Ryan Ross

I'm Ryan Ross I swear on the Milk fic

[ryansattheross]

Blog intro !! :3

Hiiiiii my name is Ryan or Spencer

pronouns are he/him

I’m 15

I love music and stuff and I love making friends :3

Bands I like::

Pierce the Veil, My Chemical Romance, Weezer, Fugazi, Pencey Prep, Panic! At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Sleeping With Sirens, The Used, System of a Down, Mindless Self Indulgence, American Football, Good Charlotte, The Offspring, Frank Iero, Gerard Way, The Smashing Pumpkins, Before Today, and Green Day

I’m still getting into music btw

fandoms/ non music media I like:

Gravity falls, Scott Pilgrim, The Umbrella Academy, Inok universe, Eddsworld, Danny Gonzalez, Kurtis Connor, Drew Gooden, Chad Chad, Project Hail Mary, Spiderman (Spider punk, Penni Parker, and Miles morales specifically), The Smiling Friends, House MD

I like to draw and talk about my ocs so you can ask me about that stuff :DD

I’m a puppy boy deaduzzz :P

SEEING MCR: 9/12/26 !!1!1!1!

[ryansattheross]

i should probably get a hobby at least before i kill myself

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i want to be useful

i suppose it don’t too much expect love in a sort of way that it’s not useful to me

i dunno i’m bored i want to hurt myself so bad but i don’t know what to do

nothing will gratify me i don’t see the reason to keep going anyways

but of course i’m not gonna do it

i’ll dream about it though

train tracks would be fun cause i imagine it’s gory and that’s what i deserve

[ryansattheross]

omfg i’m at a low again jesus christ

i guess that’s the only time i post tho 🤑🤑

like it’s so weird why do i have to be suicidal and also lazy as hell the train tracks are so fucking close i can taste them

ugghhhhhhhhhhhg

and like i crave attention but im kind of hating everyone

can i just be left alone except the people who make me happy

and like i dunno i want to be talked to first i don’t wanna be the one initiating all the time.

and there ARE people who initiate messages but one i’m just kinda annoyed with and the other i'm pathetically desperate for

i fucking hate myself in any case and really wanna cut but i don’t feel like getting up

hurkkkk i might or ill just masturbate i dunno

[ryansattheross]

i feel almost narcissistic man. like everything i do is self serving and it’s kinda great. it’s a really great way to get over feeling the stupidest easiest mf ever. and i know this mood isn’t gonna last cause it never does but i might as well write down how it feels while i feel it. i begin to compartmentalize people based on what they do for me, what part of me they can fulfill, i definitely do this to move around the largest form of hurt in my life. sighhh what am i even doing this is so annoying. i wish i could stop doing this but its so hard. i’m genuinely so fucking sensitive that i can’t help but isolate at the smallest of things. i know damn well i do the same shit but it really hurts and i wish it didn’t.

k goodnight

[ryansattheross]

it’s kind of been weighing on be to come up with a solution for the object of a kind of love that is far over the border of obsession and truly i don’t know. i mean how else can you explain it? Because sure id move the sun with my bare hands just to make sure it’s never directly in your eyes but even then would you still hold my charred hands? because if you wouldn’t what’s even the point. the only worth i have is what you assign to me and thats how i want it to be. really. and back on the original vein, i dont want the sun to be in your eyes because anything but me in your line of sight is sickening. i dont know what im ever talking about this entire monologue has been in my brain a while and i just want it outtttt

[ryansattheross]

hello yes me again can this be like my prayer journal. Ok sick. Hmmmm I wish for ummm good porn. That’s all. Please good porn thank you. And whimper audios. Okay thanks. That’s all

[xx-t1ffanyblews-xx]

Im crying over mikey way rn hes so AWWWWWWQW AWWWWW AWWWWW AWWWWWWW AWWWW (hes so hot im droooollllss)

[iledtherevolutioninmybedroom]

ryden moodboard thingy

[ryansattheross]

guys Brendon to my Ryan…pssssttt…Brendon to my Ryan…it this thing on? Hellooooooo tap tap tap. BRENDON TO MY RYAN. Love me or something tap tap tap. What I mean is fic Brendon to my Fic Ryan because I live in realville and unfortunately know Ryden never would have worked out unless Ryan was gay. Which me, Ryan, am….sooo….brendon to my Ryan.. please. Thank you that’s all.

[ryansattheross]

crazy that i’ll immediately get a crush on any guy with hair past his ears omfg 💔

[ryansattheross]

I miss tiktok

I miss my ninja sticker

I love this sticker

I feel like it’s a lover away at war

please ninja come back

ninja let me hit dawg

ninja please

ninja I love you blue haired liberal white boy

ninja I’d syd so good

ninja.

[ryansattheross]

god if I could have any artstyle it would be kidutuskone or father Mary on twitter. It’s so delicious omfg ngggh..if you search it up like berwarb for like sh and shit tho ok gyyyulp #NEED THAT

[time3dance]

she jon on my walker till i panic at the disco

jon walker? hardly know her!!

[r1diculouslyodd]

my boyfriend trying to summon me from my slumber. #myslumber

[killjoyhours]

funghoul.... he is so important to meeeee...... noozhishenh....

[bite2breakskin]

this will only makesense 2the greatest minds #cockdrunk