I Will Shake Masky Between My Teeth

Beffers/27/Minors DNI! This content is definitely not going to be safe for minors. I love Marble Hornets and Creepypasta again...

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Howdy!

Call me Beffers (or Beff)

I'm 27

Any Pronouns

THIS BLOG IS 18+!

I love creepypasta and marble hornets once again, so I figured I'd make this blog.

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Characters I Write For:

Creepypasta:

Toby

Jeff the Killer

Laughing Jack

Eyeless Jack

Nina the Killer

Kate the Chaser

Slenderman

Candy Pop

Jason the Toymaker

Marble Hornets:

Tim

Brian

EverymanHYBRID

HABIT

Things I Will Write:

Reader inserts, and only reader inserts!

Smut, fluff, angst (heavy on the smut)

Poly fics

Fem!reader, AFAB!reader, and GN!Reader (I'm currently practicing writing for other readers, if you will)

Crossovers (obviously, since i have a creepypasta/mh fic)

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Pedophilia

Zoophilia

Scat

Incest

SA/rape

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Angelic II

Old Memories

[Slender Mansion x Angel!Reader]

[Ch. I]

Summary: You are no closer to finding out how to get home. You have a feeling, once old memories come flooding back, that is not going to be a possibility.

Warnings: Unhealthy relationships, toxic people (it's the creeps after all), naive and innnocent!reader (nothing too serious this chapter)

Word Count: 4.3k

A/N: Hi it's been like 11 months since part one... Sorry. I hope you all enjoy where this is going! I have some ideas, but mostly (as stated before) this is sort of unserious but very serious at the same time. divider by @sisterlucifergraphics

You stand in the mostly dead garden. Your eyes do not cut away from the horribly large, horribly terrifying dog. He is asleep. You are cleaning up the dead leaves and hoping that the beast does not wake up.

You cannot help but wonder why in the world Slenderman would have you cleaning up his garden. He knows your back is almost beyond repair, your body hurts, and you are getting used to not being home. This place is quite literally your own personal hell, and you are stuck in it. For the foreseeable future.

You bend over and grab a can of Monster, and pain shoots through you. You bite your lip and keep from groaning. But it does nothing. The ‘dog’ that is just a bit away from you, hears you. His ears perk and he growls. He stands and snaps towards you. You quickly realize why they call him Smile Dog. You are too stunned to move. You cannot run anyway, so it does not matter much. You are ruined. Here is where you truly die, and potentially truly go to hell.

Smile Dog stalks towards you, snarling and sniffing. You wonder what you smell like now. Probably horrible, considering you plummeted to earth, wallowed in dirt, and cannot shower thanks to your injury.

“It’s okay,” You put your hands up slowly and say, “I’m just cleaning.”

You point towards the trash bag and broom beside you, leaning against a dying rose bush. The dog lets out a low growl and you pout. This is how I die? You think, I fall all the way to earth and some creature gets to kill me? You have to accept it.

You remember what Slenderman said. He would not let anyone mess with you. Including this thing. Before you can scream out for him, a short whistle comes from behind the dog. Smile Dog immediately sits, turns his head over his shoulder and his tail wags. You sigh. But you are not completely out of the clear. Whoever whistled can still get you. Your hands drop to your sides and you peek around the dog.

Your heart drops.

“You must be the guest.”

You feel sick suddenly. A child is approaching you. Bloodied and dirtied. You pout. You do not feel threatened by her, but instead sadness for her.

“Who are you?” You are still. Completely and utterly still.

“My name’s Sally!” She announces it so excitedly. “I’m helping keep an eye out for you.” She crosses her arms and looks at Smile Dog. “And you cannot bother our guests.” She points at the dog. Smile Dog whines and lays down. Sally looks back to you and smiles widely, “Can I help? I’ve been wanting this garden cleaned forever!”

You are too stunned to immediately answer. “Y-yeah…” You slowly go back to cleaning up the mess. Sally jumps with excitement and begins to help you clean. The dog walks off and lays down opposite of where he was laying earlier. “Thanks.” You look towards the dog. “I don’t know what would have happened if you had not shown up…”

Sally waves a hand and blows out air. “He is just a little guy!”

You give her a look, “Maybe to you…” You whisper, eyes widening.

You quickly fill a trash bag with the nasty stuff in the garden. And then another. Sally helps you scour the entire garden area, cleaning every crevice your eyes can see. As you begin to fill the final bag, Sally starts to talk about you.

“I heard you are from Heaven.”

She states it. You tense. Pain shoots through your back. You let out a small groan of pain and look at Sally, “Um, what about it?”

