Sleepers diary

Bloody aesthetic and depressive thoughts |Danish | 24 | Leo♌ | Spiritual

[cosm0-naut]

[cosm0-naut]

-.-

[s-mokinggood-deactivated2015042]

Id go up to people and stamp it on their foreheads 

[pitchcanker]

THE SECOND CIRCLE OF HELL: LUST

[dizeazes]

[gothic-nightmares]

💀 GOTHIC NIGHTMARES 💀

[crimsonsrim]

[psychotic-romeo]

[rottenrosebuds]

I would love to get black out drunk or numb on drugs just so i wouldn't have deal with my thoughts

[rottenrosebuds]

Sometimes my commitment issues really get to me. Also tonight. I wish i didn't question my relationship all the time.

Having a boyfriend who's a lot older then one self is hard. I cant help but feel like I'm wasting his time. Like he should find someone he's gonna be with for the long run, cause i know that we are temporary. And a part of might want him to feel that way too.

[rottenrosebuds]

I have this internalized anger, it fills me up.

It only shows it self in tears and frustration.

If only i could use its power for my own good.

I want some respect, but how am i supposed to get it, when all they see is a sobbing mess.

I hate it, i hate myself and i hate the people who is causing me this anger.

[dividusblck]

[gothic-nightmares]

💀 GOTHIC NIGHTMARES 💀

[arcusxx]

[wekartu]

[rottenrosebuds]

These quarantine times are really shows me how lucky i am. I have things to do. People to talk to and see here and there. Fuck lonely! Thats not for me!

[kyrxxndy]

@rxdtxnt edits

[rottenrosebuds]

It is not that he is dead that is unbelievable.

The fact that he is not just gonna swing by and steal your cigarettes. That there wont be no random out of the blue messages from him.

It that part that really haven't hit yet

[rottenrosebuds]

A friend just died yesterday. So despite corona, me and some friends came together to remember him. Decided to sing a song and pour one out for him.

But in the middle of that a woman thinks she should dictate whether or not me and my friends should be together. So we tell her a friend just died and she doesn't stop.

She even goes to say he would have wanted us to follow the corona guidelines. LIKE SHE HAS SOME FUCKING IDEA WHAT HE WOULD WANTED. He was a fucking rockstar, he wouldn't have given a shit!!!

The amount of disrespect made me so fucking furious.

It is weird. There will probably go a long time before it really makes sense.