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hi. im vans® off the wall.

main blog: vantasei

writing tag: #vivi writing

otherwise this is a hc/idea/writing blog w a side of personal posts

fandoms: mostly mgs and fft0

i might never be prioritized. i know i always set myself up for this. i cant help it. but i probably... its never going to happen, is it. to be prioritized the way i do for others.

#sigh

can you tell i genuinely dont think im capable of dying by the way i write so many of my muses to be apathetic to the concept.

#like the moment u let most of my guys realize death is meaningless theyre all just gonna go for it #pain be damned. or in groxs case. pain be beloved or whatever #self

wanting to write bonds nn is gonna kill me. the macklin celebrini effect.

#self

the overflow issue in 2 is my current mood rn

#got too excited making a friend that ive looped back to not wanting to talk to someone ever again for the next day or so #self

unfort sooo partial to sbk and bken. nanas weird uncles. "what abt aqi" hes nothing to me.

#thats mean i do think abt aqi but like.#as soon as he breaches mikado he loses all his cuteness...#bken voice politics is BORINGGGG #self #i have to think about aqi and mastema against my will but i dont like it #like can i go back to seeing how sbk and bken are i like them more #theyre funnier

google search how to pick your friend up like a hawk

#self #im fr thinking abt bonds/ana nanahalle i am #unfort we're locked into ana/bonds rn but...#(THE EVIL AND OMINOUS SBK BKEN AKIFR STANDING BEHIND ME)

its still incredibly funny to me that 2s meant to go law. like yeah whatever man. go my megiddo ark.

#like i dont disagree with it i just think its really funny #aleph voice fuck it. nuke that shit.#self #as partial as i am to chaos i feel like if i let myself write aleph surely itd have to be law aleph right #good thing that im not then... chaos luci.....

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gotta love inventing crackships that you get too invested in. uh oh.

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like its embarrassing the way im thinking about them. im sorry your honor i just think theyre neat.

#self #can a bpd baddie and an hpd girlie really fall in love?

gotta love inventing crackships that you get too invested in. uh oh.

#self

spent all day looking at salamanders. im gonna get in trouble at work. oops.

#self

i keep thinking about things i can have snox do because i do miss them and i miss writing for them horribly but its so hard to think of things for them and all i can ever think of is stupid little things that dont make for very much. infuriating.

#maybe ill just write fox falling off a roof or something. im tired and i miss them.#self

when people ask why i think im a bad writer. you see, the answer is very simple: i don't like using people's names.

#among my many other shortcomings #i think this one is my worst offender #i just cant stand it. i cant stand referring to names. i do it only rarely when its direly required.#self

the best thing mgs has done for me aside from making me new friends is that it means i can read war stories without getting bored now.

#self #which is very nice. because there are a lot of war stories.#most 20th century classics are war stories. and i wouldnt be able to stand them without having gotten into the subject through mgs

getting a fun chat abt t0 finally means a few more paragraphs donated to the qatokura fic. congrats guys.

#thank god im never publishing this its gonna take forever.#self

day number whatever of thinking abt old varus and his wife and son. sighing wistfully. ant with bindle.

#self

...in spite of how much zaahens like. entire existence pisses me off its like. i Know you. Personally. and its like yes its a dynamic id like to explore but not in a shipping way At All for a Myriad of reasons and i just Know that even putting them near each other is shipping fuel ugh i fucking hate fandom man. can i just fucking write abt my freak brethren in peace.

#self

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