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using my love for psychology and philosophy to muse about BBD characters.

[rott3nwill0w]

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hello! name's Willow. Using my love for psychology and philosophy to muse about the characters from the visual novel "Big Bad Dogs" created by @where-spar0w-barks , and making my own story about my characters based on the main story it self.

🐛 personal note; This is a collection of all the writing pieces I've done so far. They are not part of an official fanfiction yet, but will be re-written into one when we will have more information about the game's story and main characters. please remember I am not in the psychology field but I am studying it in my free time! I am also studying philosophy at school for passion and love for both subjects.🙏🏻❣

⚠️The following writings contains dark themes such as physical/emotional abuse, neglect, mental disoders, mention of self harm and possibly suicide, obsession and unhealthy relationships, stalking - there could be more, they will be pointed in each writing piece!

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THE STORY SO FAR: The story takes place after the main story. Year 2024-2025. The protagonist, Paris, is the teenager daughter of Biker Boy and the MC (you). A girl with deep black waves and pitch black eyes like her dad, and since she was a young child she has shown problematic behaviour towards both parents. Growing up, the father (BB) has started to show his true colours too, making evident his abusive nature masked by being just protective of you. But this has caused many deep wounds inside Paris' heart, who's dealing with them almost on her own and with the help of her real true friend, Nicole. Who is Lane's daughter. Things seems to be going okay with therapy and new experiences with this friend...Until, she met a sttange yet lovely older boy. And her own nature starts to show up as well.

(Red❤ = Biker Boy (BB), blue💙 = Lane)

🪳 Drabbles writings - 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10,

What are they about? they are small pieces of the fanfiction I'm planning to write as we are waiting for more details and lore. please note these ARE NOT full chapters or the final version. they are just meant to give all of you a picture of what's happening and giving you pieces of lore. I may slightly change them in the final version.

🐜 Deep dives - "BB as a parent",

What is this about? they are about the characters of the game being parents. for now, they are just about that.

🐌 What If - "BB has a son instead of a daughter", "BB has more than just one daughter + Paris with sibilings" ,

What is this about? basically me musing about the characters from the game or my characters in different scenarios. they are somewhat connected to the deep dives.

🐞 Memories From The Past - 1, 2, 3,

What are they about? they are memories my characters have when they were little children. they are connected to my main story, but I decided to give them a name and a space instead of being inside the fic itself.

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NOTE: I MIGHT CHANGE THIS IN THE FUTURE!!! especially because tumblr doesn't allow a lot of links!

[rott3nwill0w]

new piece of the Angel AU, feauring BB as an archangel again but this time with more context anddd somewhat lore?🙇🏼‍♀️

I feel like he would be the angel of death, destruction and divine justice. which in in jewish, christian and occult traditions he would be the Archangel Samael. even tho he could also be the Archangel Michael, but hmm lets see🤔

useless angelology fact: he's a controversional figure, due to the fact he's known as "the holy Satan" and literally his name means "the venom of God". there's also some sources that says he might be the snake that seduced Adam and Eve back in the book of Genesis (this is why in the drawing our dear BB has a snake around his neck)🙏🏻 and he's literally the evil wanted by God, by tradition, which makes his figure much more strange and affascinting tbh!🤚🏻❣ so BB in this AU would have these roles and would guide and judge the souls of people through heaven.

BTW I KNOW THE DESIGN CHOICE IS NOT ENTIRELY ACCURATE, but its just a concept and i was playing a bit with the ideas, since making angels universe usually requies accurate and all, i'll do better next time for sure😔🙏🏻 but this is not meant to be biblically accurate, just fun mixed with facts i've learned as a person interested in theology ^^.

BB belongs to @where-spar0w-barks !!❣❣ I dooo want to make a version of Lane and Amelia, cuz I might have an idea..😭🙏🏻

[artic-willow]

Tag game :)

How Does Pinterest See You

Search each of the following words and choose the first that comes up: fashion, pantone, mood, food ♥️

helloo there!! nice to see u again..🙏🏻❣

aaa I misses these types of tag games sm!😭 the pictures are actually super accurate too lmaoo🥺❤

tysmm for sending me this!! I appreacite it very much, have an amazing day!!🙏🏻❤

[rott3nwill0w]

nothing much to say, just a small practice drawing featuring BB based on what we know of his physical apparence.🙏🏻❣

this is how I imagine him around his 40s, stressed and all.🤔 it was really fun, especially because I learnt many things with this piece about the app im using xD🤚🏻 and the tattoos are awful but forgive me i gave up😔💔

he blongs to @where-spar0w-barks !!🫂❣

[rott3nwill0w]

Who's your best starter pokemon?