“What’s it like?” Her head tilts. She sounds curious, and you think you can tell she is not trying to make you feel a certain way.

You sigh, “I don’t fully remember.” You close the final bag of trash.

Sally’s face drops, and she pouts. “I’m sorry…” She goes to grab a bag. “You are nice,” She stops and looks at you, catching your attention, “so I’m sure whatever happened, it wasn’t your fault.”

You force a smile at her. “Thanks…” It comes out more of a question than anything.

Without a sound, Slenderman appears in your peripheral vision and you jump. “I see you two have finished picking up the trash.”

You stare up at him in shock. “You just appear- and- and- you don’t even ask if i’m okay after I jumped like that- of course you show up when we’re done!”

Sally laughs. “He’s good at that.”

You feel an unfamiliar heat building in your chest. You look up at Slenderman and run your nails over your scalp. You swallow hard and easily calm yourself down. “What now?” You place a hand on your hip.

Slenderman pauses. Something seems to have caught his attention, but you cannot tell what it is. He seems to be observing you. Sally seems to be just as patient as you, waiting for an answer from the mansion owner.

“You may take a break. I will need to get more plants for you to tend to. That can take a couple of days. For now, just make sure any trash is cleaned up. I will be sure to let you know when somebody has gotten the plants.”

You nod. Your back is hurting, so you are thankful he is letting you pause on the garden. You look at Sally. “What now?”

“Well,” She looks up at Slenderman and then back to you, “do you want a tour?”

You look at Slenderman, as if asking ‘is that allowed?’ and wait for a response. He seems to understand. “Sally, please do take her on a tour.” Sally claps with excitement and grabs your arms. “If you need me-” he looks to Sally, “please do not be afraid to let me know.” Slenderman is gone.

You huff and look at the child. She grabs your arm, gently, and begins to pull you towards the mansion. She passes the back patio that connects to Slenderman’s room and your heart thumps in your chest. You do not immediately question why she does not go that way. The seemingly safest way.

Her palm slides down your arm and snags your hand. She is pulling you through the large yard as if it is nothing. Your back is starting to become more of a problem.

“Sally!” You yelp out, “my back has been pulverized, please slow down.”

She slows, but only slightly. She mumbles an apology and continues towards the front of the mansion. Sally motions towards the large entrance. She poses in front of it for you, “this is our home!”

You have a feeling you are not included in ‘our’. You are curious as to how many people are though.

“Come on!” Sally begins to pull you again. Your stomach growls. “Oh! I’ll show you the foyer, and then the kitchen. I’ll even help you find something to eat.” She is excited.

You grab your stomach and stumble behind the girl. You travel up the large set of stairs and into the entrance. Sally swings the door open and you are pulled inside. You look around the hauntingly beautiful, and extremely dark foyer.

It is nothing like you have ever seen.

“Not much to see here, really.” She shrugs. And then the two of you entire the living area. Where Jeff had so kindly tried to fix your back.

It is completely empty, for now. The TV is cut off, the only light is the little lamp on the table beside the couch. Your skin begins to crawl. It is eerie. The whole place.

“This is just where everyone meets really. Not always everyone, all the time. But this place normally is pretty busy. And everyone fights over the TV remote…” Sally makes a face, her nose scrunching.

You nod. “Where is everyone now?”

“Out.”

She does not elaborate.

You do not ask her to.

“We have some cereal,” Sally points up at the cabinet. “Can't promise the milk is in date though…” Her voice trails off.

You open the fridge and find the milk is in fact expired. You hum to yourself and look around the fridge briefly. There isn't much food at all, and nothing really strikes your taste buds as… good.

“I'm going to be honest,” you look at Sally, closing the refrigerator door, “I have never eaten human food. I don't know what I like.”

Sally seems to feel excitement suddenly. She nods and hurries to the counter. She pulls something small and wrapped from a container and brings it to you. “This used to be something I loved when I was alive!” Sally grabs your hand and gently places the thing in your palm.

You look at it. You unwrap it and look down at the girl. She motions for you to eat it and you pop the thing in your mouth. It easily melts as you chew it and you gasp. Your eyes widen as you look at her in surprise and confusion.

“Chocolate!” She shouts and waves her hands around.

“Mh!” You swallow the piece of chocolate, “that is the best thing ever! Where are more of those little things?”

You stand there, waiting for her to get you more. You do not want to take something you should not.

“You sure would have to eat a lot to fill up.” 

A familiar voice comes from behind you. Suddenly, your hair is standing on end and your entire body is frozen.

