JAPAN'S STRONGEST.

it scares me sometimes, the emptiness i see in my eyes

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#COMBATANT: NARUMI GEN. SELECTIVE, LOW ACTIVITY BLOG. WRITTEN BY SPARKY, EST. 2024. HEADCANON HEAVY & NOT CANON COMPLIANT. BASIC RULES APPLY. BANNER CREDIT. ICON BORDER CREDIT.

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i need to make a post about the latest kn8g ch

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are you seeing this shit scooby doo

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I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference.

the scene must be truly horrifying if that's the elicited reaction. the usage of his numbers weapon had been strictly prohibited while in the recovery period, so he couldn't even check to see if she truly was terrified or just a good liar. activation might end up making this a more permanent situation, the doctors had told him— this being the current state of blindness that gen currently finds himself in. the warning had been loud despite the gentle framing; continue to recklessly abuse our kaiju and we'll leave you stumbling without a purpose. 

whatever. he could play the role of a muzzled dog, at least for a little while.  

not like he needed his eyesight for situations like this one. maybe it was a secret blessing, being unable to see the expression she wore. the tone of her words was already too much / uncomfortable and itchy the way the bedsheets were. carefully does a bandaged hand reach out to where she ( maybe? ) sits by the hospital bed, fumbling against empty space to his right before finding purchase on her head. a few pats to confirm this was kira, that not even a lack of vision could keep him from finding her— before he proceeds to smack his hand firmly against the crown of her head. ❛ that's for doubting me and my incredible recovery. ❜ cowardly words meant to provoke a different reaction; because narumi gen was only strong when standing in the face of danger. right now, he wanted nothing more than to run away.

what comfort could bandaged hands even offer?

❛ you're wasting your time. i'm clearly alive, so stop looking down on me. ❜ he knew that wasn't where her intentions lied— but acknowledging anything else felt like acid on the tongue. maybe he could be just a little bit bolder, if he couldn't see her reaction. maybe if he blamed the drugs pumping throughout the system, it'd be easier to dismiss. his hand moves / travels to her shoulder before ghosting around her elbow towards her hand. he takes hold, brings it to rest atop his heart that beats in tune with the machinery.

❛ see? still alive. so there's nothing to be afraid of. ❜

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caught up to the kn8 game. who is narumi truly trying to fool.

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happy pride to japans strongest bisexual

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HEAVEN HELP ME

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THIS IS WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF

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HEAVEN HELP ME

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sorry i have to laugh at the fact that narumi's new unit can apply 'sass'

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❛ that ... honestly could work. ❜ it could work really well. the only thing the people in the room hated more than non - attendance [ for reasons she could not understand ] was something that disrupted what she was sure was important work, but she really was too bored to even try listening. for once, she shared narumi's annoyance at being present. there was no purpose to them being dragged into a meeting when it didn't involve the safety of the civilians or a kaiju threat directly. she really had to slack a bit more when it came to finishing paperwork ... they might start to think she actually cared about that part of the job.

❛ okay, it'll help if you're kicking and screaming while i haul you outta here. if i have to see another fuckin' bar graph on the screen, i'm jumping out the window. ❜

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❛ of course it could work. ❜ mainly because it was his idea, and there didn’t exist an idea formulated by narumi gen that didn’t work. the words didn’t even have the right to sit in the same sentence! the fact that she even needed a moment of consideration in the face of his brilliance was, frankly—— insulting. maybe he should make a comment before being removed about how shirogane actually really wanted to stay and listen to the meeting. ❛ don’t doubt my ideas. i’m the brilliant genius of the defense force, after all. ❜ and that was before the activation of his retinas. 

❛ we can file the ‘jumping out the window’ plan for the next meeting. these bastards will start catching on if we keep repeating the same strategy. ❜ the powerpoint presentation changes to a slide about financial losses and gains and gen wonders how far back he could lean into the seat before he falls— or the chair breaks. ❛ ready to start kicking and screaming whenever you’re ready to haul me out. ❜

[mythshire]

✦ ⋆ 𖤓 ⋆ ✦ 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄 ··· a collection of injuries tended in silence, pain worn like armour, the intimacy of being seen at your worst. genre: hurt and comfort, angst, romance, drama.

• You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine. • How long have you been walking around like this? • I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to see how bad it is. • You should have told me the moment it happened. • Hold still. I mean it. Hold still. • This is going to sting. Bite down on something if you need to. • You've been hiding this for days, haven't you. • Who did this to you? I need you to tell me who did this. • Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you. • I've seen worse. I've also seen men die from worse, so let me look at it. • I found the bandages in the trash. You want to explain that? • Don't you dare apologize for bleeding on me. • Your hands are cold. That's not a good sign. • I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference. • Come into the light. Let me see your face. • You should have stitches. I know you won't go. So sit down and let me do what I can. • You're white as a sheet and still trying to stand up straight. • I could hear you in the night. I didn't say anything. I'm saying something now. • Don't look at it if it makes it worse. Just look at me. • It's not weak to let someone see you hurt. • You came to me. Of all the places you could have gone, you came here.  • Lay back. You're not getting up until the color comes back to your face. • I'm not going to ask what happened. Not yet. First let me fix what I can. • You've been holding your left side since you walked in. Think I didn't notice? • This is going to leave a mark. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. • I've patched up a lot of people in my time. None of them scared me like you do right now. • You could have died out there. You could have died and I would have been the last person to know. • Sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere. • You're allowed to make a sound. Nobody's watching. • I need you to stay awake for me. Just a little longer. Talk to me. • You're lucky the cut wasn't deeper.  • Stop apologizing for needing help. Stop it right now. • I've seen what it looks like when someone's used to this. That's what scares me most about you. • Tell me your name. Tell me what day it is. Stay with me. • You're going to be alright. I promise you.  • You went back out there after this? With this? • Nobody takes care of you, do they? That ends tonight. • I've been gentle with you. I need you to be honest with me in return. • You're safe now. You're here, you're safe, and I've got you. Just breathe.

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if you thought these last few posts were annoying? you're not ready for when this chapter drops tonight

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dude clean your fucking room

❛ go clean it yourself if it bothers you so much. ❜ did hasegawa send them to do this? did that old man not have anything better to do? did this motherfucker not have anything better to do? ❛ actually, don't touch my stuff. instead, you can go ahead and leave so you never have to see my room again. ❜

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NOBODY TALK TO ME I'M

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how is this the same person.

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every time i think about that new chapter coming out this weekend, i get such a rush of dopamine it's crazy

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some of my personal favorite shots

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lightning element narumi? lightning like isao lightning? lightning like his adoptive father? lightning narumi with a glove like isao with a glove? This game wants me dead in a ditch