Welcome to my world

Touhou lover, cosplayer. I created a polish touhou circle called Youkai Paradise. It was disbanded. We tried something else in a new way. And our group is called Gensou Project. Oh and also I'm writing songs in polish, and in english. So if you want to sing it... just ask me!

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Is anyone good at mastering/mixing? I guess that once again I need somebody. If you can do it, please contact me by my mail! ([email protected]) I didn’t wanted to leave anybody with empty hands so here’s a little bit old photo. I remember that convention pretty well! The first time I wore Murasa's outfit publicly. Also I had such a wonderful Byakuren! She’s the craziest gurl I know! (She’s like Clownpiece but much more crazy and lunatic at the same time!) Here’s her facebook page if you’d like to see more of her content!  ULKEN FACEBOOK PAGE Characters: Murasa Minamitsu - SaberKiryuu Byakuren Hijiri - Ulken Series: Touhou Photo: Ćwieku Photo

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MOSHI MOSHI, SABER DESU!

I see that you liked my Parsee cosplay and I’m glad because of that! When I was living with my family I used to do some cosplays. Well I don’t do that anymore as because I’m living on my own and there are more important expenses. Living in Poland for someone who’s from there is pretty…. hardcore to be honest. Not many young people can live on their own. Well if I wouldn’t live with my boyfriend now I’d probably live with my parents forever </3  But anyways here’s my Mokou cosplay! She was my first ever character that I cosplayed and she’s still one of my favourite characters.  Also I thought about making a little Q&A post but I’m not sure if anybody would read it anyway ;-; BUT if you have your questions for me (about Youkai Paradise, Gensou Project, cosplays, about me or about Poland/living in Poland or anything else) feel free to ask! The more the better! Character: Fujiwara no Mokou Cosplayer: SaberKiryuu Photo: Rząsa Picture

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BONUS! As because we posted today on our Gensou Project channel something related to Parsee I’d like to share with you guys my Parsee Mizuhashi cosplay. Do you like it? It was such a pain in the ass trying to make that crossed pattern!  Character: Parsee Mizuhashi Cosplayer: SaberKiryuu Photography: Sarenka z Aparatem

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It was a long break, I’m sorry for that. Because of my surgery I couldn’t sing at all (still I know that I suck but well, maybe one day I won’t ;-;) but I found some spare time to share with you my lyrics and vocal for The Bridge People No Longer Cross. There will be more just ZUN theme’s in the future. Miiharu is working on something too, but it will be a vocal for one of K-waves instrumental. Hope you’ll like it and hope that you’ll like my lyrics for today’s video.  Also - did you know that I prefer stage themes instead of bosses themes? :D Link to video The Bridge People No Longer Cross Can you believe me? How can you deceive me? Can you believe me? How can you leave me? Can you believe me? How can you conceive me? Can you believe me? Poor, dear naive me I wanna fly under that bridge people no longer cross I wanna cry above people who will  try to cross my mind Can't you go that way? Please don't go another way! Can't you go that way? Please don't go another way! Can't you go that way? Please don't go another way! Can't you go that way? Please don't go another way! In my mind there's a bridge, I know that anyone should ever cross But that silent voice Can you cross the line? Can you forget your own past? Memories burned out inside your very broken heart Heart without a hope isn't worth calling heart, I know

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I am thinking about everything lately. Because of ACTA 2 and famous Article 13 probably I won’t be able to post anything anywhere. That includes music too. To be honest I still can’t stand that everything turned out this way. Sometimes I dream about Youkai Paradise, about a fact that we are still together and we are making music. But the truth is that I know it probably won’t be possible. Even though Karasu seems to get better I don’t think that he’d like to reactivate band or make anything with me. I used to love writing and now I don’t know what to do with such a strong urge to write anything when all I know is that no one will sing my songs. Miiharu is not answering me lately too. She’s probably busy but I guess that Gensou Project will also end soon.  But maybe if anyone of you - if there’s someone who’s looking for a lyricist like me (especially to Touhou-related stuff) I’d be glad to help! If there’s no one, well I guess I will have to grow up just a little and be strong. I know that it will be hard for me to live without my passion, my hobby, but I guess that’s an adult life right? Living just for living and anything else. Work, home, work, home again and again. I want to apologize you guys for such a sad and depressing post. I just don’t know what to do. I tried to sing something not so long ago, but because I had my septum operation I couldn’t finish it. Also I don’t feel like I should sing at all as because I’m not good.  But... if there’s anyone who needs a lyricist, please let me know on my mail.  [email protected] Thank you. 

