I’m ruthie (or jackie) and I use she/they/sun pronouns ^^
this is my self-indulgent sideblog for chonny jash yappings, doodles n fanfics! ;3
I don’t see any of my jashlings as the jash himself obviously, and I am a jashshipper so if you’re not into that that’s ok !! I post about jashshipping A LOT though so if you’re uncomfortable the X button is right up there :33👆(respectfully of course <3)
*important to note that no ventposting will occur here, just stupid headcanons and rambling about my fanfics n stuff*
current hyperfixtation(s): tfftt trio, 20xx and tsn. those 5 jashlings. i have an askblog for them pspspspspp @the-brothers-for-the-trees
asks are always open but I doooo ask that if you send any they are kept short n sweet because I have self-diagnosed adhd (after LOTS of research) and long asks make me anxious about answering due to eXeCuTivE dYsFuNcTion
enjoy your stay ig or don’t im not your mother /ref
ALSO, sometimes I write lil oneshots with my jashlings (usually tsn 20xx or rgb tho LOLL) so I’ll link all my jashling related fanfics here when I have the time ;3 (some of them are posted on this blog and some are posted on my main, though I’m starting to mostly only post new ones on here)
mmm i wasnt gonna post this but why nnot,, eternitytree (tsn x tfftt green) oneshot yay !
but it’s not. fluff
tw for suicide ideation (but it’s not like. intended suicide and it’s only implied), vomiting (but it’s not described in detail at all), jashshipping, pills (?), title is cringe. yes 👍
yay ! :3 part 1 of 2 (2 is a wip rn)
you’ll be okay pt. 1
“That’s it, you’re okay.”
Green blinked back tears, his chest heaving and throat burning. “You have my hair?” He asked, his voice weak. It hurt to speak.
“Mhm.” Bax patted his shoulder gently. One hand was wrapped around Green’s hair at the base of his neck, keeping it all out of the way for him. “Do you want to rinse your mouth out yet?”
“Not yet,” Green shuddered. “I’m not done.”
The rest of the house was dark, and the bright light of the bathroom seemed to make Green’s head spin even faster than it already was. He already felt bad for keeping Bax up though, so he didn’t want to ask him to turn it off.
Suddenly he tensed, gripping the edge of the toilet bowl. “You’re okay,” Bax mumbled, rubbing Green’s arm, grounding him. “Let it out, you’ll feel better.”
Green did, his body nearly going limp afterward. “I think I’m done,” He stood up weakly, Bax helping him steady himself.
“Here,” Bax turned on the tap, filling a cup with water. “Rinse your mouth.”
While Green dealt with rinsing, Bax turned his attention to finding some medicine for his husband. They kept their pills and syrups in the kitchen, in a cabinet above the fridge.
He came back a few moments later, and Green was sitting on the floor with his back to the wall, his eyes closed and breaths shallow. “What do you think caused it?” Bax questioned, kneeling beside him and feeling his forehead. “You don’t feel or look like you have a fever.”
Green shrugged. “I don’t know. Food poisoning?” He opened his eyes, his face pale and tired.
“Hm,” Bax popped open a bottle of pills and handed Green a cup of electrolyte water. “Take these and drink all of that.”
Green sighed, the sound shaky. “Do I have to?” Bax just stared at him, and he took that to mean that yes, he absolutely had to. “Okay.”
“Do you feel any better?” Bax shifted closer to Green, leaning his back against the wall too.
Green threw the pills back in his throat and gulped down some water. “Yeah, kinda.” He turned his head to look at Bax. “I’m sorry for waking you up.”
Bax scoffed, shocked Green would even say that. “What? Don’t be sorry.” He smiled lopsidedly.
“Aren’t you mad though?”
“No! But I would have been mad if you hadn’t woken me up.” He bumped Green’s shoulder with his very gently. “I wouldn’t want you throwing up all by yourself.”
Green smiled weakly, leaning over to rest his head on Bax’s shoulder. “I love you,” He whispered before sitting up straight again and taking another sip of his water.
Bax kissed the top of Green’s head. “I love you too.” He ran a hand through his husband’s hair, trying to comfort him. “Let me know when you’re ready to go back to bed, okay?”
Green nodded, chugging down the last of the water. “I’m ready now.”
They stumbled back into the bedroom, and Green fell onto the bed with a sigh. Bax tossed the covers over him, kissing his forehead again before walking towards the door. “I’m gonna go put the medicine away.”