And who's your all time favorite pokemon?

Mine's bulbasaur🍃 and my all time favorite is meloetta🎵🎼🎶 :3

hello there, dear Anon!!♡

what a cute question omg!!😭🙏🏻 so im actually not much into pokémons anymore like i used to, so Paris is probably going to dislike me🙈 i remember i had many favorites! sadly i never got the chance to just buy a Pokémon game, but i had for a long time Pokémon GO on my tablet and i used to play it more in the summer with my brother.🥺❣ I also used to watch the cartoons a lot back then...aaa the memories😔💔

my favorite starter has always been Fennekin. which is still one of my favorite today, all of the evolutions too.🙏🏻

and as favorite pokémon of all times...i always say Eevee but because i always loved foxes/dogs like pokémon and i always put first of cute a pokémon is instead how strong it is xD🙏🏻like i pretty much love all the fairy ones because they are so pookie🥺❣

the ones you choose are also super cute!! i agree so much on Bulbasaur and Meloetta!! xD i feel like Paris would agree too, but I also feel like she looks more for how that Pokémon is useful and powerful instead of just focusing on the aesthetic🙈❤

tysmm for asking this!! this was super cute, have a great day!♡

[rott3nwill0w]

You and you friend are completely normal for having interest in "nerd" hobbies. Resident Evil especially, it's a series "normies/non-gamers" know of and Leon Kennedy is a typical crush women and girls have even if they haven't played the games. Don't let mainstream media bully you into thinking you and others are weird for having interests.

hii there, dear anon!!♡

wow that was quick!! i didnt thought people actually care when i post comments under Laly's posts x)

so actually i dont particularly like Leon A LOT like my friend does, and not because of his chatacter himself of course, but because i haven't finished Resident Evil yet so i cant fully judge him. but i remember i have seen the one with Lady Demitrescu which i remember i have liked but again, never been super much interested in that. my friend likes him as look, because she does find him attractive and i get her, he might not sparkle my full interest but honestly i get her xD🙏🏻 its just fun seeing what your friend's hear me out are to be honest lmao.

and the last words did do something in me because i have always be bullied a bit for my interests, which are not only videogames and sometimes visual novels, but are also not so interesting if this makes sense? like of course reading classic books is not the worst, but I also have an interest for theology, philosphy and psychology as y'all know depending how much you have seen of me, and i also have interests into collecting things and other stuff xD🙏🏻

so thank you for saying that :") i have been feeling like an alien for liking strange things for a while now. have a great day, this was super interesting to talk about🙇🏼‍♀️❣

[blueoleander-s]

Knight in Shining Armor

Lane was rich.

Maybe not in the way some people think. He didn't have a mansion, nor did the have the coolest sports car.

Instead, he got with the woman he loved the most and had the most beautiful baby girl in the world.

Watching her grow up was the greatest gift he could ever have. In his eyes, nothing could out beat fatherhood even with the struggles it came with.

Joke and complain as he might, if having multiple lives were real, he'd want them all to be like this.

That's why it hurts having his daughter sob into his arms.

It used to be confusing and almost scary once, but now he new exactly what his bundle of joy wanted no matter the case. That's just how much joy he had for her.

His daughter had been crying for some time and Lane spent it all coaxing her to open up.

"T-the teacher fo-ound a list made by the boys in my class talking about the girls," she sobbed, making him pause. "What.. was the list about..?"

His voice was quiet, almost cautious. Why did this seem so familiar..?

"Th-ey were ranking the girls and saying gross things, I-i was on it. Why would they say things like that?"

She burst into sobs again, but the ache in his heart wasn't just for her this time.

Lane remembered all those times that he had ranked the girls at his school with his friends. He had once done the very thing his little girl was now crying about.

Lane so desperately to separate himself from his reality, excuse it with 'but I was a kid'.. but even he knew it felt hollow.