“How's your back?” Jack walks in front of you, standing beside Sally. You swallow hard and hug yourself tightly.

“It's okay.” You whisper. You avoid looking at him. While he does not have eyes, he does seem to be able to sense the walls you are actively putting up.

He huffs. “Are you taking the pain medicine?” His head tilts. You only nod. He takes a step closer to you, causing you to step back. “Having a human body is not easy, the pain medicine will help you.”

“I'm taking it!” You reassure him, your hands going up in defense.

Jack suddenly turns his head towards the living area and lets out a low huff. He moves past you, making sure to not touch you, and heads back towards what you can only assume is the basement. Your head turns and you find Slenderman standing there. Ominously.

You jump slightly. “You are good at sneaking up on people.” You clutch your chest.

Slenderman does not respond to that. Instead, he asks for you to come with him. “Sally, I'm going to borrow your new friend.”

Your head tilts. Sally nods, but does not let you leave without giving you another piece of chocolate. She places it in your hand and walks off. You unwrap it, throw both wrappers away, and pop the chocolate in your mouth.

“Whatcha need?” You look up at the tall, pale man.

Slenderman only motions for you to follow him. You do so, no questions asked. He is amused. You hear a low hum and your brows furrow. “You have the survival instincts of a capybara.”

He sounds blunt. Matter of fact. This causes you to only grow even more confused.

“That is not nice.” You gasp, continuing to follow him.

Slenderman makes it to his room (now partially yours) and lets you in first. You, once again, walk in. Without any thought at all. You turn to look up at him, waiting to know what he needs.

“You know,” Slenderman closes his door, “you are different.”

“From what? Do you know other angels?” You are intrigued. “Do you know how I could get home!?” You grow anxious.

He shakes his head. “No.” You have a feeling he is telling the truth. “In all honesty,” He reaches out for you, his hand touches your cheek, “do you deserve to go back?”

You recoil, leaning back and far away from him. “Excuse me?” Tears prick your eyes.

“You do not remember why you fell. You do not have any knowledge of what happened.” Slenderman takes a step forward, leaning down towards you. “There is a reason, you know.”

A horrible feeling settles in your gut. “Do you know…?” You pout at him.

He hums, “I have a hunch.”

This causes you to grimace. A heat begins to build in your chest. A feeling you know you are about to grow accustomed to living here. Your jaw clenches and the tears pricking your eyes begin to fall. Your emotions are running wild, more so than you are used to. You try to refrain from pouting, it is hard.

“If you know something I don't, you should tell me.” You stand firm in your spot. Your words come out soft and your bottom lip quivers.

Slenderman is thinking, quite hard. He taps his chin. “No.”

“No?” You almost yell. You are caught off guard. “What do you mean ‘no’?” You are grasping at straws with him, truly.

“You should take some pain medicine.” He motions towards the bottle on the nightstand. Then, he leaves.

Your eyes narrow as you watch him walk out of the room. You cross your arms and let out a low groan. You look towards the medicine. It is going to make you sleepy. You decide to wait to take it.

His words play in your head over and over. He knows something. He has to. You inhale sharply and exhale steadily. Someone else has to know as well.

You make your way towards the doors leading outside and quickly leave. Your back is aching, you need the meds. But you need answers more than medicine at the moment. You walk towards the front of the mansion. You make your way up the steps and right inside. The TV is on. Sally is on the couch.

“You're back!”

You do not immediately register her voice. You walk towards the basement door. Sally stands and is at you instantly.

“You're not supposed to go down there…” She looks concerned for you.

And for the first time since you could remember, you lie. “I need him to check my back.” You smile down at the girl.

She takes a step back from you and slowly nods. “If you say so…”

You open the basement door and notice the steps leading right into the darkness. Your stomach twists. You swallow hard and hit the light switch to the right of you. You close the door and make your way down the stairs. There is a short hallway and a door to your left. You prepare yourself for the worst and before you can knock on the door, it swings open.

Jack stands before you. He looks grumpier than he had earlier. You swallow hard. Your arms go to your sides and you look at him, wide eyed. “Uh,” you drag out, “um, maybe I-”

“No,” Jack shakes his head, “you're already down here. Just come in.”

You are frozen. You cannot move. Jack moves for you. He groans and pulls you inside of his room. He shuts and locks his door and you notice just how dim his room is. He has what looks more like a nest than a bed in the corner, a desk and chair, some notes scattered. It most definitely looks lived in.

“What are you here for?”

You pull at the hem of your shirt. “I told Sally it was for you to check my back.” A feeling of sickness washes over you. Jack smirks, making you feel more ill. He already makes you nervous, this is not helping.

