction. “Dasha... You realize you could have harmed yourself?” Rosalie questioned, a subtle frown presenting itself on her face. “Allergies are not collectively the same. Just because you’re no longer allergic to one thing, does not mean you’re not still allergic to something else. That was a dangerous experiment, and you could have seriously injured your body’s system.” All things the therapist was sure the brunette realized - but all things that terrified the redhead. The thought of finding Dasha lying still somewhere was a thought Rosalie now realized had become a greater fear of hers. Somehow, subconsciously.
But now was not the time to scorn the woman. Rosalie’s hand reached forward to rest atop Dasha’s - squeezing slightly in reassurance and comfort. Support. It was the most important thing a therapist could give their client, even if their actions were not welcoming ones. “So why did you test out another allergy afterwards? Why was that your first thought - that you weren’t allergic suddenly to both?” Something else had to be missing; a piece of the puzzle not yet spoken. According to her. Dasha’s mother. She knew by now they hadn’t had the best of relationships, but throwing a list of allergies on your child was another thing altogether. A disease Rosalie had yet to run into, in any of her clients’ histories. “Did you automatically think they were lies you’ve been told?”