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13 | 120 lbs | 5’3

[runningshark678]

sw: 125 lbs

gw: 90 lbs

hw: 135 lbs

120 lbs 🔓

115 lbs 🔒

110 lbs 🔒

100 lbs 🔒

95 lbs 🔒

90 lbs 🔒

starting date: Sep 15

goal hopefully reached by: Dec 02

wish me luck and hopefully we can reach it together!

[runningshark678]

yall can telk im serious

[runningshark678]

okay guys ive made an official c@I defic1t plan, please please please help me along the way towards reaching my goal i reallyy need it ive never felt this determined

Oct 1 → Dec 2: 400 weekdays / 700 weekends → big defic1t → lose ~18–22 lbs

Dec 2 → Jan 3: 800/day → still losing, smaller def1cit → ~4–6 lbs

Jan → mid/late Feb: 500 weekdays / 800 weekends → final push to 90 lbs

Post-goal: 1200/day maintenance

(yes its copy and pasted from chat got i do not have the time to be doing all that math 😭)

but anyways lmk what u think ab my plan, i think its doable for the most part

[runningshark678]

so i just calculated my wl until the month of december and its 10 pounds off from my goal unfortunately:(

[runningshark678]

soo my upstairs neighbors had to borrow the scale for sm, hopefully i can surprise myself (in a good way) when i get it back

[uhm-whatsername]

[runningshark678]

quick question, is losing 30 lbs in 2 months doable?

[runningshark678]

[runningshark678]

omg i just went on a sugar bomb or wtv im so disappointed in myself, i was doing SO GOOD this week. time too run another 36 hr fast.. im scared tho cus my mom is making chicken burritos and she might force me to e@t it

[runningshark678]

im not eating im not eating im not eating im not eatingngishsdjai

[oucchhoucchh]

seeing recovery influencers talk about how sick they were reminds me about how not sick i am….

no i actually don’t turn down meals with my family. no no one’s worried about me. no i dont look too thin. no no one’s commented on my weight loss. no no one tries to make me eat. no i dont cry when i have to eat. i’m just not sick enough for recovery and therefore not sick enough

[chillpotato]

Mieko Kawakami, from 'Heaven'

[runningshark678]

i dont think ill be 50kg by the time september ends but lets hope im atleast 52kg! im lowk confident on this one

[runningshark678]

cottage cheese toast w honey on omads is soo good, low c@l but so filling

[runningshark678]

why do i lowk look better without makeup, but at the same time i cant go without it

(ik this post has nothing 3d related but im not in any other tags 😭)

[runningshark678]

aaa my head is starting to hurt idk if i can do it for THREE DAYS

[runningshark678]

im almost a full 24 hours into my fast! just 48 more to go..