a rose with thorns

김 지원 aka 레이첼 Actress, Model Daughter of Melinoe 19 - 10 - 1992

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Kim Ji Won for Shin Han Card

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Kim Ji Won for Marie Claire Korea

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Well...I guess that's a 'no'.

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What is this, all of a sudden? I didn’t even call you and you came?

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In life, timing is always terrible. And I always ran away.  

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Logging in here after literally years, made me miss it a little bit. Can't even tell who is around and who not anymore. *sighs*

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Kim Ji Won for Harper's Bazaar aka she SNAPPED

Source : https://twitter.com/kdrama_news/status/1263626975958056960?s=19

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        Nodding her head she savored a few more moments on the porch before she took her lovers hand to lead him back inside. They needed to prepare a couple of things so the food gets done quickly. With two in the kitchen all would be done in no time and maybe they could enjoy the last rays of sunshine on the porch while eating their meal. For now though her first priority was to actually make the food. “ Since you got me that apron, I like to wear it when you are around.

         She smiled sweetly at Caesar. When she was in the kitchen she reached for the said pink apron, the front covered with pretty spring flowers just like their garden. Binding it around her waist she looked around as if she tried to think of what they could make. “ Should we make a roast? Just a bunch of different bits and pieces with two steaks? if you are in for some meat otherwise we keep it just to veggies? “ Her tipped to the side waiting for his answer, so she could take out the right utensils from the cupboards and the fridge. 

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      “ I am not worrying or well I am trying not to. “ She let out a soft chuckle as she always was the kind of person who let these thoughts get the best of her. Her mind always thinking and thinking and by the end she was a complete mess. Rachel preferred to keep everything in mind, small or not. Too many times she had experienced how bad it could, if she ignored the details. “ Sounds like a plan. I will drop them a message tomorrow and see when they can send those things over. Okay? “

       Closing her eyes she savored the small kiss, soon lips curling into a bright smile. “ I am learning how to cook after all. The course I have done last month did have some positive results. I at least burn less food than before, still feel like baking is more my thing than cooking. “ Her eyes stayed on Caesar wanted to stay here for a few more minutes, at the same time she also wished to make food. 

       “ Will you help me? I could use a hand and well, you decide what you would like to eat today. “

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Kim Ji Won for Mollis

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starvxngartist:

     At nine his anxiety was at its highest but he didn’t budge from the rail. Caesar remained there with his fingers squeezing a little tightly to the rim. Upon saying eight his thoughts went to Rachel and how she must have grabbed a vase by now and he merely imagined the flowers. At seven his anxiety had lowered simply because he was no longer thinking about being outside alone, vulnerable, and open.

     Six, the nephilim smiled, the anxiety continued to lower as he was now anticipating his beloved’s return anytime. On five, Caesar was comfortable enough to open his eyes. The fear leaving him at this point, an improvement over the past. Considering he was still inside and maybe with a hand on the door knob when fear left; yet could not still muster up going outside.

     Upon counting down to four he began to look around. Caesar no longer focused on what was in front of him or his hands on the rail, but rather the beautiful scenery around him. He had begun to feel a little comfortable. Three, that was when he heard Rachel’s lovely voice. Which had been good because she was coming from behind him. This prepared Caesar and he was barely startled at all. Without a scare his fingers loosened up upon the rail and he became as comfortable as he could be. Anxiety completely leaving him when he mumbled two in his head.

     “ I don’t think we could h-have asked for a nicer day. “ he was faintly smiling. He couldn’t stop. Knowing that Rachel had returned as quickly as she did put him at ease yet made him feel he could have made it to one and not moved inside to go find her. “ And you’re right. There is n-no rush to complete things. We can just keep enjoying ourselves. “

     If he could give his snowflake a castle, he would. And maybe in time that would become a reality. There were still lots of things he had to overcome. Standing here out on their porch gave him all the confidence that in time– he may just overcome all his battles. Moving his fingers, Caesar interwove them with Rachel’s. “ Summer may work for us. “ Caesar uttered his words just as he titled his head toward her, leaning just a bit to place a loving kiss to the top of her head. 

