liya

feels like sugar in me

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

hi, i’m liya! i’m a minor, i’m slavic, and this is just an account for things i am interested in. I also vent and talk about my problems, so please be advised there may be triggering content.

thank you :)

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

“God, but life is loneliness, despite all the opiates, despite the shrill tinsel gaiety of “parties” with no purpose, despite the false grinning faces we all wear. And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter — they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long. Yes, there is joy, fulfillment and companionship — but the loneliness of the soul in it’s appalling self-consciousness, is horrible and overpowering.”

- Sylvia Plath

She just gets it

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

I’m seeing him in less than a month 🫣 let’s gooo

[stelarlover]

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[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

hi girls is it summertime sadness or seasonal depression

[mrnafr]

If it's so depressing now imagine what winter depression will feel like (cry)

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

I know rightt 😭😭

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

hi girls is it summertime sadness or seasonal depression

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

I’m sorry I’ve been inactive, I promise I’m alive 😆 I’m just rotting in bed and spending time with myself this summer :)

[20thcenturystarlet]

Sylvia Plath, early 1950s

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[pearblossom22]

who else is gonna put up with me this way

[kissofpoisontcc]

100 TCC Questions by Drowning-Lotus-TCC

Send an ask with the number which you want to know and I’ll answer you ✨⭐️

(Feel free to reblog 💖 Can I just ask that you leave any identifying information out when answering for you and your TCs safety 💕)

1. Are they a man or a woman?

2. Do you know how old they are? If yes, what’s the age gap?

3. What subject do they teach?

4. Do you like the subject they are teaching?

5. What are your grades like for their subject?

6. What is your favourite assignment they’ve set so far?

7. What is your least favourite assignment they’ve set so far?

8. Do they set homework often?

9. Is your TC generally liked as a teacher by their students?

10. Is your TC close to any other students?

11. How often do you have them for lessons?

12. How long have you been taught by them?

13. What do they look like?

14. Do you typically find people who look like your TC attractive?

15. What is your favourite feature of theirs?

16. What is their hair like? What colour and style is it?

17. What is their eye colour?

18. What would you describe their body type as being?

19. How would you describe their style?

20. Are there any clothes you think they look their best in?

21. Would they be considered by most people to be physically attractive?

22. Do they have any tattoos which you know about?

23. Do they have any piercings which you know about?

24. Do they have any scars which you know about?

25. Which is the most attractive to you, the way they look or who they are inside?

26. What is their teaching style? (Eg. Strict or caring)

27. Do you like their teaching style?

28. How would you describe their personality?

29. Do you usually find people with their personality type attractive?

30. Do other people like your TCs personality?

31. What is their sense of humour like? Do you think they’re funny?

32. If you could change one thing about your TC, what would it be?

33. What’s a song that always makes you think of them?

34. What was your first impression of them?

35. How long did it take you to fall for your TC? Was it instant attraction or did it take you getting close to them to realise you had a crush on them?