He held her closer, tighter, as if to also hold those he had once dumbed down to their bodies in a silent apology even if he knew it wouldn't truly change anything.

"I don't know.."

His voice was quiet. His thumb tenderly brushed her tears away, breath catching as her softly muttered question.

"You've never done that before, right daddy..?"

Lie. Just lie. She'd never know. You're her Knight in Shining Armor.

Lane takes in a deep breath before slowly letting it go, his fingers carding through her hair in the way he knows soothed her.

"Yeah, honey, Daddy has.."

It was silent for a few moments. Nothing but the hum of the refrigerator. Lane's heart ached at the sight of her trembling bottom lip.

"But.. why..?"

"..because I was the biggest idiot the world had ever seen."

She could see the genuine remorse on his face, the resignation, and the failure.

"But.. you're.. not like that anymore right, Daddy..? You.. you love me and- and you love Mommy?"

The hope in her eyes soothed the ache in Lanes heart and he smiled softly, nodding before pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead.

"More than anyone in the world. I promise."

She sniffles, nodding slowly before burying herself into his chest and holding him tighter.

"You'll always be my Knight in Shining Armor, right? Like always?"

Her voice is slightly muffled against his chest, making him laugh quietly. His arms tightened around her, his voice gentle.

"Always."

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I made this during my lunch break at work just know after Laly's recent post lmao

It might be ass bc its not proofread and idk if I ever plan to go back and tweak it or smth

Anyways enjoy :D

@where-spar0w-barks

[blueoleander-s]

11:31

Lane sighs as he sets his phone down after checking the time for the fifth time that same minute. Mad Dog was quiet. It's been quiet for a while.

Customers rarely frequent at night anymore, specially with everything going on lately.

But none of that really mattered to him anymore. Lane closes his eyes, his heart clenching tightly as his brain tortures him with the sound of your laugh once more. It started when you passed.

Lane purses his lips and takes the broom, sweeping in the same area as usual to serve as a distraction.

The spot beside the register. It was nearly spotless compared to the rest of the floor. And yet, despite his attempts to distract himself, the torture continues.

Your smile. Your laughter. Your refusal to take his bullshit which he always secretly admired.. it was all gone. He should've done better. Should've been better. Should've been there when he knew you needed it.

Now you were gone and Mad Dog was devoid of life. Of color. Of you. Lane blinks in shock as he notices a tear fall onto the spotless floor. Was that his..? With a broken sob, he stumbles into the back room before crumbling in a heap to the floor.

He never knew pain could feel like this. His sobs were ragged, his lungs refusing breath and it was all because of you. Who dimmed your light so badly that it made you want to extinguish it?

Lane didn't know. What he did know is that once again.. he'd fall asleep sleep with a heavy heart that would grow even heavier when he wakes up after dreaming of you.

I wrote this at 1am, sry if it's bad (its not proofread at all) 😔 I always wanted to write for bbd bc I love it sm. I hope you enjoy the angst I made, maybe one day I'll try making smth more happy if people even end up liking my mini fic

If not I'll just delete this and make a new account so no one knows its me lmao

@where-spar0w-barks

[rott3nwill0w]

he has to blame the girl he loved. that was the conclusion after elaborated thoughts in a white night.

because...why did she left? was it necessary? did it made her feel any better it the end of the day?

it hurts to know no one knows were she's at now. he has never been religious, but wishes her to meet a peacefully heaven.

for them, common mortals with such little empathy for the next, they'll ache because she's no longer here with them.

these particular, and irritating thoughts makes him go numb. the whole situation made him a whole completely different person.

he no longer craves human interactions, he craves a dark space in the night to cry loud and let the harsh reality go.

he aches, just like his loved one ached in the last minutes of life.

[rott3nwill0w]

🧶 + 🧃

who once warmed the side of his bed and warmed his already broken heart, now is gone. burried, rotting, becoming part of the ground.

the hands of the clock continues to tick, second to second, minute per minute, and hour per hour. then boom, the day ended. and he whishes to end too.

