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We spent a whole afternoon at the Natural History Museum in London. It was truly fascinating and we loved every second of it, Bones and All. (at Natural History Museum, London) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClJE4e8MSRk/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

This is a very very long overdue update on my life. The last time I posted here I was anxious about things working out. Well I'm pleased to let you know it did work out. I'm in the UK now. I joined the NHS and I work in A&E at Lincoln. Leaving my comfort zone wasn't easy. But it was worth it. I'm relatively settled here now. Of course I still miss Cebu every day. But I'm actually loving my life here now. But there's still one thing missing. I'm currently on the process of getting my boyfriend to come here with me. Then everything would be perfect. I hope it all works out.

I've been studying for an exam for the last two weeks. I asked my boyfriend for some me time to really pour my entire self in preparation for this exam. And I'm very grateful that he understands how important this is for me. And I noticed that I always end up staying up late more than him for the last two weeks. I feel like I'm in my 20's again. I miss these late nights alone, with just me and my thoughts. And since I'm feeling nostalgic, I'm gonna write about it here on tumblr.

This alone time forces me to reflect on all the good and bad decisions I made so far. But in a very hopeful and somewhat optimistic kind of way. Not in a destructive internalization from a really bad high kind of way. (I am sober now FYI. I will talk about my struggle with substance abuse on a different time) It's like watching a reel of what's happened so far. And I guess so far so good, I hope. I mean I'm trying my very best to keep everything together. I've been working so hard and I am so proud with what I've achieved so far. But there are more decisions to be made, more plans to flesh out, and all that other good stuff.

I am very excited about what's to come. I just hope that the people I love understand why I have to do the things I have to do. And understand the decisions I have to make.

With all my preparation for this next big step, I truly hope everything works out.

#personal

to my best friend, my biggest supporter, and my overall favorite person in the world, happy birthday! love you! https://www.instagram.com/p/CNl6kx1sTls/?igshid=1xfwi1yjerdbr

all black everything

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my exboyfriend once tried to tell me Rihanna was a better artist, than Beyoncé, but not just style or anything, VOCALLY. (even used "Take Care" as an example... y) Should've known something was wrong when you're that far gone lol it's like that 6th sense

i’m glad he’s your ex good judgement

Hello again, tumblr.

It’s been a while since I last posted anything here. I came back because I wanted to write about my life without anyone else looking. I’m pretty sure most of the people following me are not here anymore.

I was 21 when I started this blog. And 11 years later, I can truly say that lot has changed. The last time I was here, my bio said “lover of natural light, and photography is an on going and consuming passion.” I was a “photographer” exploring the world and creating art. Now I’m a team lead supervisor for a top US health insurance company. And as you can see above, I think I’m doing pretty well. I also used to whine so much about being single and getting my heart broken way too many times because I was looking for love in all the wrong places. But now I’m happy to report that I’m in a relationship with this guy for 32 months as of writing, and I guess you can say that this too is doing pretty well.

I miss my old self a lot. l had to give up so many things to be where I am right now. It’s unfortunate that my creative side and my passion for fashion photography took the biggest blow just so I can join this corporate rat race. But I have no regrets. I know everything happens for a reason. And trust me when I say that I prefer this version me the most.

I’m just glad I have this platform again. I truly miss expressing myself like this. My 2008 self would be so proud that I’m still here.

I guess that’s it for now. Later!

#personal

life lately https://www.instagram.com/p/CMFEuYvMVmh/?igshid=3hk6dqefbgez

Hi. Did u use a travel tour when you were in cebu?

i live in cebu lol

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I decide then that love is a terrible, terrible thing. Loving someone as fiercely…must be like wearing your heart outside of your body with no skin, no bones, no nothing to protect it.

Nicola Yoon, Everything, Everything (via wordsnquotes)