I am an enthusiast of sorts #actually im just indecisive #no favorites but clearly the attention caters to one or two characters || the bullshit blog where i post bullshit and shit
And if introducting yourself weren't the epitome of leaves on bustling streets, stepped by people's shoes and left to be blown by the wind—with a fleeting chance to be noticed, that if I'm heard, I'd be one to speak of useless things about myself.
The bullshit blog !!!!! : and because it's bullshit, it's an unorganized matter of thoughts (genuinely scattered everywhere, with a sidedish of reblogs and interests) But since this is on the internet, chances are I'm #relatable and accidently getting screenshotted somewhere else (gulps)
The Pit : actual information (hooray)
Personal Info :
Thing (female, optional) > alternatively nonbinary (I like being genderless) but regularly I am a #girl we will not talk about my gender online, I'm simply one, thank you
Asian
Will not elaborate on no. 2 (am too shy)
Top Things, The Things I Like, Truly Fascinating To Me :
Films / Shows : The Mentalist, Brokeback Mountain, Little Women, Pearl, Fight Club, Dead Poets Society, American Psycho, Creep, etc. (There is more but I don't want to only focus on this part, which would take up most of space)
Writting Straight Bullshit and Journaling (I like the word bullshit, it sums me as an individual) (also I still have the skills to write but last time I fully wrote a chapter or two was nearly a year ago)
Draw (draw, draw, doodle, draw, draw, digital art)
Cracking my hg and the gang
Daydreaming and Music (therapeutic!!!!!!!)
Very Cool Styles : Mcbling, Y2k (the kind where you get secondhands from your mom when she used to wore in mid 2000s to 2010s), Personalized Style (because I'm broke, I'm dependent on my available clothes which gets repeatedly worn 12 times), Gyaru!!!!!!!!! (specifically the edgy, dark and flashy ones : Tsuyome, Rokku, Goshikku) ...and whatnot
Special Mention :
Jake Gyllenhaal... nghhh...
And also other mentions : Mark Duplass, Patrick Jane (may I say, Simon Baker), Ryan Gosling and surprisingly Quackity ???
I'm inherently not entirely down bad for these actors and one mexican streamer, they have interesting looks and I normally just admire them (platonically, if that makes sense...?)
Either that or I've watched a film that they are in and I found them funny, and their characters portrayed
Is it just me or do you guys also get treated by your parent(s) as if you're already grown (well technically yes) but except, you're supposedly to NOT have hobbies relating to your interests and expect to just... go with it???????? Wtf???? Who am i outside my acedemics then???? Tf??????
There are so many thoughts in my head all the time 24/7 running a million thought branches all at once, simultaneously, so fast and yet still I stutter when I speak because it's so much to process all at once like how do I tell you I just went through every single possible scenario to this situation with outcomes with pros/cons with alternatives with predictions with observations with solutions with failures with objectivity with subjectivity with a random song in the background and with philosophy all at once in the space of one (1) second.