36. What happened to make you realise you had a crush on them?

37. When you first met them, could you have ever imagined that your feelings would become so deep?

38. Did you ever think you’d have a crush on a teacher?

39. Have you ever had any TCs before?

40. Do you know anyone else who has a crush on your TC?

41. Do you know their relationship status? Are they married, in a relationship or single?

42. If they’re married or in a relationship, does this bother you?

43. Do they have any children?

44. What do you think they’d be like as a parent?

45. Do they have any pets you know about?

46. Are your feelings for your TC platonic or romantic?

47. How would you describe your feelings for your TC?

48. If you had the chance to marry them tomorrow, would you take it?

49. If they weren’t your teacher and the same age as you, do you think you’d be dating them?

50. Do you think your feelings for them will fade once they’re not your teacher anymore?

51. Have they ever complimented you?

52. Have you ever hugged them?

53. Have you ever given them a gift? If yes, how did they react?

54. Do you ever dream about your TC?

55. What is your favourite dream you’ve had so far regarding your TC?

56. Do you ever daydream about your TC? If yes, what do you daydream about the 2 of you doing together?

57. What is your happiest memory with them?

58. What is your least favourite memory with them?

59. What’s your favourite thing that you’ve heard your TC say?

60. Has your TC ever yelled at you? If yes, why did they yell at you?

61. Has your TC ever made you cry? If yes, what did they do?

62. Have you ever dressed up just to impress your TC?

63. Have you ever done anything to impress your TC? If yes, what did you do? How did your TC react?

64. Have you ever created a TC playlist?

65. Have you ever wrote a secret love note to your TC?

66. Have you ever written a poem about your TC?

67. Have you ever written a song about your TC?

68. If known, is your TC left wing or right wing?

69. If known, does your TC support gay marriage?

70. If known, does your TC support abortion?

71. If known, what does your TC think of cannabis use?

72. If known, what does your TC think of age gap relationships?

73. What is a film you’d love to watch with your TC?

74. What is a TV show you’d love to watch with your TC?

75. What is a band or singer you’d love to listen to with your TC?

76. What is a country you’d love to visit with your TC?

77. What is an event that you’d love to be with your TC for?

78. What is a video game you’d love to play with your TC?

79. If you were going to have a picnic with your TC, where would you like to go for it?

80. If you were going on a date with your TC, what would you like to do with them?

81. What famous person reminds you of your TC?

82. What movie character reminds you of your TC?

83. What cartoon character reminds you of your TC?

84. What game character reminds you of your TC?

85. If your TC was an animal, which one would they be and why?

86. If your TC was a fruit, which one would they be and why?

87. If your TC was a candy, which one would they be and why?

88. If your TC was a drink, which one would they be and why?

89. If your TC was transported to a fictional world, which world do you think would fit them best?

90. If you could say one thing to your TC, what would it be?

91. If you could ask your TC any question, what would you ask them?

92. If you could give any item to your TC, what would it be?

93. If you could choose your TCs outfit for the day, what would you pick for them?

94. Have you told any of your friends how you feel about your TC?

95. Have you told any of your family how you feel about your TC?

96. Does your TC know how you feel about them?

97. Do you enjoy being part of the TCC

98. Do you feel that being part of the TCC has impacted your life? If yes, how so?

99. Are you scared your TCC blog might be discovered?

100. If you could give people in the TCC one piece of advice, what would it be?

[kissofpoisontcc]

Doing this cause I’m bored and lovesick

1. A man

2. Mid 30s. So at least 10 years (Yes I’m an old fart lol)

3. Politics

4. Couldn’t stand it and still can’t stand it. I slept through most of class tbh (At my 💫 lovers annoyance 😭)

5. They were alright at best (See above point 🤣)

6. Probably the old in class discussions. No hard assignment to complete AND I got to run my mouth

7. Calculating voter turnover. Uggh mathss 😒

8. They used to every week. It sucked 😭

9. Not at all lollll. He was frequently poked fun at

10. I think he was fairly close to a girl I was friends with. Cheater /j 🤣

11. I used to have them twice a week

12. For 2 years about 3 1/2 years back now (Ugh I HATE remembering I’m getting old)

13. He was quite… unique looking. He was a little bit scruffy. He had a beard sometimes

14. Honestly no. I’m usually into chunkier and more well groomed guys. I still did find him somewhat hot in a weird way

15. His eyes 🥺🥺 Adorable!

16. He had long dark brown hair. He sometimes tied it up

17. Honestly idk

18. He was fit and athletic

19. T-Shirts and jeans mostly

20. I remember he had this hoodie he used to wear and he’d look sooo cute and adorable in it that I just wanted to squeeze him in my arms and cover him with kisses (And yes, I still didn’t know how deep I was for the man yet)

21. This may sound sorta rude but I think he was considered ugly to mid by most people

22. None that I knew about

23. None that I knew about

24. None that I knew about

25. Who they are on the inside

26. Very strict. Annoyingly so

27. No I didn’t. I spent most of class wanting to yeet him out of a window (It’s true love when they p you off and you still adore them /hj)

28. He was the sort who presented himself as loud, aggressive and arrogant. He was really quite insecure deep down tho. He was also caring, hardworking and romantic

29. Usually yes

30. Lol no. He was seen as weird and aggressive. They didn’t know him like I did tho

31. We had a very similar sense of humour. He always made me laugh

32. Make him less aggressive. Like Jesus Harold Christ my man you don’t have to act the big man always

33. We Didn’t Start The Fire (No idea why)

34. I always found him funny. So did my mum

35. This one is interesting. Well at first I had a massive crush on him. Then we became closer as friends and I developed more of a bestie love for him. There was always the lingering romantic love tho which I tried to squish down bc that was my teacher bestie. Both our relationship and my love for him grew even deeper. Took me 2. GODDAMN. YEARS. to accept my deeper love for him

36. When he first hugged me. I wish I could go back to that moment and the few days that followed it

37. Lol no. Spent the first 8 months barely even acknowledging his existence

38. I had before but I hoped that I was over it by then (Spoiler alert: I wasn’t)

39. Yes, most had been tiny schoolgirl crushes. Nothing compared to my love for 💫 now. I did have one deep TC when I was 12 tho. It was my first crush and I was convinced it was real love. I was silly since it was 100% unrequited obvs. I still think of her from time to time