       Eyes closed to enjoy the precious moment, a soft breeze of air brushing along her hair. She could think of many perfect moments like this with Caesar but this would be definitely added to the long list. Humming she couldn’t help the smile forming on her lips at the feeling of his head gently laying against hers. Rachel was utterly and madly in love with the nephilim and while she would have loved to actually look at his eyes while giving a reply she didn’t, simply for the sake of their current loving embrace.

       “ I hope it will continue like this, work is starting and I am not quite keen on going around in dresses in the cold. Nothing more horrible could happen than me being sick and making things even more difficult for you. I don’t want to recall the last time I got sick and had to avoid you. “ Her eyes opened up while her lips curled a bit downward. Caesar had a weak immune system and with a demigod being sick involved her powers going crazy additional to the germs. “ Let us not repeat that. “ 

        Tilting her head this time around she gazed up at Caesar. “ If you want I can ask a few friends just to get some magazines, so we can have a look at what we would like to have. That can’t hurt and when we settle on something we find a company who can do it, of course not too expensive. I don’t think anything expensive would do our financials good. “ Her workload has been less, it always had a spike and a low; modelling jobs not bringing in as much as a drama would. Luckily she had a new one coming, which would help them for such plans. “ We are not in hurry at all. “

        Rising to her tiptoes she pressed a soft kiss to his lips. “ I like this house the way it is, I do appreciate all the work you have already done here. I don’t know if I ever really told you that. “ She smiled at him, squeezing his hand a bit tighter. “ Are you hungry? Do you want to make something nice for dinner? Our fridge is now full with fresh groceries. I think I got everything that was on our list. “

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starvxngartist:

     In the beginning of their relationship Caesar recalled how he was reluctant to let anyone near him. Seeing Rachel in person was the miracle in itself. To overcome the fear of touch, closeness and personal space closing in around him had been a long process to break in. However, through all the trials of dealing with a person who struggled with immense fears, Rachel allowed him to move at his pace.

     Now, here he is, kissed by the woman he loves. And her tender lips to his cheek make him the happiest he could be. 

     “ If we can get the outside of the house f-fixed up, it may look like one of the homes from those garden magazines. “ and that would be something he would love to give her. A picture perfect home with a pretty fence, lovely flower garden and someday a family.

     Lithe digits pull away from his beloved’s cheek, watching her scurry off. She will be missed in the short time she is away whilst the oncoming of his anxiety slowly rises. It was no secret that Rachel was his strength. And perhaps this was a test, a small one and perhaps God foresaw Caesar passing it.

     The air outdoors was so fresh it helped sooth him. Inhaling a deep breath the nephilim closed his eyes whilst hands curled over the rail of his porch to keep him steady. He slowly counted down from ten.

        Rachel was aware of the long way they both have come, since they knew each other. Maybe Caesar does not realize it completely but he made her to be more at balance, to accept the things that were painful and use them as a way to become stronger. She thought about all the times he had shown her how to be a better person, while she picked a small vase to place the flowers in. She wasn’t all too long gone, maybe a minute or two nevertheless she knew those short minutes could be immense long for her boyfriend.

        With the flowers in the water, she hurried back to the porch. “ Beautiful weather, the breeze is perfect. “ She spoke to make her presence known to Caesar, not wanting to surprise him. Stepping closer she took her place by his side, gently laying her hand over one of his that held the railing. It meant strength and support, along with a lot of appreciation for him still being outside.

       “ As for the renovations, we have time do to all those things. It is nothing we need to hurry about right? We spent a lot with fixing everything inside. “ Free moments spent with painting walls, fixing furniture or replacing things they couldn’t anymore. To her what held more importance was Caesar than all those material objects, though she knew he did this for her.

