is this what love feels like? part two
Rating: M
Pairing: Din Djarin x Force Sensitive!Fem!Reader (no use of y/n)
Warnings: smut. plain and simple. mentions of recovery from a mental force assault, but that's minor. mostly, just fluff and smut. reader is a bit of a brat at times, and there's moments of goofyness and giggling, as there should be. unprotected sex (wrap it up irl folks), oral (fem receiving) but overall generally pretty vanilla. there's lots of feels and emotions, so prepare thyself.
Word Count: 4.7 k
A/N: Here is the part two to my Secret Santa fic for @meshlamando, aka @ironmandeficiency! Smut was requested, and so smut ye shall receive! This is a part two, so you should probably make sure to read the part one here, otherwise this likely wonât make a lot of sense. I hope yâall like this!!
Also, I am so so sorry this took so long!!! Life kicked my fucking ass there for a while. But, better late than never?
âWell done, Grogu! That was amazing, you did so well!âÂ
Din looked up from the disassembled blaster laying on the table in front of him at your joyous shout. Ever since the Force attack against your mental shielding that nearly killed you, youâd been training Grogu in his own shielding techniques. His other training had been set aside for now as you worked to get the child to point to where he could ward off the beginnings of an attack, hopefully long enough for him to reach out to you for assistance.
Youâd been testing his shields all morning, and based on your exuberance, Din figured this must be the first time Grogu had succeeded in keeping you out of his mind.Â
He watched, amusement hidden by his helmet as Grogu toddled over, arms held out for Din to pick him up, which he readily did. Settling the fifty-year old toddler on his lap, he chuckled lowly as Grogu attempted to explain to him what a feat heâd just accomplished, tiny, pudgy arms waving about wildly as he babbled.
Grogu finished his explanation and suddenly yawned, blinking his huge eyes sleepily as he suddenly seemed unsteady on his feet. Din had been worried the first few times this had happened, but youâd explained that mental shielding was a lot more taxing than the other training youâd been doing with him, and that it was normal for Grogu to take a short nap after a rigorous session.
You leaned in the doorway, covering your own yawn behind the palm of your hand. âHe did well, but I bet heâs probably exhausted, the poor guy. Let meââ you yawned again, tears prickling in your eyes from the force of it. âLet me go lay him down, and then we can work on your form some more.â
Din shook his head, standing up from the table and cradling the rapidly-tiring baby in the crook of his arm. âYouâre exhausted too, verdâika,â he murmured, his free hand coming up to brush gently across your cheek. âYou could use a nap as well.â
You opened your mouth to protest, but you were cut off by yet another yawn. The impassive beskar helmet and black visor stared you down, and you found yourself giving in. âFine, but only for a few hours.â Straightening up, you go to step away from the wall, but a wave of dizziness hits you, and you stumble.
Din is there, easily catching you against his chest as his unoccupied arm comes up around your waist, supporting you, keeping you upright. You rest your forehead against his pauldron, the cool beskar grounding you as you wait for the dizziness to pass.Â
âGuess Iâm a little more out of it than I thought,â you whisper, and even though youâre half-unconscious, not even supporting your own weight, you feel tingles run down your spine at the way Dinâs hand presses against your back.Â
âHere,â Din whispers back, nudging Grogu into your arms, and before you can form the words to ask him what heâs doing, his other arm is tucking underneath your knees and sweeping you up off the floor and against his chest as he easily supports your weight.Â
He carries the both of you to your bedroom, keeping his steps slow and fluid so he doesnât jostle you. He sets you down amongst the sheets, and is about to take Grogu from your arms when the little one whines, and buries his face into your bosom. Your eyes flutter openâwhen had they closed?âand you smile softly up at Din.Â
âLet him stay.â
âAlright.â
Din sighs fondly, his fingers once again brushing over your cheek. He pulls the blanket up and over the two of you, and makes his way out of the room, letting you both get some much needed rest.
