fogged

I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so denied

[rottingfrenchfries]

Seriously been one of the worst days of my life. I have never been so frustrated and stressed out. No idea what to do and everyone is driving me crazy. Life has been hard lately. Really fucking hard. And then this shit happens to just make everything even worse. I just want to give up.

[rottingfrenchfries]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT

[rottingfrenchfries]

Look at my precious bf painting his beach scene, we went to the beach to paint and trip and it was a fucking crazy time. Had to walk an hour in the rain half naked with no shoes cause our hotel key wouldn't work while tripping balls, our room was FULL of bugs and had 2 huge leaks in the ceiling. Don't stay in a cheap hotel guys lmao. At least we were on the beach. Was crazy but so worth it❤❤

[rottingfrenchfries]

Apparently my only purpose here was to be your chauffeur

[rottingfrenchfries]

What is wrong with me,

[rottingfrenchfries]

This was a bad fuckin idea, have to hear all this drunk guy talk right in front of me..... While I sit here being the designated driver sober af. Honestly I could've just stayed home because I'm sitting inside alone while you're all outside cause I was getting EATEN ALIVE by mosquitoes outside and had to sit and listen about how youd like to make out with your coworkers and had fantasies ab fucking them in the work bathroom.

I'm fuckin annoyed

Sorry

Ugh

[rottingfrenchfries]

Really idk about this

The emotions I'm having because of this whole situation are truly overwhelming and upsetting, should I just quit it all? Or let it go and learn to control my own mind. It's so so so hard. How do I do that? I have all the self help books, podcasts, I have a hobby, I try to meditate, but they're still there!! I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I post on a few forums, I get okay responses but it's not the same. Idk what to do. It's so overwhelming.

[its-my-only-salvation]

Memories fucking suck man, sometimes I wish I could just burn out certain things because that would make my life so much easier

[entheognosis]

Albert Hofmann

by Alex Grey

[knowtherealcost]

Some of these pictures are of lava rock, and others are of smokers’ lungs—can you tell us how many of each? Even if you can’t, one thing is for certain. Cigarette smoking can harm nearly every organ in your body.

[rottingfrenchfries]

Idc what anyone says

LSD is the best antidepressant

[neonalchemy]

The Energy Body - Homo Luminous 

[rottingfrenchfries]

My drug dealer literally just posted on his snapchat story him making Crack.... dead ass but I'm not taking a screenshot 😂😲

[rottingfrenchfries]

My face

[rottingfrenchfries]

Why do you always pull me back in

[rottingfrenchfries]

At least I have lost 80% of the feelings I had for C, he hasn't even talked to me in a week lol. So done and I'm not texting first

[rottingfrenchfries]

So my mom is bad again

She refuses to even help herself at all. All she wants to do is watch TV and drink wine. Dead serious that's all she will do. Hasn't seen me or my daughter in a week so we come over and after a few hours she wants us to leave because we apparently are interrupting her wine and TV show time. So frustrating. Plus tomorrow is mothers day and I just feel it's going to be a bad day. My boyfriend is working the entire day so I'm going to my family's for dinner.... we will see how that goes. Oh and my dog I've had for over 10 years is getting put down Monday so add the emotional pain of that. At least my stomach hasn't been awful today. Wish so badly I could paint but my art room is infested in fleas so I can't go in there until I get pest control to kill them. Just feeling down right now I guess. Trying to stay positive though as I dont want to end up in a hole again. I just feel kind of alone.