        Moving closer Rachel gently leaned her head against his arm, unable to reach his shoulder without her heels on. “ If you really want though maybe we can arrange it for the summer months or when the weather is a bit warmer. “

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starvxngartist:

     The garden certainly needed the tending to. And now that he was capable of stepping outside his door, he could help his beloved. Whom, after tripping over some brush, adorned a pretty hue upon her cheeks. A very tentative reaction filtered when he saw her misstep; in way of reaching out to her. Rachel recovered with grace and Caesar was not surprised by this.

     “ They look amazing. “ he managed without a stutter, wearing a smile that stretched from cheek to cheek.

     When she had finally trotted up to the porch to meet him, Caesar gently picked a pansy from her pail. And the smell was a lovely fragrance. A delicate touch grazed soft fingertips across her pale cheek and he gingerly tucked the pansy behind her ear. “ We’ll have the p-prettiest flower garden in the neighborhood. “ after all, he was convinced his little snowflake had a green thumb.

        Seeing a smile on Caesars lips made her heart skip a beat every single time, breath catching in her throat. She nodded softy agreeing with the other but soon everything shifted and her heart started to beat rapidly against her ribs. The male had this affect on her, one moment everything normal and the next she felt like a teenage girl in love for the first time. 

        Cheeks flushed all over again but now in a bit darker shade than before. Soft gestures like these made her fall in love with Caesar even more than before, he always knew what to do to make her weak on her knees. Rachel was aware of the fact she was the first person Caesar was ever together with, in a relationship but in these moments she wondered if it was true. A light chuckle escaped her and she nodded yet again. “ Everyone will be jealous once all the flowers are in bloom and since we have picked the right ones it will bloom until the first snow falls. I am looking forward to sit here out with you during the summer nights. “ Rising to her tiptoes she leaned in to press a kiss to Caesars cheek. 

       “ I will find some water for these quickly, be right back. “ With the pansy in her hair she hurried off so she could return to Caesar as fast as possible.

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     She exists to him now because he had dared to dream. Dared to love and allow himself to be loved. Fear was but a whisper; her gentleness calmed the storm of phobias that caged him. Without her, he would still be the coward he was. However, Caesar was convinced she never saw him as weak, rather gave him the courage to be stronger.

     “ W-watch your step, amore. “ there was a glow radiating from his smile, as subtle as it may be. His chest rose heavily with the deep breath he inhaled. The outdoors smelling as lovely as it did. Their flower garden slowly coming back into bloom. Rachel, his beloved, must be so happy at this moment. Caesar stands on their front porch. The achievement is astounding, since the other side of the door is riddled with an amount of locks to keep him trapped within their abode.

     It may have taken over a year to accomplish; and Rachel’s patience to wait with him until this day being nothing short than incredible. Caesar felt blessed.

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          Every moment she could spent with Caesar felt like she was in heaven. They could be sitting on the couch, watching TV or he be painting while she enjoyed reading a book by the window. Ordinary things like these made her appreciate his presence in her life much more. Not once in her wildest dreams did she think she would meet such an amazing person and no matter what life brought along, they stayed by each others side. To her he was the missing puzzle piece, which made her feel complete. Rachel learned to be more soft, understand and supportive of others while he learned how to be courageous ; do things he would have never done in the past. Like him standing on the porch and watching over her while she picked a few flowers to arrange in a vase inside. 

          The garden - their own little escape - which she cared for in the same manner as she cared for him had started to bloom as the weather finally warmed up ; it drew her out to care for them and pick a few. After she nearly tripped over a few branches, she raised her head to look at Caesar, her eyes lighting up, cheek flushing with a soft tint of red due to embarrassment, nevertheless a smile stretching over her lips. “ Got a bit too excited. Look, the pansies are blooming. Don’t they look beautiful? “ Picking a few of them to add to her bucket, she hurried to Caesar to show him. 

           Her smile only grew the closer she walked to her most loved person in the world, unable to hide how proud Rachel felt for him to be standing right there on the porch. “ They smell lovely and soon there will be more flowers to pick. “

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Kim Ji Won for Starfield