~~~
You napped longer than youâd originally planned, a sign that you werenât getting nearly as much sleep as you should, although it didnât surprise you. Ever since that night, your dreams had been plagued with thoughts of your Mandalorian- Partner? Housemate? Padawan? Maker you had no idea what the two of you were, although from some of the dreams youâd been having as of late, you knew what your body wanted.Â
Heâd said I love youâin Mandoâa, trueâbut heâd still said it nonetheless. And youâd said it back. Itâd been true, every word, but since then... it was like the two of you were stuck in limbo, unable to move forward, but unwilling to go back to the way things were before.
Later that night, after another brief round of training with Grogu, youâd finally gotten some time to work with Din on his forms. Heâd grown exponentially since heâd come to stay with you, and you couldnât have been more proud.Â
Fighting with the Darksaber seemed to come naturally to him, and the more he practiced, the more fluid his movements became. It got to a point that eventually you had to start actually trying in your duels, instead of leading him through the steps.Â
Heâd tried to convince you that the two of you could skip training for the night, but you insisted you were fine. Youâd gotten some much needed sleep, and now you were wide awake, and ready to work off some steam.
~~~
How did the two of you end up like this?
One minute you were fighting, blades clashing as you dueled, and the next, Din had managed to disarm you, forearm pressed against your sternum as he pressed you against the wall. He held the Darksaber loosely in his grasp at his side, far enough away that he couldnât accidentally hurt you, but close enough that you could still feel the crackle of energy the blade gave off.Â
Panting softly, you looked up into the dark T of his visor, fruitlessly searching the blank beskar for some flicker of emotion, some sign of what was running through his brain at this very moment.Â
Suddenly, there was a quiet hum as the Darksaberâs blade retracted, followed by a dull thud as Din dropped the weapon to the ground. You opened your mouth to scold him, but his hand came up to cup your cheek, his leather-clad thumb pressing heavily onto your lower lip, keeping your lips slightly parted.
âWill you close your eyes for me, verdâika?â His question was soft, but you could hear the underlying tension in his voice. âWanna kiss you again.â
You sucked in a breath before nodding, your eyes fluttering shut as your heart began to beat rapidly beneath your ribcage. The anticipation was so thick it could be cut through with a vibroblade, and the quiet hiss of the mechanisms in Dinâs helmet were so loud in the stillness of the night, it made you jump.Â
âEasy,â he whispered, and you felt your knees almost buckle at his rich baritone, so much clearer without the rasp of the vocoder. âItâs just me.â
You had a half-formed, sarcastic retort ready on your tongue when Din pressed his lips against yours.Â
Your memories didnât do him justice, your mind could never hope to recreate the way it felt when his lips slowly slid across yours. He cradled your face in his hands as he kissed you deep and slow, as though he were memorizing the way you tasted, the way you sounded, the way you trembled beneath his palms.Â
His tongue peeked out to run over the seam of your lips, begging for permission that you gladly gave. He groaned as you opened up beneath him, letting him control the speed and intensity. He was overwhelming in the best of ways, and you wondered why the fuck the two of you had waited so long to do this again.
When he pulled away, your first instinct was to chase after his lips, not ready for him to stop. But then his fingers were pressing against your mouth, the leather warm against your swollen lips.Â
âBite.âÂ
Eyebrows rising up, but your eyes staying firmly shut, you slowly bit down on the leather, holding fast as Din slowly withdrew his hand. He repeated the process with his other glove, letting both of them fall to the floor alongside the Darksaber.Â
As his lips descended on yours, his warm hands slowly crept under the fabric of your tunic, the rough pads of his fingers brushing over your bare skin with reverence. You arch into his touch, your fingers winding themselves into his hair as he kisses you desperately.
Dinâs still in his training clothes, and you canât resist the temptation to take advantage of the lack of armor, smoothing your palms over his chest, his broad shoulders, clinging to him as desperately as heâs clinging to you. You thank your lucky stars that Groguâs already in bed, because you donât think you could stop, even if the Empire themselves landed on your doorstep.
