ruo

not pro just coping. 19 . she/her. 160 cm . sw: 65 . gw: 50

[ryuxmin]

i miss my dad

[ryuxmin]

rant

okay so i was thinking of different ways to kms but i don’t want anyone to like find my body ?? idk i don’t want to be an inconvenience even after i die so i’m waiting to go back on campus and figure out a way to go off the grid. thing is that might be until september or next year and i’m not too sure i can survive that long. especially now w school starting again next week :/ i can’t even get a job bcus of the time difference w my teachers this shit sucks. life sucks absolute donkey ass. for now i’ll be starving myself harder and waiting out my escape from this shithole

[starvingforest-deactivated20180]

[redrola]

[ssickthin-deactivated20170905]

[ryuxmin]

i’m exhausted

[ryuxmin]

interact w this if ur active in feb 2021 i want to follow more ppl

[ryuxmin]

i can’t stop eating i’m so ://///// i just wanna get back on track i’m so disappointed in myself

also my “friend” hmu and she has covid,,,, idk how i feel abt her she’s always like oh i miss u wtv wtv but whenever i say hey let’s do a call or smth she just ignores it or send me a “funny meme” (it’s not funny the same old sex jokes are getting tired tbh) but ye and the last she said oh let’s do a call YET when i said lemme know when ur free she didn’t reply to that. only to hmu last night abt her having covid. tbh i don’t feel much empathy for ppl in general and i know that’s shitty but idk i hope she’s okay but idk what to text her tbh

[idfkxo]

[ryuxmin]

sucks how even if i “recover” ill always be thinking abt this shit it’s been 3 years already can i catch a break goddamn

[noksyptylina]

[skinny-dead-angel]

•thindreamteam

[ryuxmin]

i just wanna look good while dancing and not just like a flabby jiggly mess FFS i wanna start dance classes wtf i look like doing them as a trash bag full of jello

[safaaach]

The pain of self disciplining yourself is better than the pain of regret 

[ryuxmin]

can i tattoo this in my brain

[chloe140215]

[mommy-mortis]

“my child is fine” your child loves sleep because it's the easiest way to fast.

[ryuxmin]

rosé is so prettyn skinny i’m so jealous i could cry