Not as bad as it may seem

Adult. Male. Alcoholic. Roy Gribbleston kin.

[roygribblestons]

Therapy has been doing wonders to my mental health. Started working out to improve my physical health as well. I have not had even a drop of alcohol for a good number of weeks now and I am positive it will only get better from here. Everything is so clear when one’s not under influence.

I am currently looking for a job more fulfilling than what I previously had. I wasted so many years of my life already, cannot let that happen any longer. 

The prospect of a new show is quite horrifying to me, however. I’ve been enjoying my peace and quiet, away from the obnoxious underaged fangirls. I guess it just wasn’t meant to last. We will have to see how that goes.

Sincerely, yours truly, the one and only Roy Gribbleston.

[roygribblestons]

I am not “dangerous,” I am not “insane.” I never was. Just admit you wanted me out of the picture so you could pretend that you had anything to do with raising my child. But you did not. 

[roygribblestons]

I tend to stay away from DHMISKins. The reason for that is they are either filthy fucking liars or are rude and judgemental towards me despite me having done nothing to them. Absolutely terrible. 

[roygribblestons]

After a major depressive episode I have suffered in the past weeks, I finally managed to get back to where I was standing before. The thought of never finding happiness again... never finding my family again... it ruined me. I have fallen into despair and only thanks to my dear friends have I gotten back out. 

This is a thank you to all those who have supported me during difficult times. 

[dont-hug-me-aesthetics]

Roy Aesthetic for Anon!

[roygribblestons]

I wish I had the option to return to my past life. 

Sadly, it all burned away along with my corpse. 

[roygribblestons]

On a more positive note, I have gotten so far thanks to therapy. It is honestly refreshing. 

I might have also found someone my age whom I love, who is also accepting of me being Roy. This is quite an improvement, compared to the past few years of my life. 

[roygribblestons]

Every single day for me is a struggle against mental issues. I certainly do not need anyone calling me all those awful things on top of my regular suffering. 

[roygribblestons]

This is not healthy. It has never been so. My life is all pretend. 

It is like a bad dream, a nightmare even, but, despite this, I do not want to wake up. 

[roygribblestons]

I should have gone on antidepressants long ago. 

Maybe then dealing with these feelings would be easier. 

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Roy is back on tumblr again.