"...if a million loved you, i am one of them, and if one loved, it was me, if no one loved you then know that I am dead." -Franz Kafka, letters to Milena.

the woman he swore to protect is gone, completely gone. the pity of his closest people at work doesn't matter anymore, because they just can't bring her to life. so he can't. he thinks of her, in a widely possessive way, like she was alive.

he dreamt of holding her again, pass the life with her, he laughed in the dark when imagines his loved woman making a joke or simply similing. it never happened, but he saw it happening somewhere.

even his perfect routine got interrupped by a mysterious sickness, it feels like a bit task to just put on the shoes. the house is dirtier, because the mere thought of doing anything for himself was not an option inside whatever sickness is contaminating his brain.

but oh, what wouldnt he do to bring her back in this hell of a life.

"you are the knife I turn inside myself; that is love. that, my dear, is love." Franz Kafka, letter to Milena.

the man quiete frankly doesn't want to live anymore, since part of him died, there's just no reasons to keep breathing. everything that he loved doesn't taste sweet like it always did. and it hurts so much to swallow.

@where-spar0w-barks

[rott3nwill0w]

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a bit of a softer headcanon which is different from my usual dark writings, but lets highlight some positive stuff from this man... i feel like BB would be the type of father that picks up his kids when they are out in the market for example.

or would pick their little hand into his when they are walking the streets or directly letting them climb on his back. because he needs to keep them safe and under his serious watch or he'll feel guilty for whatever happends to his kids.

maybe he'd even offer good play time with his kids early in the morning especially when the MC is sleeping or too tired to do anything. i dont think he'd cook breakfast because he's probably not that good, but would make sure his kids are fed in the morning and during the day really. maybe change his habits during the day to provide for them, since he has already done that for the MC first.🤔

right now im just too kin at the idea of him being really around his kids because he sees a lot of you in them.🥺 things might change when the kids grow, but one thing for sure; in his own reality and morality, whatever it is, he needs to follow and be involved on what the other piece of you does and love them anyway.

(btw I used plural and 'they' to generalize, but I thought about this taking in mind my own fanfiction and observation from the latest asks🙏🏻❣)

@where-spar0w-barks

[rott3nwill0w]

this ain't an ask but just something funny ig. but i lowkey thought you were the author of big bad dogs and where sparrow barks is just the artist of the game. i dont know how the fuck i messed that up but somehow i did. until like a month in the fandom i realized oh shit im dumbass and realize that where sparrow barks is the creator and artist and you muse and analyse the characters and made oc based on how they are if the guys have kids who i lowkey thought were actual characters in the game. honestly thats my bad im just dumb theres some very lose wires in my head ig but hey at least this makes for a silly story of me basically birdboxing my way through from the game to tumblr :P love yo work tho <3

hii there, dear anon!!♡

help?? - 😭🙏🏻 yes it is funny and silly but honestly awww you thought i was the author of the game...🥺 nope, im cleary not and you can tell by how our art styles is different and honestly the popularity of the content etc.. xDD🤚🏻 i would love to be a game dev in the near future tho, even if I think I wouldnt be as good as Laly, so we'll see...🙇🏼‍♀️❣

dont be too harsh on yourself, im honestly so on verge sometimes i forget how to do things normally and even normally i do weird things and thoughts process in the daily basic😔💔 but im so gland you managed to tell who is who, im curious to know how my blog tricked you to believe i was the actual dev, but mistakes happen to everyone xD🤚🏻 im also gland you managed to tell the difference because my worst fear is to tell wrong things to the audience without having proof🙏🏻 this is why i care to clarify some things are my opinions!!

you got the description of my blog clear; we muse, think and unpack using logic/experiences and also if possible, reality. I admire to be like Laly one day, so I appreacite everyone engaging on my stuff and seeing how many people are interested in my work🫂❤

have a great day, and tysm for sharing this story!!🙏🏻❣ I appreacite the fact you were comfortable to tell it in the first place, and it was cute and funny xDD🤚🏻 i hope you are having fun in this fandom and THANK YOU SO MUCH!! gland you like my work.🥺❤

[rott3nwill0w]

As I was scrolling through Tumblr as one does, I came across an art post of yours, so like a normal person; I scrolled through your page for a while and I just NEEDED to say this! Your art just does something to me!! IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!

hello there!!❣

OMGGG, TYSM!!😭❤❤ this is such a beautiful compliment and i appreciate it deeply!!🙇🏼‍♀️❤ im so so gland my art could give you something, because thats what i strike for in both drawing and writing: give something to the person reading🙏🏻❣ especially because i always felt like im not good enough in art but im trying to improve everytime🥺🤚🏻 also the fact you scrolled through my things...😭❤