âTrust me?â Din whispers against your lips, pulling back just enough to speak, but not enough to stop kissing you between every syllable.
âAlways.â
In one swift move, Din wraps his hands around your thighs, picking you up with ease and guiding your legs around his waist. He supports your weight easily, his bare palms practically branding your skin with how warm they are. You take the opportunity to wrap your arms around his neck, fingers toying with the soft hair at his nape as you use your new position to kiss him even more enthusiastically.
With slow, steady steps, he begins the walk towards your bedroom, easily navigating your home even as he refuses to break the kiss. You canât help the mischievous curl of your lips as you tug at his hair, making him let out a groan, one hand flying out to brace on the wall as he stumbles in surprise.
âMinx,â he growls playfully, the hand still cupping your ass squeezing briefly in retaliation. You giggle in response, taking his lower lip between your teeth and tugging gently.
Eventually, the two of you make it to the bedroom, though not without occasionally bumping into things as you continue to tease your Mandalorian.
Heâs gentle as he sets you on the bed, hands trailing over your body as he slowly lets you go. âKeep those eyes closed, meshâla,â he murmurs, pulling back reluctantly.
You nod, resolute. You wonât break his trust.
Soft quiet footsteps cross the room, and you hear a rustling noise before the footsteps draw closer once more.
âCan I put this on?â
Din places a soft strip of fabric in your outstretched hands, and you realize quickly his intentions.
âOf course,â you offer without hesitation. As much as you want to believe you can keep your eyes shut, the blindfold removes any possibility of accidents.
He takes it back and gently ties the fabric around your head, careful not to catch your hair in the knot. Itâs soft over your eyes, and when he pulls back, you cautiously take a peek.
âCan you see?â
You shake your head, vision completely obscured. âI canât see anything.â
âGood.â
His lips are back on yours seconds after he speaks, and you eagerly reciprocate, hands coming up to cradle his face as he manhandles you further back onto the bed.
You lean back against the pillows, legs spreading as you cradle Din between your thighs as he crawls up the bed after you. Heâs a firm, delicious weight against you, fitting perfectly against your body like he belongs there.
âI canât stop thinking about you,â you whisper against his mouth, the secret youâve been keeping sounding so sweet at this late hour. âYouâre driving me mad.â
âMeshâla,â he breathes, the mandoâa reverent and worshipful. He presses kisses across your cheek and down your throat, and you can feel the dip in the mattress as he settles his palms on either side of you to prop himself up.
You rock your hips against his, feeling the evidence of how much you turn him on clear through the soft training pants Din still wears. He whispers muffled curses against your skin, and you can feel the way he trembles above you.
âAre you sure?â He asks, and while a part of you melts at the fact that heâs so considerate of what you want, youâve been dreaming about this for weeks now, and you are done waiting.
You wrap one leg around the back of his thigh, pulling him tighter against you. The moan you let out at the friction is loud in the quiet night.
âIf you donât fuck me, Din Djarin, I swear to the Maker-â
He cuts you off with another kiss, this time coaxing your mouth open and swallowing whatever youâd been about to threaten him with. You give in easily, everything heightened due to your vision being completely cut off. Youâre forced to compensate using the Force, and your other senses are dialed up to eleven.
âNeedy girl,â he whispers against your lips, his hands already busily working on divesting you of your training pants.
You wriggle, doing your best to help him but also reluctant to stop kissing him and running your fingers through his hair.
After some fumbling, he manages to bare your lower half completely, and you whine as he pulls away from your lips. But then, he lets out a muffled curse,and you feel his fingers gently spreading your folds, and you understand.
âLike what you see?â You murmur, voice mostly steady, trying to cover up any lingering embarrassment. While it was a common misconception that the Jedi were celibate, you certainly hadnât had any partners after the Empire took over, so itâd been an embarrassingly long time since youâd taken anyone to bed.