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Hi guys! 

This is kind of personal post, but I really wanted to write what’s on my mind.  So I decided to divide this into 3 pieces.  Past, present and future. 

Past: When I was a little kid, I used to write some stories and stuff, but you know I’ve never thought that one day I will be a part of group who can release an album. Long stories became too troublesome for me as because of a flash in the pan.  Then I started to write lyrics for random song. Though I remember my first lyrics ever made. It was a fan made version of Who Killed U.N. Owen. I started to love Touhou because of that one. Then I started to write to other stuff that I love like for example fate series. Then one day we created a band. And it was good. We worked pretty hard in my little circle. It was like a baby to me, I felt like a god, because If you’d tell me that one day I will have a lot of stuff to do with music - I would laugh pretty hard! There was a lot of problems but we finally released album. And I’m glad with that. We started to think about 2nd album. Even now there on my laptop are lyrics for songs that we decided to do on our 2nd album. But then... present has come. Present: When Karasu told me that he burned out I felt like he killed me literaly. I cried a lot of hours and didn’t sleep well for a few days. We decided to abandon Youkai Paradise. There wasn’t any arguing and stuff. Well actually it was okay for us. (Not for me because I felt like I killed my own baby but nah, shit happens). While I was watching Boku no Hero Academia (which is sooo cool and gave me a lot of strenght!) I understood that I cannot give up. I have to write, to create. I love it too much to stop. I asked Miiharu and Mewa if they want to be with me in it. Both said “yes” and I felt like there’s a place for me. You know this may be weird but I always liked (and I still like!) Lyrica and her lyrics. And I wanted to be like her but in my own way haha! (Her version of Seija Kijin theme is amazing and I know I won’t make a better version of that one for sure!)  And now I won’t give up and I will try my best! Future: I talked with DarkMnich. He said that he’s into too so yeah, I like it. We decided to create a group called Gensou Project and that’s how our channel will be named. It will last some days before we will make any bigger move as I’m overworked lately. But just wait for it! I will give some notifications here and there. Thank you if you read what I wanted to say. I know this may be a pure chaos, but it’s just who I am. A random girl with a random things in her head. Sayonara memories and welcome future! 

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SOMETHING FISHY IS GOING DOWN THERE!

Hello there! If you’re here it means that you really like a mysteries!

Here’s an Easter Egg. Scroll down below to other posts to see ALL of our song lyrics from First Step in Paradise!

Hope you enjoyed that Easter Egg and you can’t wait to hear our whole album! See ya!