I LOVE YOUR ART TOO!!🙏🏻❣ i have seen some and maybe i didnt comment on every single one because im a bit awkard sometimes and cant fully compliment people😭🙏🏻 just know i appreciated your comment soo much and i really love your MC and your art style!! I think its unique<33

have a great day, tyy again this made my evening better.🥺❣

[rott3nwill0w]

🧶

i feel like BB's father was in the military too, maybe a rank higher, and would costantly give to his kids an unimaginable pressure to follow his exact steps. because what he did and who he is, is the way to be perfect in life.

a command is an act of love, oppression is vigilated liberty, raising the voice and the hand to the kids or the mom is being caring for the other.

so BB followed the steps by letter, probably became the mini version of him and strarted to love the military life by force and obsess over the woman he will and can control. he will find comfort in the same thing that shattered his life in pieces but why throwing away the cause of the break anyway? his past job became his only true vision and reality, his daily actions will forever be contaminated by the dirt left from the weapons.

and the contamination will be spread like oil in the table inside his house, the wife, the kids, everyone. the same comands spread in his father's house shall be repeated in his own house. his woman will become the absolute fuel in his desperate house and the kid, maybe along his wife, must become the mini version of him.

because a true soldier, in the battle field, is half glory and half his aim. and has to kill, break and ruin everything he encounters in his path. empathy and being overly fragile are the worst weakness a true warrior just can't fall for.

@where-spar0w-barks

[rott3nwill0w]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, @harrowrat359 !!!🥺❤❤❤

I had to speed run this drawing, but I hope its okk like this🙏🏻 i usually dont draw like this but aaaa I fucked up so many things I hope its still worth the wait😭🤚🏻

I wanted to make this gift bc they are one of the besttttt people i've met here, they helped me smm with many things and im just sooo grateful...i hope u somehow like this daughter and mom together, Nicole (my oc) and Mai (their mc)!!❣❣

good luck with ur exams, im sure u will go just fine as usual🙇🏼‍♀️❤❤❤ and have the best birthday!!!🙏🏻❤

drawing without the writings under the cut:

[rott3nwill0w]

Heared that Lane's birthday is just around the corner👀, that made me wonder and made me a little curious🤔 what present would Nicole give her to dad for his special day?🤔, would she plan a suprise for him?🥳, would she have a little father-daughter day plan for them together? or would she just not care as long as she greeted him a happy birthday? (I hope not I feel like thats so mean 😭😭)

AAAAHHH!!! Omg its been MONTHS since I fully opened tumblr again 😭🥺 Hii Willow 🐛🥺 hope you still remember me, finals really chew me up for a while and spat me back out fr but hey now at least I'm done hurray!!! 🎉, now it's time for me to cath up with your blogs and literally everything else I've missed in BBD 🥹 (my stress relief and reward honestly💕💕)

-🌻

hii there, dear 🌻 anon!!🙏🏻❤ how are you doing?? im soo happy to hear from you again, i hope the finals went well!! its a difficult period for all students but its worth it in the end.🙈❣

OFC I DIDNT FORGET ABOUT YOU, HOW COULD I😭🤚🏻 yesss its gonna be Lane's birthday, which sadly i cant make much for him in his special day, i got too busy and completely forgot tbh...🙇🏼‍♀️ BUT, her daughter will surely make him feel more special🙏🏻❤

sooo Nicole is someone who always gift something to her dear friends. especially her father and Amelia. the day will start normally, she probably woke up first because of school, didnt text him anything, and when she came back home she'd scream: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHERRRR!!" in a song like way while dressed as a horse (xD🤚🏻).

