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berry,she/her

[ludenburge]

these spot the difference games keep getting harder

[abnormall]

i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.

[ryansbunny]

lol i could die and a mf literally wouldn’t care less

[abnormall]

i still wonder what its like to be loved. no second guessing, no reassurances, no pain. just pure, healthy, unquestionable love. 

[ryansbunny]

i honestly feel like hes the only person that would be able to help me rn.i miss him

[ryansbunny]

pasta going from my fear food to my favorite food <3

[ryansbunny]

i just wanna cry in my bed i hate this

[desultory-suggestions]

You will become who you need to be.

[ryansbunny]

why is it so hard to eat. i want to but i cant

[ryansbunny]

letting ur anger get the best of u never resorts to anything good. while it may be difficult asf to keep it in its worth it when u calm down, been trying my best to do this and its rly hard but jts okay bcs one day it will be easy

[desultory-suggestions]

It’s okay if you’re mad sometimes. It’s okay if you’re bitter and frustrated. It’s okay if your anxiety manifests in anger. What matters is how you handle that anger.

[positiveautistic-deactivated202]

You need to focus on you, your recovery, your health

[ryansbunny]

eating one or two meals a day after fasting for more than half the day has become an underlying problem that i thought was just me being careless but i notice that im feeling good when i havent until 8. i should eat even if i think i dont feel like it

[desultory-suggestions]

You deserve to eat

You don’t have to earn it

You don’t have to justify it

You deserve to eat

[ryansbunny]

i deserve to eat!!!!!!

[ryansbunny]

im not going to let one bad day ruin the rest of the month and make me relapse

[ryansbunny]

been 8 years since my ed began holy fuck