“I'm guessing that isn't the truth?” As he asks, you shake your head. “Oh!” He circles you like some animal hunting prey, “you lied? I thought angels didn't do that?”

“Jack…” you look at him closely, making him stop. “Slenderman seems to know something about me… why I fell. He won't share his insight. Do you know anything?”

Jack freezes. His sharp claws dig into his palms, he loudly inhales and the mood in the room suddenly shifts.

“You really shouldn't be down here.” Jack growls out. “He won't be able to get you out.”

You tense, “I just want to know-”

“You should leave. Now.”

You pout at him. You are getting nowhere. You nod at him and turn around. Maybe it is for the best you leave…

You walk towards his door and as your hand reaches for the knob, you are snatched back. You let out a loud yelp and hunch over, your back is now almost killing you.

“You really don't remember anything? Nothing at all?” 

Jack is frustrated. Tears prick your eyes once more, this time from pain rather than sadness. “Nothing. I barely remember falling. I have no clue why.”

Jack seems to be holding himself back. “Slenderman knew you.” He growls the words out. You open your mouth to speak but Jack continues. “I don't know what you two had going on, not entirely, but I do know we are the reason you fell. We had to be.”

Your eyes widen. “We? Who else?”

“Me.”

“No.” You shake your head. “You are a-” you pause, Jack waits for you to continue, “I would know better…”

“Obviously temptation was too much.”

You feel nauseous. Your brain is trying to rack around everything. You stand there, staring at Jack. He is letting you take everything in.

He is angry. You cannot begin to know why. But you think it is because of you.

“Jack-” pain shoots up your back and you let out a short scream, falling forward onto your knees. Your palms got the hard concrete flooring and your teeth grit. Your head is pounding and your back is burning. And your heart aches.

“When was the last time you took the medicine?” Jack is standing above you.

You shrug. “I- this morning.” You force the words out.

You can barely hold yourself up anymore. You fall forward and your head bounces against the concrete before Jack can grab you. You do not make another sound. Everything is black once more.

Sneaking around is easy. You have found ways to get around the rules; first bending and then breaking. Snapping them, disregarding them and getting what you want.

You creep through the woods. You cannot sense any immediate danger. You have to return ‘home’ soon, but you want nothing more than to see the man making you become a monster. The thought of him sends chills up your spine.

With your wings tucked in behind you, you wander towards your meeting spot. You let out a short whistle once you reach the spot and hear static. You have been told it does not affect you the way it does others. It intrigues you. Something touches your wing and pulls it out, stretching it as far as it can go. You groan and turn.

A tendril has wrapped around the beautiful white feathers, tugging and pulling. You swat it and as it retreats you watch a tall, faceless figure step from behind the trees. You smile.

“You know,” his voice echoes in your head, “you should be scared.”

“Why?” Your head tilts. You blink up at him.

“You're risking everything by coming out here.” He reminds you. “You could lose it all.”

“Maybe…” you swallow hard, thinking, “maybe it’d be worth it.”

“Oh?” Slenderman steps closer. Almost within arms reach. “How worth it?”

You tap your chin. “I don't know.”

“I must say…” Slenderman gently tilts your chin up as your hand falls, forcing you to look at him. “I've been wanting to get a hold of you a while now. You are here, with me, but never completely. You are still loyal to your duties. To your home.” He cups your face, his grip slowly tightening. “If you fall, you will be all mine.”

Your stomach twists.

“And even now, you could harm me. But you are not. I think we are on the same page.”

A crunch comes from behind a tree. And you can almost smell the danger. A demon. Your hair stands on end and you swallow hard. Slenderman seems caught off guard too. He lets out a low groan and turns around.

“Jack.” His voice is stern.

A low, gruff noise comes from the demon. He steps from where Slenderman walked from and looks directly at you, ignoring Slenderman. Your eyes widen and you feel your heart racing in your chest. 

“This is what you've been doing?” Jack snarls. “Coming out here and meeting her?” He laughs. Loud and hard.

Slenderman steps in front of you, blocking you from Jack. “Leave.”

“Not if you want me to tell the whole mansion what you have out here.” He crosses his arms.

You do not like that idea. Slenderman does not even seem to like the people living there, there is no chance you do.

“He can stay.” The words fall out fast and slightly worried.

“I do not wish to share you, dear.” Slenderman is annoyed.

Jack laughs, “you don't have a choice.”

