How much I hate my beloved job!
Ah…… Right now i’m sitting not so far away from the place in which I work, and I decided to write this because I have arrived a little early. And don’t want to arrive early because I will get talked into starting early. Which is suicide!
I haven’t been working that long, it’s a job that I hate to a great extent and because i’m helping my brother with his work, i’m beginning to feel a little alienated, for one reason; he’s my brother so I feel like I can’t say no when he asks for help because that will make me feel bad, also it will let him down because he really need some help in the summer.
I work in the kitchen, washing dishes which can be a ugly, disgusting job for many people including myself, but I do it at home on a regular basis so it doesn’t bother me doing it as a job; and everyday which I work it makes me feel terrible, because of all the food that people waste! Sometimes more than often I get given plates that look the same as they were served to the customers!
Having a job can be very positive for many people, you earn money and with that money you can feel free to spend it on what you wish whether it food, drink or anything else. I’m a person that’s not bothered about money, I mean it’s essential to have so one can buy any of the things I mentioned earlier, I just not one of those people who crave the sensation of earning lots of money. And for this reason if I could I would just stop working immediately because I’ve got better things to do i.e study for an exam that I have to take in a couple weeks time.
I have always been a clumsy person and I often make silly mistakes, so having said this, the worst thing that I’m having to deal with is the embarrassment from these mistakes in which I make. I often get laughed at because the other people who work with me find them funny and as the result of this I get very annoyed due to the embarrassment and the fact that they ridicule they give towards me. And now, my twin brother who also works there some days is getting all this back chat about me, things like “he cant take a joke, he gets to angry easily, he look like he wants to kill someone, he look depressed, there’s something wrong with him!” and all these stories he gets told are exaggerated and completely different to what actually happened!
It’s starting to become too much! I don’t know what to do!
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