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OKAY SO i’ve moved historia over to @girlworst! i won’t be posting there properly or following anyone back for 24 hours/until my posts start showing up in the tags, but you’re welcome to follow if you want. this blog will remain up as an archive, and i’ll reblog this post a few times so that everyone’s aware, but from now on you can find me over there!

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ngl my blog is such a mess that i’m tempted to move historia to a new one? I wouldn’t be deleting this one, just archiving it, and posting the link to the new blog when it’s ready...

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summer holidays have returned, and i am back!! c:

#ooc #sorry for the absence until now; uni destroyed me otl #i might make a few posts on my thoughts on the ending since they've changed a lot since first reading it but!!#i should prob get back into the fandom & re-read the last arc a few times first; haha #either way; super excited to be back!#(spoiler: my thoughts on the ending are mostly positive but there are things i think that could've been done better)#(though i might change my mind completely after a reread who knows :p)

okay, i read the (super rough) typeset and historia’s perspective makes a lot more sense to me now!

i’m conflicted. from a character standpoint, i actually really like this ending (so far, could change my mind lol.) but from a thematic standpoint...

i hate it. it seemed to be trying to justify eren’s actions as right and that makes me super uncomfortable.

which is like... come on isayama. i had faith in you...

it really, really sucks that a series I love is giving us that kind of conclusion. idk. did you guys get that impression from the ending?

#ooc #snk spoilers //#anyway canon is ours now #i can't wait to see everyone's rewrites ngl...#i also really don't like how historia was sidelined but that's a problem more with the last arc as a whole than the final chapter #i like this ending but i hate it. where does that leave me. lmao

so far my headcanons are along these lines....

historia was still horrified by eren’s plan, but she also believed it was necessary to save Paradis. that’s why she stayed silent about it for all that time.

she’s still wracked with guilt about her actions, though - but to the military and people of Paradis, she needs to appear strong and unconflicted. that’s why she states in her letter that she believes that eren did nothing wrong.

in reality, she knows it was wrong, but... she still thinks it was needed. i don’t agree with her on this, obviously, but.

she’s hoping that armin’s peace talks will succeed, though. it’s not like she wants to go to war again.

#ooc #snk spoilers //#i'll add more to this as i think of more

yeah. i feel like this chapter tried to justify what eren did and i really, really don’t like that. on the other hand. i......... actually liked everything else??

#ooc #snk spoilers ///#there might be something wrong with me who can say...................#oh yeah and i didn't like the framing around ymir's ''love'' for king fritz either. bleh.#give me a few days to digest it though i might completely do a 180% turn around as has happened to me before haha #what are your thoughts guys.............. feel free to dm me if you wanna talk about it too!#esp if you disagree which i suspect will be everyone afkjnsdkjhd #i really don't like the message i'm getting from this ending though.#i'm going to have to put some major disclaimers in my rules about disagreeing with it...#isayama. why.#(unless i'm misinterpreting it?? again feel free to share thoughts :p)

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really don’t like armin saying thank you to eren for being their devil though, ouch.

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hnNNNNN DON’T LIKE THE TRANSLATIONS THAT ARE COMING OUT

#ooc #''eren was a good guy all along'' listen i love eren but he really is not and genocide is not suddenly okay because he planned for you to #stop him!!!!!!!!#he still genocided 80% of the world??? hello????????????/#snk spoilers //#isayama please you were doing so well

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i……. actually feel really sorry for eren here.

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i’m seriously starting to wonder if there’s something wrong with me afhksdjds

#ooc #have i been the fan With The Shit Opinions all along....

really don’t like armin saying thank you to eren for being their devil though, ouch.

#ooc #i don't mind a ''and they still went to war'' ending if it's meant to show that genocide in the end was pointless and solved nothing #but i'm not getting the vibe from this line that that's what isayama's going for...........#if the ending ends up justifying genocide i am NOT gonna be happy #snk spoilers //#almost forgot to tag that sweats

i....... actually feel really sorry for eren here.

#ooc #snk spoilers //#damn what is wrong with me #OKAY BUT SERIOUSLY i really don't like what isa did to eren's character at all atm.#i'm still waiting for full translations and time for it to set in but #that aside...#i think he knows that his desire for mikasa not to move on is selfish. that's why he tells armin not to tell mikasa.#idk. i see a sad; broken man who finally cracked under the pressure.#he hates himself for it and in the end despite his words (saying that he doesn't want mikasa to forget him) he ultimately did try and #push her away; meaning he didn't let that side of him ''win.'' if that makes sense.#also i know what eren said but i don't think it's mikasa's choice that caused this #that's just what pushed him over the edge.#idk am i just... coping too hard.......................#anyway to all you eren stans out there: i'm so sorry :'))

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…oh god don’t kill me but i actually don’t mind (most of) the leaks… i def have some serious reservations but i’m waiting for the actual chapter to come out first.

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okay, starting to lean towards not liking them.

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RAWS ARE COMING I REPEAT RAWS ARE COMING-

#ooc #LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #snk spoilers //

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…oh god don’t kill me but i actually don’t mind (most of) the leaks… i def have some serious reservations but i’m waiting for the actual chapter to come out first.

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okay, starting to lean towards not liking them.

#ooc #again... we need the chapter tho #snk spoilers //#just. the fact that eren did the rumbling for THIS seems ridiculous.#from a character perspective i mean #i don't mind that it was meaningless but then why would eren... fight for it... if he knew this would happen.......... ???????????

i guess if I end up hating the ending, that’s what fan content is for :P

#ooc #snk spoilers //#i mean not really but

...oh god don’t kill me but i actually don’t mind (most of) the leaks... i def have some serious reservations but i’m waiting for the actual chapter to come out first.

#ooc #snk spoilers //#my main concern is what message the manga is going to send.#if it's a genocide is the only solution sort of idea... i'm not gonna be happy with that...#but waiting for the actual chapter to see how it's delievered #also eren doing all this for a future that isn't really much better than it was seems weird #don't think i like that...#but again. i need the full chapter.#THAT'S assuming the leaks are all real of course :P #it might be more of a cautionary tale than anything....#okay thinking about it those two problems i have are BIG problems. so maybe i won't like it after all #but everything else seems fine/realistic at least #unless i forgot something lmao

rulerofthesewalls -> girlworst

#ooc #changed my url!!#might change it again if i think of a better one #any ideas would be appreciated #i've been meaning to do this for ages haha

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i am… alive………………… :’))

i’m so sorry for the absence, uni has been absolutely killing me! that + a bit of a depression relapse over the holidays have meant that i haven’t really been able to be around as of late. i still should’ve told you guys what was going on, though, so I apologize for that. i want to try and be more active, though! hence me making this post lmao. i’ll be getting to the replies i owe hopefully soon, and i hope you’ve all been doing well! <3

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okay so the trying to be active did not pan out lmao BUT in two week’s time i’m officially on holiday! for a month!! so hopefully i’ll be around then. just in time for the final chapter...

#ooc #I MISS YOU ALL <3

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