I feel like Lane at this point would either get scared and then laugh like crazy because, how did she came up with this anyway?😟 she would hug him and then tell him about his present: going out for dinner, at mc donalds🙏🏻

I knowww it sounds strange, but remember she's broke most of the times and she tries to work a bit herself to provide for her dad and for her own things. and she's honestly like her dad, she prefer the company more than an actual physical gift (to clarify, she will be absolutely happy with one, but its not like she demands it or anything like that). she's used to live and appreacite little things, which makes their dynamic and behaviours similar😭😭❣❣ SO NOOO she would never be that mean like you said in the scenario!!😭😭 thats somerhing Paris would do to her dad but reallyyy late in the canon fanfiction.😔💔 maybe when she was younger she used to take more in consideration actual material gift, and would give him drawings and handmade bracelets, but as time passes, she changed her mind in some things but surely didnt forget the old times where she didnt need to worry about money.🙏🏻

THEN when they finished to eat & chat, she would bring out from her bag a cake, but like those you buy from normal mini markets because guess what? shes broke. XD🤚🏻 but hey, she got candles and all. a hug from behind while he's still sitting there and a kiss on the top of his head.❤

I HOPE I REPLIED WELL!!🙏🏻❤ got this from the back of my mind and taking in consideration their dynamic as a whole, i loveee my babies sm they are so cute when they are not suffering.😭😭😭 have a great day pookie, i love u sm and i hope to see u soon!! TYSMM for the question as usual, i appreciate it sm🫂❤ have fun with my blogs then! I've posted a bittt much xD🙏🏻

[rott3nwill0w]

What was Nicoletta's first impressions on meeting Lane?

And what do you think Lane impression on Nicoletta might be when they first meet each other?

And just for funzies how do you think their first interaction will go upon the first meeting?

(since its very much hinted that for Lane his first interaction in the lore of the game (I think) he fell inlove at first sight, sooo I'm curious to know how you think their first interaction will go)

hii dear anon!!♡

oohh such amazing questions you got there!🙈 i think this does apply for the main story of the game so they meet up at work as the game itself tells. from the bottom of my heart i think she surely would have a good first impression of him, she has never been someone who truly judges a person based on apparence or makes deep conclusions of that person based on their first talk. she'd try to take as many informations as possible about him by simply asking or leading the topic of the conversation where she wants to really understand what kind of guy he is. and the questions could be just random or totally not related to the context.

you see, she's a big yapper and could come up with a great conversation and start asks questions- thats just how she is. and i feel like Lane would engage in all conversations without hesitation because he wants her attentions, he craves the attention of the pretty girl that somehow likes and doesnt say much back to him of course. and he does seem like the type of guy who could talk about anything anyway. maybe he would not reply directly to all questions about himself...but its not like Nicoletta would force him either, not at all.

I also think it has a lot to do with her being italian, because let's be honest, there's cleary a different culture between the two. we italian folks usually tends to be more talktive to everyone, its natural for them kiss someone on the cheek if you know them etc... (speaking from experience and as someone who is both italian and currently lives in italy, not because i say this it means its universal for all italians ofc🙏🏻). so it almost comes natural for her to be more nicer to him, because that's how she's used to be back there and here in America. and he quiete frankly loves the attention and the dedication 100% so big win win for both parts. perphas she even likes him a bit for apparence? yeah, most likely. she has an open mind and has such little experience with boys so why isn't it an option. also because she's a Christian and would love everyone regladless of how they treated her first, so even if Lane was an asshole or particularly rude to her at first, she would still show respect and would not stop showing some sort of love and interest in knowing him more.

the original purpose of their chats during work would be them being friends, but Lane does not believe in a female and male friendship, and Nicoletta believes that there's no limit in a friendship. but she's grateful he's this open to her no matter what and feels comfortable enough to make bad jokes, and she surely believes he's a nice and friendly guy. so basically showing the side she often doesnt let everyone see, and long enough, she does believe they are good friends. their difference in opinions is not really an issue for her, but acknowledges them anyway.

but she's also in the wrong by not totally taking him countable of his wrongs. she might close too many eyes by lazy behaviours, comments that shouldnt have been said and that will effect her in the long term. just as Laly said in a scenario of the mc being his girl. they contrast each other so perfectly and, I think thats a good thing in a relationship to an extent. as for where she might not see it, Lane will. but sadly in this universe they are not dating😭🙏🏻

and so for your second question, I feel like he would most likely not understand her at all and might question why she is the way she is. I'd say the core issue for him is how passive she is. she doesnt get mad easly (he hasn't seen her truly mad since when?) and rather wants to talk to him even tho he acts like a little shit! she jokes too when its time appropriate and has almost his same way of joking. but, knowing how he is, i bet he would test her, see how far he can push her buttons, a reaction from her is like a victory for him. as Laly stated herself somewhere. i also deeply feel like he would appreacite a girl that is passive but also has a life and feelings if this makes sense, like she's living life even if she doesn't let the world hear her voice often🤔 but specifically for your questions, the moment they shake their hands (thats how I imagine her first day at work tbh)- there was something he felt from her. as some kind of energy you feel from someone good if this also makes sense. he soon learns how chill she actually is and how real she is, she doesnt need chaos at all in her life.