40. Hmmm I knew someone around his age who probably did. I shipped them hard. He never noticed her tho

41. He was single before I left. Not sure about now tho

42. It would bother me if I found out he was tbh. Hands off my man 🔪 /j

43. He didn’t have any last time I spoke to him. It’s my job to be his baby mama /j

44. Yes. He definitely be good at teaching them about life and I’m sure he’d love them to pieces

45. They didn’t last time we spoke

46. Romantic

47. I honestly pray every day that destiny will bring us together. It may sound silly but I’ve never loved anyone before the way I do him and I doubt I’ll ever love this intensely again

48. Yes I would. I’m pretty sure I’d uproot my life to be with him

49. Yes probably (The more important factor is if I don’t run away from him like I stupidly did before)

50. Well they ain’t gone yet 🤣

51. Yesss a lot. He always used to call me things like beautiful and lovely. He also used to compliment my humour and intelligence too (He also used to call me annoying but that neither here nor there 🤣😂)

52. Yes a lot. I can still remember his soft, warm and safe hugs. It felt like hugging a huge teddy bear because he would always relax when hugged

53. Yes I did. He gave me a huge smile and an even bigger hug

54. Yes every other night. Both the nice and romantic and the not nice and horrible

55. We were both in his room together discussing science-y stuff. It had such a warm and safe environment. I got afterglow when waking up

56. Yes quite a lot. Just us reuniting and living out our romantic lives together. I think about us going on dates and kissing and cuddling

57. Hard one but probably our first hug

58. Apart from one I can’t say bc reasons, the time he scolded me for not doing homework

59. “I know you’ll become famous”

60. When I wouldn’t stop making fat jokes about myself

61. Yes but let’s not get into it

62. I don’t think I did no

63. I always tried to get his attention. I always managed it

64. Yes and I listen to it more often than I’d like to admit

65. Yes then sent it off to 🦢. She wasn’t the most approving

66. Yes and it’s cringe

67. No. I’ve to be honest and say I don’t know how to write a song really

68. Right wing ugggh. He should go red 🫤

69. No bc ‘traditional values.’ That man so needs a political transplant

70. Thankfully he was openly pro-choice. Phew he can have a good opinion after all 😅

71. He said cannabis makes people ‘lazy and stupid.’ (Man just needs a good edible)

72. This I didn’t actually know. I can kinda assume tho (But that might make an ASS-out-of-U-and-ME)

73. A cheesy romantic film like 50 First Dates

74. Friday Night Dinner. If he doesn’t laugh then he’s not worth it /hj

75. Taylor Swift or Spandau Ballet

76. Paris, France and put a lock on the Eiffel Tower

77. Valentines Day ofc

78. Super Mario

79. Down to the beach at sunset

80. Go to a restaurant or dancing. I’d love to kiss them in front of everyone

81. Paul Ritter. Both are hotties

82. Ronnie Kray

83. Danny Phantom

84. Toad from Mario

85. A cat. He gives off such catlike vibes

86. A peach. A little bit sour on the outside but a softie inside

87. Sour strawberry laces. He seems like he’d be strawberry flavoured idk

88. Orange juice. Packs a punch but still delicious

89. Harry Potter universe

90. “I really do love you handsome”

91. “Do you still think I’m beautiful?”

92. A wedding ring

93. That hoodie, grey sweatpants and converse shoes

94. 🦢 is the only one who knows. She doesn’t understand it and thinks it’s weird asf

95. Nope and I won’t

96. No because my STUPID ASS couldn’t tell him

97. Yes ily all my TCC sisters and brothers 💕💖

98. Yes it allows me to really explore my feelings for 💫

99. Yesss especially by 💫 himself 😭😭 Imagine him finding out a girl from his past is not only desperately in love with him but also dedicated a blog to him 😭 My heart could never

100. Don’t let it consume your whole life. You’re worthy even if your TC doesn’t really notice you

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

Doing this because I miss him : ( (i will be doing 10 qs every day for 10 days :))

1. A man

2. I don’t know his exact age : ( but i’d say the age gap is 13-15 years.

3. Physics!

4. It’s pretty fun once you understand it

5. Solid Bs, one or two As, only one C : /

6. A lab experiment

7. Can’t think of one tbh

8. Yes, every time!

9. I think so, but he’s seen as a joke mostly

10. Kind of, they have a project he helps with but i’m not jealous because they all have partners except my tc. Also i’m his favorite in my grade 💪🏻🩵

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

I’m not gonna see him until september 😢 NOOOO

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[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

I introduced my brother to him and it went so so well 😭😭 omg he was so kind and attentive and sweet and respectful and amazing and jeidjekxlwndjJs€{£,£]’

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

He’s going to evaluate my project and i’m gonna dyee like omg 😭😭

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

He was like “Hellooo :D” in a very sweet tone and he touched my shoulder :’)

[rusa-dulgokrakaa]

I’m gonna see him one last time this week and then not see him the whole summer oh i hate it here 😭😭