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Sometimes when I'm with my boyfriend or think about him I can't believe anyone would treat me so gently and I get really emotional

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I would go into more detail but I don't think she deserves that yet 🤔 hmmmm

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Sometimes I think about forcing my boyfriend out of being a pillow princess and making him do all the work until he's crying and begging for me to touch him but. That's not possible right now 🥹😢

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Lowkey needto give my boyfriend a thighjob 🤤🤤🤤

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If I don't have something inside of me in like the next 2 minutes I think im.gonna lose it

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I think I'm in heat or something I'm so horny I'm going crazzyyy

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Everytime I go on here just to hornypost about my boyfriend and then I check his poetry blog and he wrote the most beautiful thing about me i feel ashamed /lhj

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Sometimesi imagine my boyfriend makign me hold in my puke and him pressing on my stomach.... And makingme gag on his fingers...... And making me vomit from choking on his dick....

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Me adj my girlfriend medical kink puppy play Ok?

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When my boyfriend acts clingy with me and is the first one to message me soi lowk just nut everywhere

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You will always make me believe I am somehow worth something. It hurts me to think about how long I've gone not noticing how much I could mean but it means everything to me because I can see it now. Sometimes when I'm with you I feel like the only girl to ever live.

I can't possibly put into words the things you make me feel. No matter how hard I try it will constantly leave me dumbfounded. I wonder if you understand what I mean sometimes, if you can't spit out the words the way I can't.

Even if I can't vocalize it, somehow I feel connected to you. Connection is the only thing I've ever wanted, and I'll gladly give into you if it means I get to experience it for real this time.

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My boyfriend going to sleep as soon as I wake up😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😂😂😂 FUCK THIS IS SO SICK ASND TWISTED

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Help me for like the past week I've been stuck only thinking about my girlfriend kissing myface

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My mother doesn't love me and I look for approval from older people yes I want you to baby me

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I hate looking back at old messages I have with him and being reminded I enjoyed what we had. It makes me sick to my stomach that I had the power to run away but I just didn't because I didn't have any self respect. I hate how I initiated everything even though I knew it was wrong. I feel disgusting. I'm glad I'm loved correctly now by the right person and I got away from that situation but it feels like the girl that he left me as is dead and is constantly hanging over my shoulder. Everytime I'm reminded of him all I can see in the mirror is her and it makes me feel even worse about myself. I know I'll never get closure but I wish I could just make that version of myself go away.

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I'mso wet hngghghnh

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I think I realized the reason why I like it when people tell me "I'm right here" or "I'm not leaving" or anything similar is because like. Every single time I'm with someone without exaggeration all I can picture is the way they're going to leave me. I'm so happy I'm finally with someone who understands this and always tells me things of th sorts