Instead of answering, you feel the weight shift on the bed, and suddenly Dinâs mouth is on you.
Immediately, youâre clutching the sheets with a white-knuckled grip, eyes flying open underneath the blindfold, but your visionâs still obscured. Din wastes no time, hooking your bare thighs over his shoulders, arms wrapping around your waist so he can hold you down as he feasts.
The burn of his stubble against your skin is delicious, sending sparks shooting up your spine. His tongue is warm and wet and fucking talented, and you wanna worship whoever taught him how to eat pussy like itâs his last goddamn meal.
One of your hands abandons the sheets to instead grip at the dark curls that adorn his head, fingers winding through the strands and tugging, needing something to ground you.
He groans, the sound and vibrations against your core making you arch your back as you try desperately to get even closer. His wicked tongue lashes repeatedly against your clit before stroking through your folds, tasting the pure essence of you that gathers there. The sounds of his enthusiasm are, quite frankly, obscene, the only noise that you can hear in the quiet stillness of the bedroom. Itâs slick and wet and messy, and you can feel the faint sense of smug satisfaction floating down your bond as he stops you from writhing too much beneath him.
Youâre embarrassingly close, and your tugs on his hair become more frantic as you try to convey that the only way youâre currently capable of.
But Din doesnât care. He seems to guess, because he doubles down, his grip turning from merely restrictive to downright immobilizing, not letting you move an inch, only able to submit to the pleasure he wrings from your body.
âDin,â you gasp, tears leaking from the corner of your eyes and wetting the blindfold as you teeter on the edge of something unknowable. He hums, the sound lilting up at the end, a mockery of a question, but that small vibration is enough to push you off the edge, and youâre falling into the abyss.
Your legs tremble and shake violently on his shoulders, and explosions burst behind your eyelids as exquisite pleasure courses through you at light-speed. You surely have to be hurting him, from how hard youâre tugging at his hair, but Din makes no signs that heâs in pain. Quite the opposite in fact, as he pulls you even tighter against him, tongue lapping up every drop.
For a moment, you realize he has no intention of stopping, so you physically force yourself to push him away. As much as youâd like to let him spend hours with his mouth on your cunt, you have other priorities right now.
He actually whines as you push him away, and even though youâve never seen his face, you can picture the pout that must be on his lips right now.
Still out of breath, you grab at his shoulders, trying to coax him up from between your thighs. He follows your direction, albeit a bit reluctantly.
It takes some maneuvering, but eventually you get him back on top of you, his hips once more slotted between your still-shaking thighs as you bring his lips back to yours. You can taste yourself on his tongue, and itâs far hotter than it has any right to be.
He sighs into the kiss, relaxing against you, and youâd think the two of you could spend the rest of the night like that, if you didnât still feel that crushing emptiness, and if you couldnât feel how painfully hard he was, pressed against you.
With one hand cupping his cheek, you trail the fingers of your free hand down his chest, towards the waistband of his pants. He quickly gets with the program, helping you push the offending fabric down, and he groans at the instant relief.
Youâve waited long enough for this, you arenât about to waste any more time. You wrap your fingers around his cock, wishing for a brief moment that you could see what he looked like. Alas, youâre left to just use your imagination, and imagine you do.
He feels thick, your fingers barely able to meet as they wrap around his length. You can feel the veins beneath your fingertips, the slight curve of him thatâs sure to absolutely devastate you. You slowly stroke him, trying to tease Din a tiny amount of the way he teased you earlier. Based on the way his breath hitches above you, youâre certainly succeeding.
Dinâs voice whispers your name, absolutely wrecked, and you canât help the way you tighten your grip and twist your wrist just so, delighting in the choked off noise that escapes him.
âTease,â he groans. âBehave.â
You tilt your head back, letting your lips brush over his.