Your jaw clenches. Jack stalks towards the both of you and you freeze. You have been warned and told horror stories about demons. This one is no different than the ones in those stories, you are sure of it. Slenderman does not budge. Jack huffs once he reaches the both of you and Slenderman is not moving.

“I'm not going to bite.” He insists. “Not right now.” You can tell he's smirking under his mask.

He is tall. Not as tall as Slenderman, but still taller than humans. You want to wrap your wings around you and hug yourself.

Slenderman begrudgingly steps aside and gives Jack full access to you. You want to run. But you stay still, right where you are.

Jack inhales, taking you in. “Hm,” he huffs out. “What have you two been doing?” Jack asks.

“Nothing,” you and Slenderman answer at the same time. You sound like you are defending yourself and Slenderman sounds annoyed.

“Nothing?” Jack repeats. He turns towards Slenderman, "that's not surprising. Angels aren't known to be ‘sinful’.” He laughs.

They both look like they want to break you. You feel… something hot inside of you. “I have to go home.”

You disappear from the forest.

You wake with a pit in your stomach. Your eyes snap open and the dim light of Slenderman’s room greets you. Your eyes hit the windows on the large doors, and you notice it is dark outside. How long have I been out?

You are laid out on your stomach. Your back does not hurt as badly now, but you are shaking, from pain and how cold the room is. You push yourself up and sit on the edge of the bed. You cannot force yourself to stand. You huff and look around. You realize Slenderman leaves Jack alone, leaving you wondering how you even ended up in this room.

The door across the room opens and Slenderman walks in. You pull your arms around you and find yourself glaring up at him. You watch him closely.

“You are upset.” He states it. “Is this about your earlier questions?”

“How did I end up here?” You want to scream and yell and hit, but even if your back was better, you are not sure you could bring yourself to do those things. It goes against who you were meant to be.

Slenderman lets out a low hum, “Jack carried you up the stairs. Said you wanted him to check your back and that you passed out as he did so.”

Your jaw clenches. He lied for me? You are momentarily frozen. Why…? You want to puke. Every single one of your circumstances makes you sick. You refuse to let them take hold of you. Your eyes narrow on Slenderman and you inhale sharply. “I remembered-” You do not get a chance to get another word out. Static takes over, causing your eyes to screw shut and your body to fall limp. When you reopen your eyes, Slenderman is standing only a few feet from you.

“What?” He seems curious more than anything.

“We were in the woods- You and me, and Jack showed up…” Slenderman nods, “Ah,” his fingers steeple. “That night…” He starts, but does not get far. Not immediately. You blink at him. Your jaw relaxes and your brows furrow. You wait for something, anything.

“What about that night?” You finally ask.

“It was not long after that you fell.” Your chest tightens at his words. For better or for worse, you have decided for worse, Slenderman is keeping things from you.

“Look,” your voice is strained, “Slenderman…” You pinch the bridge of your nose and your eyes shut. You open your eyes and look back at him, “please just- just tell me what you know.” You swallow hard. “I’m here. I do not see myself getting home, not anytime soon. I have barely any memories, except of you and Jack…” You trail off and Slenderman watches you. Closely. “Please…” You feel awful begging like this.

Slenderman bends down, eye level with you. His head tilts ever so slightly. You do not budge.

“What were we?” You whisper.

He seems agitated. A low grumble comes from his chest. “Nothing.” He stands straight and walks towards the doors leading to the patio. “You would not let us be anything.”

“Oh…” you try to take everything in. “Then why was I seeing you?”

Slenderman sharply turns back towards you. He is hurt. For a moment, you feel it. You suck in air and sit up straight, causing pain to shoot through your back. Slenderman appears in front of you again. “What was that? That reaction…”

Your stomach growls. You double over and clench your stomach. “I don't know…” you look up at him. “I do know I have had around three pieces of chocolate to eat and nothing else though.” Slenderman is now inches from you. Seemingly taking everything in.

Finally, he sighs. “I think someone brought back groceries earlier, after Jack checked on your back.”

Chills run up your spine.

“I'll walk you to the kitchen. It is probably busy anyway.”

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Proxies x werewolf reader???????? 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

This is still in the works! I'm Almost done with the first part of the idea/fic, but ive been a little stuck with where I ended it before I went on hiatus. I plan on getting back to it soon so I can actually get it posted! I'm super duper excited for this fic!!

I actually had two ideas for this werewolf!reader fic so there may eventually be two werewolf!reader fics on my blog lmao

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helloo, i hope this isn’t a rude question but are u ever gonna continue angelic? im really interested in it but there’s only one chapter which is 💔💔 love the way you write !! hope ur doing ok

Hi, hi! Not rude at all! I just wanted to say I'm slowly getting back into writing and Angelic's Ch. 2 is almost complete! I should have it out tomorrow (Friday) afternoon/night!

