sola was stubborn, but clearly not as stubborn as seokyu was, so her protests and attempts to continue their conversation quickly dissipated as she wrapped her arms around his shoulders, leaning into him more. for someone so lean and wiry, he was strong– even if she had wanted to get away from him, she probably couldn’t have pulled away without much effort. but she didn’t want to. she’d been starved of affection ever since her solo debut, and this was her only opportunity she would get in a long time to spend time with him and she knew it. she had schedules and so did he, and it wasn’t like they had their own places– he was staying in the creed dorms, and she was getting her own apartment soon, but until unity disbanded she was stuck in a dorm too. and neither of them could drive on their own. “not by default, then, but i think even if there were others, we’d be the best. no one else would know it, but you’re so sweet and considerate,” she admitted.
she blushed, burying her head in the curve of his shoulder to try to hide her face, half mortified and half letting her mind run away with her. as much as a closet wasn’t the best place to hook up (and she’d rather die than be caught fucking someone there), she really missed him. and the more he pulled her close, the more contact they made….well, the more she wanted that. the more she wanted him. she hated herself– before she’d met him, these kinds of thoughts had been foreign to her. if she didn’t love him so much, she’d say he corrupted her. “i’m not saying yes, but i guess i’m not saying no either,” she finally answered him with a sigh. “just…..spend time with me first, and we’ll see where it goes. i’m not making any promises.” she smacked his chest, chiding, “stop talking about yourself like that. people love you. shut up.”
“i don’t think you’re a bad dude, seokyu. at least not deep down,” she said, sighing. “however, i also know that how you act when you’re with me is different than how you act around everyone else. do you remember how we got together, seok? because i do; you kept hitting on me and annoying me over and over for years, and eventually, sure, i decided to give it a try and here we are now. but if that’s how you pursued someone you were interested in, i’d hate to see what you’d act like around someone you perhaps didn’t like,” she pointed out. she frowned– it was hard to keep a solid train of thought going when he was kissing her neck like that. “i don’t think you’re a shitty person! you can just be kind of an asshole sometimes is all.”
he really liked living at the creed dorm-- there were way less people than there had been living at the ds trainee dorms. but though there were many bonuses, there were some cons too. he was a lot farther from the company, so sungbin had to drive him everywhere. plus he was so busy now, and had way less time too see his girl. that was the part that fucked him up the most. he loved her so much, and just as they’d started becoming a real couple, the universe tore them apart. or their careers did at the very least. and don’t get him wrong-- he was grateful to be part of creed and happy she was doing so well. he just missed her. and wished he got more time with her, because the few moments every couple weeks weren’t enough. not even in accordance with all the snapchats and text messages that followed along. “okay, so even if i am, you keep your mouth shut,” he said warningly, though he couldn’t conceal his laugh. “my entire image would be ruined if anyone found out i’m actually kind of compassionate. you guard that secret with your life.”
seokyu couldn’t help but laugh, cradling her in his arms and running his hands gently through her hair. though he was more experienced in more...risque forms of intimacy, he’d found an appreciation for more innocent moments like this since they started dating. “you don’t have to decide right this second. just enjoy my company first. we’ve got a couple hours until you have to go, yeah? stay with me, and we’ll see if it goes anywhere from there,” he replied softly, in agreement with her. it was kind of funny-- she’d probably say he ruined her innocence or whatever, but he was still always chasing her. she always left him wanting more. nothing had changed in that respect. “i have fans, yeah, but i’m in no way a fan favorite. i wouldn’t even be that remarkable if i weren’t part of creed-- aka the most hyped up boy group in the past year.” he pointed out with a little shrug.
“okay, you have to know i was joking, right?” he said softly, pulling away so he could look her in the eye. “like, yeah, you’re super hot. and i would have always totally been down for fucking you and you know that but like...i’m not some sort of super sleaze. i wouldn’t push you that much seriously, and i definitely didn’t expect anything-- i’m not nasty like that. it just got on your nerves and that was funny,” he said with a shrug. “like.......was i sexually active? yeah, but like....none of that was because i pushed someone into it. or at least i sure hope not. why do you think i asked if you were okay with it so many times when we actually did hook up, huh? because i didn’t want you to have fucked me because you gave up and wanted me to go away. i wanted you to actually want to too.” he smiled, shrugging again and kissing her cheek and her nose. “yeah, i can. but so can everyone.”
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