âMake me.â
You still couldnât see, so the feeling of Dinâs cock suddenly running through your folds made you jump in surprise. Din put one hand on your waist, pulling you up slightly so your thighs were resting on his legs as he kneeled on the bed. You felt the world tilt at the sudden angle change, but it gave Din perfect access to toy with you, coating himself in your slick as he brushed the head of his cock against your swollen clit.
âBrat,â he whispers, voice almost mocking as he presses the head of his cock against your fluttering hole, chuckling as you try to buck your hips to just get him to fucking move. But heâs got all the power here, and he wonât give an inch.
You whine, but Din isnât moved. Heâs got you exactly where he wants you, and you can feel the thrill he gets at having this much power over you. In anyone else, it would annoy you, or infuriate you, but with him? It just makes you even more desperate.
When he finally pushes the tip of his cock inside you, you instinctively clench down, you body reacting to finally getting what you want. Din spits a harsh curse out, and you can feel his fingers indenting your skin from where he has a vice grip on your waist.
âRelax, meshâla,â he groans, and you have to physically force your muscles to unclench. He leans forward, the hand not gripping your waist coming to rest on the bed beside your body. Slowly, he begins to push inside you.
Fuck, heâs huge. Youâd felt his girth when youâd wrapped your hand around him earlier, but itâs a wholly different sensation actually sinking into your waiting heat. Youâre absolutely soaked with slick and Dinâs saliva, but even then, itâs still a struggle to take him. The ache makes you cry out, nerves lighting up as youâre stretched in ways you havenât felt in years. It feels divine.
And Din doesnât just push in all in one go. No, he sets up a steady rhythm, a gentle rocking of his hips that teases and satisfies you at the same time, making you feel every single inch of him.
You can feel his breath on your neck as he pants, and you can tell from the tense muscles in his back that itâs just as torturous for him to go as slow as he is, but itâs the only way either of you are gonna last.
âSo fuckinâ tight, meshâla,â he whispers against your ear, voice shaky and desperate. âH-Howâre you so-ung! fuck, howâre you so tight?â
A mix between a moan and a sigh leaves your lips. âItâs⊠ah!, itâs been awhile.â
He doesnât respond, and you think it might be because heâs incapable of speech, because at that moment, his hips press flush against yours, and heâs as deep as he can physically go. The way he fills every inch of your pussy is indescribable, the head of his cock pressing up against that spot deep inside that makes galaxies spark behind your eyes.
You curl one hand around the back of his neck, keeping his face tucked into your neck as you stare sightlessly through the blindfold. Your other hand brushes down over your stomach, feeling for the slight swell that you know is there.
When your fingers brush across the bulge of his cock hilted all the way inside you, he lets out a broken noise, hips stuttering as he tries to hold himself back from losing it then and there.
âI can feel you,â you whisper, tone a bit incredulous as you canât stop touching the evidence of just how big he is, visible through your skin. âFuck, Din.â
His lips curl into a snarl that you feel against your skin.
âSo fuckinâ perfect, verdâika,â he growls, whole body trembling and tense above you. âTake me so well. Howâm I supposed to give this up?â
You chuckle breathlessly. âDonât⊠Donât have to. Stay.â
As though your words were the permission he was waiting for, he sinks his teeth into your neck, and pulls his hips back just a bit, before he thrusts forward, once more sinking back in to the hilt.
Your eyes roll back, though it doesnât really make a difference, and Din starts up an absolutely brutal pace, short sharp thrusts that completely ruin you. Every single thrust feels like it rattles your very bones, like heâs trying desperately to get even deeper, even though it isnât physically possible.
The sound of skin slapping against skin mixes with his harsh breathing as Din fucks you, just like youâd asked him to. Heâs carving out a space for himself inside you, molding you to fit him perfectly, and you know that nothing will ever be able to satisfy you again the way he can.
Youâre barely even able to take a breath, every thrust punching any of the air youâd been able to take in back out of your lungs. Youâre clinging to him, the walls of your pussy trying to somehow suck him in even deeper. Every time you clench down, Din makes a choked noise against your throat, and his hips stutter against you.
