It has taken a long time for me to realize that I haven't been happy in a very long time. Going through life's moments with a smile on my face masquerading my true emotions. Continually lied to myself that life is a series of moments, and each can be made into whatever I want them to be. I have given up trying to control my emotions...I have decided to be myself in full. I will only attract what is for me if I can be truly honest with myself.
It has taken me a long time to realize that no one will be able to make me feel the happiness my soul yearns for if I don't do it for myself...I have to create happiness and focus on myself. I need not make anyone else the muse for my happiness.
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