Thank you, I'm glad to know people like how I write, I'm pretty self conscious about it honestly. I think that's one of the reasons I go 'on hiatus' so often 😭 anyway! I'm doing alright! Very busy but okay none the less. Work has been a lot, but very fulfilling. I will be going out of state for work next week, so I was debating on when to come back. But I don't want to wait any longer. I love you all and I'm super excited for Angelic and the other stuff I have planned ♥️

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oh, i’d absolutely love to get you started on Baelor, haha…he’s DADDY AF. dilfs just hit so different and i don’t know why but i LOVE IT (gnawing on the drywall just thinking about it fr AHHH) and i know 😩 Daeron is just giving pathetic and broken and ‘i can fix him’…ugh, im like a moth to a flame about it which is not good realistically…but oh well. and YES! Raymun is like top three for me, he’s so goddamn dorky and pookie i love it! im also down bad for Ser Lyonel in a feral way…but i’m SO SAD the season is almost over (especially after what just happened in that last ep 😭😭 i can’t believe they did that to us), i simply just can’t wait another whole year for season two! I NEED MORE!

(i believe i know who you’re talking about, and if im right, i agree. bad vibes)

and i agree! i adore cats with all my heart! Nero was my first ever animal of any sort, and i was lowkey scared of him a little when he first came home bc of my moms attitude towards animals. i didn’t grow up thinking they were bad (necessarily), but my mom just like…hates animals? hate may be a strong word for it, but she wants absolutely nothing to do with any animal (especially ‘anything resembling a rodent’, which in her mind includes cats? for some reason?) so i grew up with a sort of avoidant behavior towards animals, which sucked. but the cats you saw? I can’t even imagine witnessing that at such a young age…that’s incredibly brutal for a five year old to see, i’m so sorry for you and your twins little selves!

cats are just such sweet babies, though! and i can literally talk about them all day (which you’ve probably gathered by now, lol). i have hope that Nero will accept his new siblings in time, im literally trying to manifest him having a relationship with Sage and Rogue that’s like Stinky and Junies…they’re lowkey giving me more hope haha

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(also im so glad people my age are on Tumblr still 😭 makes me feel less alone when everyone else seems to be 15-20)

I actually just wrote a fic for Maekar, which had Baelor as a side character and as I'm writing him I'm like "hmm maybe I should just make this about him" but alas. I didn't. I need to write something for him now ugh he's just so fine 😩 like I don't call characters 'daddy' hardly ever but FUCK I NEED HIM. Daeron is my babygirl who I love, just a pathetic little prince that I need more of. RAYMUN THOUGH?? UGH I love his big ol brown eyes, he has me gnawing at drywall honestly. The fourth episode I adored him, but the fifth ??? I need that man. Lyonel also!! He is so freaky and I don't know if I could match it but I will try ☺️

I'm glad you learned cats are amazing!! I grew up with dogs (even though I am now terrified of dogs 💀) and my dad (because of his mother) hated cats. Guess who Stinky loves the most... When we rescued stinky he was literally actively dying. He defied all odds through Love and Perseverance. He wasn't even supposed to be away from his mother 😭 my twin and I stayed up lots of nights to take care of this tiny, little, stinky, ugly thing and now he is a Big Beautiful Boy who is sweet and loving.

I could talk about cats for all of eternity I believe. They are just little babies! I could also talk about akotsk forever... Ugh everyone is so dreamy 😩😩

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omg twinnnn! i LOVE LOVE LOVE an older man RAHH (i say even though ive only dated younger men, lol)… i would do literally anything Baelor told me to, god DAMN. and beefcakes lowkey scare me 😭 i appreciate them aesthetically and in theory, but i prefer my men more lean and toned in real life (think: gustaf skarsgård! or mgk…possibly a hot take but that’s my man who isn’t my man 😩) so unfortunately, the alcoholic, lanky mess that is Daeron Targaryen is exactly my type. sigh. also did you see the new ep??? i JUST watched and im devastated!

and my memory is incredibly bad (LOVE inching closer to thirty…ugh), so i also don’t remember if you’ve mentioned that before either lol, but the nose biting thing is SO PRECIOUS and sweet 🥹 i would actually die if any of my cats did that to me. in my experience, the girls are always a little more feral than the boys, but i know baby Junie will eventually follow in Big Brothers footsteps bc my baby Sage is slowly learning from her Big Brother Rogue that cuddling is very much encouraged! she actually rubbed her face on mine for the first time today and i almost cried 😭 Junie WILL keep that paw on you in time, i know it!