He felt so big from this angle, it was impossible to describe. It felt like Din was in your throat he filled you so well, and you felt dizzy and lightheaded as he somehow began to thrust faster. The previous pace, which youâd already thought was incredible, was nothing compared to his new rhythm. You were positive you were going to have bruises tomorrow, and the thought thrilled you.
The heat inside you was quickly rising, and with every thrust, youâre being driven straight towards that precipice once more. Winding your fingers through Dinâs hair, you pull him off your neck and search out his lips, the urge to kiss him again too strong to ignore.
He easily obliges, the kiss wet and filthy as he continues his relentless pace.
You were closer and closer to tipping over that edge, and you could tell from the frantic energy radiating off Din, he was getting close as well. He was practically screaming into the Force just how desperate he was to feel you come on his cock, and you were ready and willing to oblige.
âGonna come for me, meshâla?â He asked, voice breaking mid-sentence, damn near begging you. âLet me feel this pretty pussy fuckinâ squeeze, huh?â
You can barely breathe, let alone speak, so you simply nod frantically, nails digging into the muscles of his back. Your whole body is trembling violently, and youâre not completely sure that you wonât pass out due to lack of air.
Din doesnât wait for it to come to you naturally. No, he plays dirty, the bastard. He lets the hand that had been gripping your waist trail across your stomach, thumb finding your swollen clit, and rubbing quick, tight circles on the sensitive nub.
You let out a scream as everything clenches down hard, and you come violently. Din uses his body weight to hold you down, and you have a fleeting thought of being thankful, because youâre not positive you wouldâve been able to stay grounded in gravity otherwise. Your legs are shaking so violently you almost kick Din, and you can feel as fluid gushes around his cock, practically squirting out of you as your climax overwhelms you.
Heâs whispering filthy praise as you come, his hips stuttering as you clench around him like you can manage to keep him buried inside you for the rest of time. Heâs close too, and you manage to wrap one of your shaking legs around his waist, keeping him flush against you.
âMeshâla,â he whispers, voice tight and desperate. âI-Iâm close, where-?â
It takes all your strength, but you wrap your other leg around his waist, locking your ankles together and not letting him pull back a fucking inch.
âIn me,â you whisper, purposefully clenching down, trying to tip him over the edge. âI want you to come inside, Din, please.â
Your begging is what pushes him over the edge, and he falls into the abyss with you. He lets out an obscene moan, lips pressed to your skin as you feel him come, filling you up, just like youâd asked for. Itâs fucking glorious, and your still sensitive walls keep clenching and squeezing, trying to milk him for all heâs worth.
Heâs throbbing, cock twitching and pulsing inside you as he comes and comes and comes. If heâs anything like you, itâs also been a long fucking time, and the sheer relief is almost as orgasmic as the climax itself.
Itâs easy to coax him down, getting him to lay fully pressed against you, his weight pushing you into the mattress as he shakes through the intensity of his own release. You keep stroking your fingers through his hair, and itâs your turn to whisper praise to him.
Eventually, you feel him soften slightly, though heâs still large enough that he stays buried in your pussy. He half-heartedly tries to move off of you, but a wiggle of your hips and a soft tug on his hair stop that in itâs tracks.
âWanna stay like this fâr a little longer,â you slur, voice thick with exhaustion now that the tension that youâve been carrying for weeks has been washed away. âPlease?â
Instead of a verbal response, Din merely presses a kiss to one of the many bruises decorating the skin of your neck. He settles even further, his arms sliding around you, holding you pressed against him, his body essentially a furnace with how hot he runs.
âKarâtaylir darasuum,â he whispers, his own voice sleepy and punchdrunk. It sends butterflies fluttering, just like it did the last time he said it.
You canât help but whisper back, closing your eyes beneath the blindfold. âLove you too, Din.â
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