sorry that you met me

hi im georgia and I hate myself

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[nymphaea-cerulea]

honestly it’s kind of upsetting how much of the autism experience is just being shamed out expressing yourself in any way that’s normal for you and learning to keep everything to yourself so you’re not shamed for being weird and then being shamed for being so quiet because it’s also weird to be quiet but if you tell this to anyone else they’ll say “why do you care so much what people think” and that’s when the ancient ape part of your brain gets ready to beat them to death

[paper-wounds]

[paper-wounds]

[pxrallax]

ericrubens

[wildinkeddreams]

The drums sounded

of my impending doom ,

For another version of me

I will put to rest soon.

[feeling-likeastranger]

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

[oresti-s]

The Carrying, Ada Limón.

[moveslikekeithrichards]

you know when you get Autism Mad. like something happens in a non-ideal way and in your brain you know it literally doesnt matter but in your other more autistic brain youre like screaming & scrying & shitting the bed etc. i think you should be able to go into settings and opt out of that. i have better things to get upset about than failing to put up a decoration on the optimal day or being too stubborn to solve a problem via simple communication

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[dankmemeuniversity]

[inkpressedpetals]

[injuredsoullessfrog]

[theoptia]

Anaïs Nin, from Under a Glass Bell and Other Stories; “Birth”


Text ID: I could not remember why I should want to live. I could not remember anything. Everything was blood and pain.

[kosmogrl]

I never got over anything. I miss everyone and everything. nostalgia and grief kill me every day. oh and I also love going on walks.