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My content is very self-indulgent and a bit suggestive at times, so you're warned!

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Also some cattonquick because #sideprofile

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Coming back to my roots

Treebros!!! (Evan looks a bit wanky, I'm rusty ok)

And some Connor

[sincerlyus]

i lied

me and the bad bitches i pulled by being autistic (they're all the same guy)

[aiscreamsauce]

Oh wow, I haven't posted dear evan hansen in A WHILE

[yesi-123]

i guess Farleigh would actually do this😂

[sincerlyus]

instead of doing hw i doodled the best duo ever and their gb (barely visible...)

the body its kinda ass bc i cant do full body digitally for some reason......

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The angel and the deer: chapter 6

Somehow the bathtub felt like a sanctuary, it was the first time he got so close to Felix, the first time he tasted him and the first time that Felix touched him back. It was insane, Oliver knew it was, that his love for Felix was far from pure; but it was real, didn't that count for something? His feelings were real, the most real thing he ever felt in all his life.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/78305221/chapters/238133486

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Reposting this old doodle cause I still like it!!

[sincerlyus]

stupid idea that i had

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Yeyyyy progress!!!!

[vampantheon]

on the topic of disabled characters, though, i think a LOT of artists give characters mobility aids that their character wouldn't actually benefit from using.

i'm sort of having a mild brain fog moment rn so i can't fully articulate what i'm on about, but i think a lot of able-bodied artists view things like canes and crutches as interchangeable. and they often don't know enough about the wide range of mobility aids to make an informed decision about what their character might actually use based on their disability

i also think that aids like walkers and rollators are sort of viewed as "cringe" on some level, and many people view them to be "just for old people," so many artists will opt for giving a character who has full-body pain and fatigue a cane (which, in many cases, can potentially WORSEN full-body pain) instead. and a lot of people don't realize that most wheelchair users are able to walk, so they don't consider it an option for characters with chronic pain

[vampantheon]

idk it's kind of frustrating. i've genuinely never, ever seen a character that uses a rollator before. not once. i cannot name a single one. i know of multiple ocs who are described to have full-body pain, dizziness, and fatigue that are drawn as cane users and are never shown with wheelchairs or walkers, though

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it's also sort of sad? i've been diagnosed since i was twelve years old, and i only heard of rollators LAST YEAR. and that was only because i saw one irl and immediately asked what it was. i wonder how many disabled people out there don't even know it's an option solely because they're completely underrepresented online and in media

[vampantheon]

if you're a creative with a disabled oc, PLEASEEE check out this link. it's a very nice and detailed guide for telling which mobility aids suit someone's needs best. it's incredibly important to make the right choice for your character! mobility aids tell you a LOT about someone's lived experience. picking the right one will communicate to your audience #1 what your character goes through #2 that you UNDERSTAND what your character goes through!

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Random midnight thoughts(and some ideas to draw later and post on Ao3)

Since I haven't been able to draw nsfw because #noprivacy

I've been thinking that it would be fun if Felix thinks his cock is average when actually is absurdly massive

Like, it's quite proportional to his body, it grows a lot when hard, but still doesn't seem off in him

He remembers(vaguely because 99.99999999 of his fucks are under the influence of alcohol and/or drugs) some girls complaining about how big he is, but he thought they just wanted to stroke his ego so he won't get bored, it's not like he needs one anyways, so he didn't think much About it, until Ollie, who is incredibly detailed and a bit gross describing how much he likes Felix's cock, and how big he is, and how well he stretches him, and how he can feel it so deep in his tummy

Also the way he can see exactly where he is in Ollie's tummy the clear bulge of his makes his mind go dizzy

It makes him feel embarrassed and aroused at the same time

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Need to get back at my roots and draw treebros

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Roller derby girl fee...

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:33

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I missed them