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BPD. CPTSD. Depression & Anxiety

[feeling-likeastranger]

Anyone else overly attached to their therapist? 😭

[feeling-likeastranger]

I learned how to disappear before I learned how to ask for help

[feeling-likeastranger]

i wish i could explain how exhausting it is to exist when your brain never feels like home. like i’m always visiting, never living.

[feeling-likeastranger]

every time i let someone close, i regret it. but every time i push them away, i regret that too. i’m a contradiction that doesn’t know how to love without ruining it.

[feeling-likeastranger]

I don’t exist when you’re not around

[princvsx]

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[lonelyisthesworld-deactivated20]

I feel like my own brain is eating me alive

[feeling-likeastranger]

sometimes i look in the mirror and don’t even recognize myself. like i’m trapped inside a stranger who just happens to have my face.

[feeling-likeastranger]

me: I’ll go to bed early tonight.

also me at 3:47am: googling if ghosts can get attached to people with anxiety.

[psychoticfairybitch]

the way that I am makes me want to kill myself

[littlenorthernshit]

No one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it'll get better" and "I can't do this anymore. I'm about to give up."

[feeling-likeastranger]

Sometimes I wonder if I even exist when no one is looking. I shift so easily into whatever someone needs me to be, and then I’m alone again, and I don’t recognize what’s left.

[feeling-likeastranger]

I don’t know how to need someone without resenting the fact that I do

[feeling-likeastranger]

I want to speak, but the words get stuck somewhere between fear and my throat.

[feeling-likeastranger]

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

[feeling-likeastranger]

You say I push people away. I say I build exits for when they leave.

[feeling-likeastranger]

I don’t want to die. I just want everything to stop for a while.

The thoughts. The guilt. The noise.