he really liked living at the creed dorm– there were way less people than there had been living at the ds trainee dorms. but though there were many bonuses, there were some cons too. he was a lot farther from the company, so sungbin had to drive him everywhere. plus he was so busy now, and had way less time too see his girl. that was the part that fucked him up the most. he loved her so much, and just as they’d started becoming a real couple, the universe tore them apart. or their careers did at the very least. and don’t get him wrong– he was grateful to be part of creed and happy she was doing so well. he just missed her. and wished he got more time with her, because the few moments every couple weeks weren’t enough. not even in accordance with all the snapchats and text messages that followed along. “okay, so even if i am, you keep your mouth shut,” he said warningly, though he couldn’t conceal his laugh. “my entire image would be ruined if anyone found out i’m actually kind of compassionate. you guard that secret with your life.”
seokyu couldn’t help but laugh, cradling her in his arms and running his hands gently through her hair. though he was more experienced in more…risque forms of intimacy, he’d found an appreciation for more innocent moments like this since they started dating. “you don’t have to decide right this second. just enjoy my company first. we’ve got a couple hours until you have to go, yeah? stay with me, and we’ll see if it goes anywhere from there,” he replied softly, in agreement with her. it was kind of funny– she’d probably say he ruined her innocence or whatever, but he was still always chasing her. she always left him wanting more. nothing had changed in that respect. “i have fans, yeah, but i’m in no way a fan favorite. i wouldn’t even be that remarkable if i weren’t part of creed– aka the most hyped up boy group in the past year.” he pointed out with a little shrug.
“okay, you have to know i was joking, right?” he said softly, pulling away so he could look her in the eye. “like, yeah, you’re super hot. and i would have always totally been down for fucking you and you know that but like…i’m not some sort of super sleaze. i wouldn’t push you that much seriously, and i definitely didn’t expect anything– i’m not nasty like that. it just got on your nerves and that was funny,” he said with a shrug. “like…….was i sexually active? yeah, but like….none of that was because i pushed someone into it. or at least i sure hope not. why do you think i asked if you were okay with it so many times when we actually did hook up, huh? because i didn’t want you to have fucked me because you gave up and wanted me to go away. i wanted you to actually want to too.” he smiled, shrugging again and kissing her cheek and her nose. “yeah, i can. but so can everyone.”
sola didn’t know how she felt about dorms. she’d lived in them since she was eight years old-- away from her family, and with a rotating roster of people. hell, she’d joined spotlight just before juliette had debuted. she’d shared a dorm with them for a while. she’d shared a dorm with all the debuted female idols. she was excited to get her own place-- she would finally have privacy, and it’d be less weird if seokyu came over there-- but it was going to be weird living on her own. she was so used to living with people, and she loved unity especially. she was going to feel so empty and alone without her girls. at least she had seok. some of the time. when he wasn’t crazy busy. “who would believe me if i told them, seokyu? you play the part very well, baby. no one could ever guess that you’re actually a sweetheart. thought i wish maybe they could. people would like you so much more, i feel. you would have ranked so much higher on idol project if you weren’t so stubborn,” she teased.
she sighed deeply, closing her eyes and humming a little. his touch was magic. he was magic. she loved him. “yeah a couple hours. it’s what? noon? i don’t have to go ‘til four. we got plenty of time. though i do want to run choreography, and it’d be helpful if you could spot me, so we should leave time for that so that gives us....like three hours in here. how pent up are you? how quick would you theoretically finish,” she teased. “i’m glad you’re not a fan favorite. less stupid fangirls i have to fight with for your attention. i like having you all to myself,” she said, before, poking him between the eyes. “you’re so remarkable, you dumb fuck. you’ve been one of ds’ most hyped trainees forever. everyone knows you from your fusion days. cut yourself a little slack.”
she sighed, rolling her eyes. “yeah, i know you were bugging me. i figured. but i’m just saying-- it was a little annoying at times.” she cupped his cheek, looking him in the eye. “you know, i definitely didn’t fuck you because i just gave in. i was feeling lonely, sure, but you’re so attractive. and i knew you’d want to. and i knew you’d be good. and i think part of me knew you’d be gentle and attentive with me. i didn’t just do it to get you off my back. i’m so glad things turned out like they did, too. you’re my one and only.” she sighed again, resting her head on his shoulder. “you’re right. you just tend to be more often. sometimes. i’m not saying you are. i’m just making sure you aren’t bullying anyone. even on accident.”
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