He’ll get there eventually…? maybe? i hope so? he’s just really, REALLY stubborn about being an only child. but i think we’re finally getting to the stage of him reluctantly accepting they they’re staying permanently, so…baby steps 😭

and that picture!!! my heart!!! AHH!! those little toe beans!!! they’re so adorable cuddled up together!!!

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DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON BAELOR. I'm starting to really love Maekar as well... I LOVE DILFS. I cannot help it. Daeron... my beloved... i love him so badly. i would say no one understands how much, but you seem to get it. I adore Raymun as well! I DID SEE THE NEW EP. I STAYED UP TO WATCH IT SUNDAY AND I DIED.

I just love everyone so much (except... for one person... i don't love him as much honestly.)

I just love cats so much???? I never had one until 2021??? I think? When we got Stinky. I am inching closer to 30 myself, so i went most of my life believing cats were bad (my grandma on my dad's side can be to blame for that.) My grandma lived on the lake and, i will not go into the condition of the cats because it is genuinely so sad, when i was little and would fish they would steal my fucking fish off the hook and all fight each other to eat it... That was so traumatizing honestly. Me and my twin, 5 years old, standing there watching cats obliterate each other and a fish while my dad was hollering in the background about the fish on his rod.

ANYWAY!! Cats are so sweet and just wittle babies... i love them!! And your cats sound so lovely! I just (clenches fist) love hearing about cats. When Stinky realized junie was staying he was so disappointed, i think. but now they love and groom each other constantly.

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no fr…everyone is so yummy delicious it’s actually INSANE! literally got me gnawing at the bit. and they’ve got em all too…dilfs, tall men, beefy men, lanky men, ‘i can fix him’ type men, assholes, cutie pookie pies, insane guys…and all the women are gorgeous baddies too. it’s truly a stacked cast and i’m literally so grateful 🙌🏼

and ugh, that’s my dream for my babies! i know Nero would be so happy to be loved on by his new brother and sister, but he needs to learn to stop being a stoic lone wolf first 😭 and ope, okay maybe not a loverboy lmao…maybe more of a ‘tough guy who secretly, deep down wants affection but wouldn’t never admit it’ type?

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RIGHT??? everyone on the show is so fine and I'm white-knuckled as I watch it, vibrating in my seat. I just... The dilfs get me every time. I'm something of an old man lover... Or someone so beefy they could easily put me down and I'd gladly let them. If he isn't an old man or super big and beefy, he must be a pathetic little thing to catch my attention 🤣

Stinky is just a boy 😢 at least that is what he thinks. I know what he really is... (Loverboy) Once again, my memory fails me so I'm unsure if I've shared this but he bites my dad's nose lovingly all the time. He started biting mine a bit ago. The other night he leaped into my arms and my dad said "bite her nose" and Stinky Bit My Nose!!! So sweetly and lovingly 😭😭 he is sweet to me most of the time. His sister however, is so different... She almost acts feral??? Idk she's fucking crazy and I love her and she's learning from Stinky and starting to be a sweet thing and sometimes lays beside me (never on me... Not yet...) sometimes her paw touches me and I move and she sprints 😞

I hope Nero is able to drop his lone wolf act and comes to love his little siblings!! I know it took stinky a bit, but he and Junie are inseparable now and it's so cute!!! Here is a picture of stinky and junie being little babies!! Stinky is the Big One obviously. The wittle baby on stinkys stomach is junie

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i am SO excited to see what you end up writing, and i know ill eat it up! i hadn’t even had the thought of looking akotsk up on tumblr (no idea why, ser dunk can absolutely get it 😩) but now i’m so giddy about it

and Nero is lovely! a bit grumpy at the moment (we got two other cats…Rogue, a three legged tabby boy and Sage, a perfect princess orange. both complete sweethearts) and hes NOT happy that he’s no longer an only child lol. he’ll get over it one day tho and realize they desperately want to be his friends. but i’m so happy (and jealous lmao) that Stinky cuddles up with you like that…he’s big and bossy but obviously a closeted loverboy!

also, do you have any emoji anons? bc if not (and if you’re down ofc) i’d love to be one! i was thinking 🐈‍⬛?