about their first ever interaction, which i have mentioned later, i think after the handshake and the exchange of their names will be followed by a good old remark of his. I imagine a comment about her hair color, maybe about her looking like "a cotton candy" in a degrading tone. making innapropriate comments about her body in a soft way the first say, and worse in the next days. which she replied by indifference at first and then by a grunt and a bad word in italian (not to him, but his actions). as Nicoletta is a really sensible person and wouldnt want to offend her new coworker, she'd let it slide by the promise he's a male, and he will act this way. and she knows damn well he'll keep doing it anyway. so why adressing it? its exausting, it reminds her of her old bullies back in highschool. but he realize the issues after days, and maybe asks her to go out🤭 she may suggest to go get an ice cream while he wants to eat something serious like a burger or somethin'.🤔 anddd this is where their first little debates startes, and at work they might have many indeed.😭🙏🏻

okk because i yapped too much: generally speaking Nicoletta and Lane always got well together, so if in the game there's a moment where they argue pretty badly...she would get really mad and might not talk to him or ignore him as much as she can. because everything that was needed to say was said in that moment they raised their voices. so in her mind there's literally no point in trying too hard. but Lane wouldnt lose hope, he noticed the mistake and would try to ease the situation by being a little more gentle, as so Nicoletta would see his intentions and without saying anything keeping him on her cyrcle of friends. Lane is closed off when it comes to hard feelings, and Nicoletta would catch that soon enough if not the first or second day. she won't be harsh, and wouldnt pretend much from him which issss an issue in a relationship but hey thats how she is...😔💔 which is even more a problem when she dates BB (and Amelia too, maybe?) in a different universe, but thats a completely different story.

TYSMM FOR ASKING OMGGG🥺❤❤❤ im so so sorry if this took a bit to answer but these weeks are a bit of an hell for me due to school😔🙏🏻 but I will always take some time to reply to my precious pookies, tyy for the juicy asks guys I am more than happy to yap here🙇🏼‍♀️❣❣ its the third time i read this whole answer, i hope I answered everything well, if not let me know!!🙏🏻

have a great day!!♡☀️

[rott3nwill0w]

Since you already told us your fav colors.

What are your fav snacks and foods? :3

hii there, anon!♡

as i recently need more energy these days, i buy as afternoon snacks after school a different flavour of red bull and candies or cookies, depends on the mood honestly xD🤚🏻 I know its unhealthy, but at the moment i feel at edge and i tend to make poor decisions :") i'll get in my tracks as soon as school finishes hopefully🙏🏻

if i dont feel like spending money, i'd crave strawberries as they are my top one favorite fruit or bread with peanut butter or with strawberry/wild berries/orange😋 and to complete the snacks list, at school the twix choccolate bar if i need to eat something quick until art laboratory is finished🙈

keep in mind that it does really depends in which situations im in, but im trying not to eat too much sweets and keep myself healthy or I may keep myself lazy :") i may as well be forgetting something, but recently my comfort snacks are these haha.

as for food i'd say many south american dishes, as i grew up with a latina step mother🙏🏻❣ I also overall enjoy italian dishes, especially pizza and somee types of pasta. BIG BIG lover of pasta carbonara, parmigiana and piadine of all kinds😋😋😋 y'all probably need to google most of them, im so sorry...xD🤚🏻 but above them all, SUSHI!! its just too delicious and im in love with it!🙇🏼‍♀️

im not a really picky person with foods, but ofc I have the ones I dislike more and others i like more. i'd say i prefer more salty foods but i have a soft teeth for sweets, especially cakes and cannoli (italian sweet :p).

tysmm for asking!!❣ its really nice to know y'all are interested in these little details of me🥺🙏🏻❤ have a great day!!☀️