Yknow, I still get those silly relationship tik toks on my for you page
The ones I would spam you with late at night while you were asleep
Sometimes I wish they would go away to stop reminding me of you
Other times I never want them to leave so I can think you're still there
I've accepted I will never see you or talk to you again
I don't want to
As much as I miss the sound of your voice as you tell me about cars and video games
As much as I miss the excitement of video calling every night
As much as I miss planning our future
It scares me how easily you became my routine
I'm not good at falling in love, but you? Oh I jumped for you
(I would do anything for you)
You're still my routine, I think about you every day when I play video games or see a car you would like or see someone with gauges or pass construction or watch harry potter or eat pizza (I think about you a lot)
I haven't made up my mind on if I'm okay or not. You always laughed at how indecisive I am.
I don't jump anymore.