It was only slightly difficult to navigate the house without the bathroom light spilling into the hallway, but Bax managed, flicking on the kitchen light when he got there.
The medicine cabinet was usually pretty neat, considering neither of them needed regular medication anymore, but Bax furrowed his brow at the jumble of pill bottles that was the cabinet. “That’s weird,” He thought, picking up one of the bottles lying on its side. The cap wasn’t screwed on right, and it was two-thirds empty. It was an old bottle of antidepressants. He picked up another. Anxiety medication, the cap completely unscrewed.
He went through each bottle, his heart dropping with each label he read. Eventually, he took a deep breath, re-screwed all the caps and put them back in their place, and left the room.
“Green?” He whispered when he returned to the bedroom. “Did you… did you take a bunch of pills? Is that why you’re sick?”
Green was barely awake, but he blinked slowly at Bax, as if he knew exactly what he was talking about but wanted to look like he didn’t. “No.”
Bax laid down, frowning. “Oi, don’t lie to me. You can’t lie to me, that’s not how it works.”
He heard a grumble through the dark, and felt a hand rest on his chest. “Maybe. Let’s worry about that tomorrow.”
“No! We’re not worrying about that tomorrow!” Bax sat up, turning and flicking on the lamp on his nightstand. “Why would you do that, Green. Why.” It was hard for him to maintain his composure.
Green sat up slightly too, his mind still foggy. “Babe, I don’t want to talk about this right now.”
“Well I do!” Bax threw up his hands, trying to look angry so he wouldn’t look hurt. “It’s just— you can’t— you can’t do that. You know… you can’t.” He reached up and took his glasses off, looking down at Green with glazed eyes. “Why?”
Green heaved out an unstable sigh. “I don’t know. I don’t know why, okay? It’s not, um. It wasn’t your fault, so… let’s go to sleep and we’ll talk about this later, yeah?”
Bax stared at him.
“Fine.” He huffed, turning off the light and lying back down. He wrapped his arms around Green, pulling him close and kissing his cheek. “Don’t do that shit to me.”
Green bit the inside of his cheek, reaching up to thread a hand in Bax’s hair. “I’m sorry.”
this is an askblog for my tfftt trio as well as their partners (20xx and tsn) !!
no I don’t know what I’m doing
Last time I did an askblog it was abandoned,,,, (rip sots,,,) so this time to make things easier, most asks will be answered without a drawing, though it depends :3
you can ask them anything! only rules are:
-keep it sfw obv, slightly suggestive jokes are ok
-no shipping between them except the established partners
-please don’t be like, mean to them for no reason. they are little ok. they’re grown adults my children. be nicies they’ve been through enough (though if it’s provoked by anything that’s ok)
the trio are triplets, and bax and trix are brothers :3
alrighty!! you can meet them under the cut :3 👇
Full name: Blue Brier Bosch
Goes by: Blue
Likes: blankets, video games, snuggling with his boyfriend
Dislikes: being underestimated, long work days, lasagna
Sexuality: gay
Dating: Trix
Asks: open! :3
Full name: Green Sampson Bosch
Goes by: Green
Likes: the outdoors, his boyfriend, sticks
Dislikes: hospitals, doctor’s offices, tortellini
Sexuality: bisexual
Dating: Bax
Asks: open ! :D
Full name: Red Ronnell Bosch
Goes by: Red, Reddie (by Blue), Carmine (by Green)
Likes: his family, sports (specifically baseball), working
Dislikes: strangers, ravioli, anything and everything related to the government
Sexuality: aroace
Asks: open :33
Full name: Tristan Aaron Xavier
Goes by: Trix (do NOT refer to him as Tristan he will cry /silly)
Likes: rollerskating, carrying around his boyfriend, McDonald’s
Dislikes: when people are sad, raisin cookies, mean people
Sexuality: Pansexual
Dating: Blue
Asks: open !!! :>
Full name: Baxter Owen Xavier
Goes by: Bax, Baxie (by Green)
Likes: making/playing music, staying at home all day, his boyfriend
Dislikes: stupid people, television, potato chips that aren’t “normal” flavored
Sexuality: gay.
Dating: Green
Asks: open !! :3
Okayyyyy that’s uh. Everything I think. Oh yes mod uses she/they pronouns this blog is moderated by @onlypartiallysane my name is Ruthie ok goodbye
