꒰ঌ33໒꒱ @saamsonomja - Tumblr Blog

um guys, I think we need to stop waiting for ‘the right time’ and just start doing the things we want whenever because the right time’s never gonna come, and if we keep waiting it’s just gonna turn into an endless cycle

Never thought it would be me but I am grateful to be able to bare life inside of me outside of my Artistic endeavors. I have a feeling it’s A boy, another part of me thinks it’s a girl. Strangers look at me and say “it’s a boy” I’m 14 weeks & A single parent.. I had plans of having a 2 parent household but unfortunately God had to throw me a curve ball and now me and my child’s father don’t see eye to eye and hasn’t had any communication with me or financial support for prenatal care since he left.

I loss my job the day after I sent him on his way to “Enjoy life” been in excruciating pain, feeling left out in the cold like A movie. Why me? I keep asking but then I remember that we cannot possess anyone not even our children belong to us. I really just want my child to be loved unconditionally because honestly they didn’t even ask to be here either. God I just need some guidance & grace. Have been mourning my Fathers death since 2021 & now I’m actually waking up out of this Grief.

#grief #pregnancy #transparencymatters