Smile like you mean it.

Alexithymia

[ryannpaglinawan]

Well, here goes nothing.

[ryannpaglinawan]

Creating boundaries to protect myself. Kaya naman pala. :)

[missinyouiskillingme]

[ryannpaglinawan]

I can't ruin our friendship.

[whirlwindofstuff]

[ryannpaglinawan]

Foolish One

In the quietest hour of the night, I finally understood that some stars are meant to be admired from afar, forever burning bright, yet forever out of reach.

[ryannpaglinawan]

As I lie down in bed, I feel the adrenaline is gone. I realize I’m tired not yet but nearing burnout. From working overtime to late night studying to trying to keep up social appearances. I’m asking myself it all the trouble is worth it. As of today, I’m not sure. All I want is to make up for lost time and opportunities. Lost time where I spent pursuing what was a lost love. I have no regrets as I know better now. I know there should be limits when falling in love. You can’t give it your all because if he leaves and takes all your love, it will take you a long time to recover and love yourself. So now I realize, I’m not tired due to my local activities but because I’m alone and lonely. So I work, study, go out, to try to hide the fact I’m lonely and alone. Oh how I miss the feeling of having someone to talk to at the end of long tiring day. Here’s to hoping better days are coming soon. When it rains, it pours. But soon enough, the sun should shine again right?

[ryannpaglinawan]

Some days I feel good, most days I don’t.

[ryannpaglinawan]

I think my brokenheart is healing.

We’ve come a long way, but here we are.

[ryannpaglinawan]

Why do sad people to listen/watch sad songs/movies that make them more sad?

[ryannpaglinawan]

I wonder what’s in store for me.

[ryannpaglinawan]

I’m not sure if I can love again.

[ryannpaglinawan]

If you love me let me go -thisisgospel (at Enchanted Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9p7JtIlQOTorY-zW53BBNUFIDDZZjQfzIZr4M0/?igshid=i35luuqqsj4m

[ryannpaglinawan]

Today I missed him more than I should. I missed everything about him. I’m so scared that I’ll always remain this way. I just want him to be happy. I got misunderstood but that’s what I always want. For him to be genuienely happy.

[pre-party]

“Scare the world: Be exactly who you say you are and tell the truth.”

— The Shock of Honesty (via tiedtotheoceans)

[ryannpaglinawan]

I'll be strong.

[ryannpaglinawan]

Everything is falling apart.

[ryannpaglinawan]

2nd choice.