I had been looking up akotsk stuff for about four days and then decided I NEED to write stuff as well!! I had been fighting myself with it honestly, But FUCK everyone is so hot. I'm biting my knuckles every time I see a character RAAAGHHHH

Stinky hated when we got his sister, he was raised by doggies so when he saw her he was just like "what the fuck is that???" And now that is his baby sister and they hold each other sweetly all the time!! Stinky was just laying by my head and got mad because I wouldn't let him step on my laptop to get under my covers so he bit me and ran away... So much for loverboy 😭😭

I don't have many emoji anons!! Of course you can be one! I'll make that yours now ♥️

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A FELLOW SER DUNK FAN?! HOLY FUCK LETS GOOOO!!! This is quite literally the best news! your writing + akotsk? i’m sat!

- the anon who told you about her silly little cat Nero like 8 months ago lol

OH MY GOD!!! HELLO AGAIN!!

I love ser dunk.... I was hoping at least one of my followers would appreciate that decision!! I'm so glad you seem to!

I hope Nero is doing well !! Stinky is big and bossy as always. I can't remember if I told you, but stinky sleeps under my covers pretty consistently now or he sleeps by my head in a leetle ball 😩😩

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Y'all...

Idk how you all feel about the A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms but... I have a new obsession holy fuck. Everyone in that show is so hot I'm crying.

I want to write fanfic so badly but there is one single issue... I know nothing about the asoiaf universe... I never got into that series or GoT tbh. I'm regretting it immensely now.

This is just a warning, I may make a side blog or start posting akotsk posts !!

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That didn't take long, I made a side blog...

It is empty for now... BUT I will be posting on there Soon™️ (perhaps)

the blog is @tansyandtulips for anyone curious!!

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Y'all...

Idk how you all feel about the A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms but... I have a new obsession holy fuck. Everyone in that show is so hot I'm crying.

I want to write fanfic so badly but there is one single issue... I know nothing about the asoiaf universe... I never got into that series or GoT tbh. I'm regretting it immensely now.

This is just a warning, I may make a side blog or start posting akotsk posts !!

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once again... it has been a while...

i have ch, 11 of B&B posted on my ao3, will be posting it here soon enough.

i also adore dispatch and maaaay be writing a multi chaptered fic for that as well. will probably post that on this tumblr account. how do yall feel about dispatch??

anyway, life has been beating my ass concave and i have been unable to post really anything. i honestly feel horrible about it tbh. BUT things are starting to look up, sort of?? i think?

i hope yall have been well!! i will try to post ch 11 of b&b soon, if you cannot wait, feel free to go to my ao3! which is here! i think i don't have that linked anywhere yet for some reason...

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Proxies x werewolf reader?????? 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

i promise, there is a werewolf reader in the works!! Ch. 1 is almost done! I just need to finish it up and make sure there are as little mistakes as possible lmao

ALSO!! Ch. 2 of Angelic should be out soon as well 💓 for anyone curious about that!

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MOM HOLY FUCK

My sister's coworker wants to dress up as masky, my sister as hoodie and I dress up as Toby??? HELLO??? I'VE NEVER DONE MATCHING HALLOWEEN COSTUMES IM CRYING I DONT HAVE ANYTHING PREPARED 😭

If we dress up and the others are okay with it ... I may post pictures....

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UPDATE:

I ordered some things that will be able to arrive before Halloween and there are just a few items I need to buy from the store probably? Idk I'm so excited AAAAHHHH

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MOM HOLY FUCK

My sister's coworker wants to dress up as masky, my sister as hoodie and I dress up as Toby??? HELLO??? I'VE NEVER DONE MATCHING HALLOWEEN COSTUMES IM CRYING I DONT HAVE ANYTHING PREPARED 😭

If we dress up and the others are okay with it ... I may post pictures....

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Another old person in the fandom! Yay! 🖤

Everyone here is so young and I am a peepaw 😭😂 I welcome the older people in this fandom with open arms!!!

I didn't have the luxury of really being on Tumblr during my first crp phase (thank fuck) so when my love for them came back I just knew I had to do something about it this time !!

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Hell yes! I just got into the fandom, so I'm really excited to learn from those that were here from the beginning.

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Since I did have a little break, I did forget a lot and also missed some creepypasta and I'm just learning some characters myself !! But I'm having fun!

If you ever want to talk about creepypasta my inbox and DMs are always open! I love talking especially about things I like!

I also always want to talk about my fics so if anyone ever wants to talk about those... I'm Ready ☺️

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Another old person in the fandom! Yay! 🖤

Everyone here is so young and I am a peepaw 😭😂 I welcome the older people in this fandom with open arms!!!

I didn't have the luxury of really being on Tumblr during my first crp phase (thank fuck) so when my love for them came back I just knew I had to do something about it this time !!