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converting to a vent page

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how am i supposed to teust you

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you promised me you fucking promised what the hell

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what do i even say or ask. i feel like i dont deserve any of this. i thought it was just karma

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i miss your comfort so bad you were the only one who really knew how to make me feel better

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i feel so small and light after i cry

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had my first dream where you weren't mine recently. i think my subconscious is finally starting to realize that you're with O now. im not sure if ill ever fully be over you, your loving was way too special for that to happen, but hopefully this means itll stop feeling so painful.

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is how i feel about this as bad as how you felt after i did what i did?

is this karma?

you probably felt worse

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it was a good dream though. you were beautiful. we were happy.

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had a dream where i posted about cars the movie on herevvv????? whajt the fuck???

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i wish i cokld talk to you an di dresd the idea of even interacting witj you

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kmmsorry i miss younjn ilmndorry gor how ibwas all yhr time

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i miss having someine whonknew how tot take csre of me

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a whole summer to get over you and im still brought to tears thinking of you

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what i wouldn't give to hear you tell me everything will be alright

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why do you have to be the one i dream about?

why cant it be him?

how am i supposed to give him all the love in my heart if, no matter how hard i try, you stay latched on?

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Didn't we?

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i fight myself every day trying to push the thoughts of you out of my head