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Nieśmiertelne Uczucia

A gdybym mogła choć raz dotknąć dłonią księżyca Czy moje pragnienia byłyby możliwe ot tak do spełnienia? A gdybym mogła ot tak zasadzić magiczne ziarno Czy dzięki mej mocy choć raz mogłoby wyrosnąć całkowicie? Ach, cały ten świat jest dla mnie wielką zagadką Jak moje istnienie, będzie trwało wiecznie, aż do krańca moich snów Zrozumienie wieczności wiąże się z samotnością Jeśli jesteś gotów, chwyć mą dłoń bardzo mocno Czas ucieka, świat nie czeka, wypić, wylać Podejmij decyzję zanim minie ta szalona noc! Podążając tą drogą, nie odnajdę mych wspomnień Me marzenia, me pragnienia, me dyszenia, uwodzenia, Moje życie i nadzieja, me westchnienia i zlecenia Wszystko poszło z dymem tego dnia! Ach, cały ten czas, który pozostawiłam ci Dobiega już końca, w twoim życiu pozostało tylko parę chwil Życie jest niczym śmierć, to tylko ulotny fragment Lecz ja będę trwać wiecznie, dotykając dłonią bladej tarczy księżyca Cały mój gniew i nienawiść, którą ukrywam Już pora wyzwolić te uczucia, które chowam już od tylu lat! Nieskończona noc rozpoczęła tę trudną próbę Jeśli mnie pokonasz, okażę ci swój szacunek Moja radość, smutek, żałość, moja próba, moja dusza Dalej, rozstrzygnijmy to pod tym niebem! Podążając tą drogą, nie odnajdę mych wspomnień Me marzenia, me pragnienia, me dyszenia, uwodzenia, Moje życie i nadzieja, me westchnienia i zlecenia Wszystko poszło z dymem tego dnia! Ach to małe ziarno, zasadzone tamtego dnia Wyrosło całkowicie, jego lekkie pąki ukazały piękny kwiat Jeśli me uczucia dosięgną cię pewnego dnia Czy wtedy odejdę, rozproszę się na wietrze jak ten marny proch? A gdyby móc tak zapomnieć czyjeś grzeszki Czy pozbędę się smutku, jaki doświadczyłam tego pochmurnego dnia? Wciąż nie mogę pojąć sensu tego wszechświata Dotknę dłonią księżyca i rozpalę uczucia błądzące wewnątrz mnie

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Nuklearna Czystka

Piekielna pieśń tego kruka roznosi się wokół echem Zaczaruję twoje dłonie, gdy ona uniesie swój palec, spali twe sekrety W chwale przybędę i zniszczę to, co ludzkość stworzyła Ewolucja stała się egzekucją, obrócę was w proch Zasiadając na mym tronie zajadam się rachatłukum Słodycz zmieszała się z bólem, poczułam jak kolec w gardle przebija moją skórę Płoń, niech ogień oczyści cię, to ludzkości kres! Podgrzać i roztopić serca, które pokryły się lodem Nie ma ucieczki przed sercem, które pokryło się ogniem

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Autumnal Waltz

Secrets are like mystery tales that you want to hide I know that I may be the only one who can see the truth Na tym świecie z pewnością gładko nie pójdzie nic Przeszłości nie daj się, zwróć uwagę na jutrzejszy dzień I want to paint this scenery in my memory But please believe me it’s not all about glory Nawet jeśli ten dzień wkrótce jutrem się stanie Chcę ujrzeć tak wiele rzeczy na me oczy Ah, lonely on a empty hill, where the breeze can freeze our hearts Tam, gdzie horyzontu kres bogini z miłością w sercu uśmiecha się There’s so much to see, so much to feel in this short time Even pictures for sure one day will lose their shine Kiedy wiatr nas porywa w rytm jesiennego walca Zatańczę, z pewnością zapiszę to w mej pamięci

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Pokraczne Przeznaczenie

Actus hominis, non dignitas iudicetur Faber est quisque suae fortunae Kto przemówił w imieniu potępionych dusz? Kto przekręcił przypieczętowany los? Gdzież zbawienie obiecywane nam? Zbrukaliśmy już tak wiele rąk Dookoła nas migocze ten świat A wraz z nim w miejscu stoi czas Podążając w przód cofam się, a cofając się robię kroki w przód Tak jak teraz Kto był gotów poświęcić swą duszę i ciało? Kto będzie ostatnim, który będzie się śmiał? Nadchodzi znów ten nieznany wróg Dobija się  do naszych wrót Zaś anielski chór sił dodaje nam Zatem walczmy W rytm nieznanych słów żołnierze wysłani są na łów     Zanim minie czas mroczny żniwiarz powróci znów Odwrócona w lustrzanym odbiciu twarz       Wiem, że znajoma mi jest Od dawna ją znam i ty z resztą też Przystoi jej rewolucja i buntem upiększona jest Odbierzmy to  co odebrali nam Chodźmy razem Mors est quies viatoris, finis est omnis laboris Verbum nobile debet esse stabile Kto słowami odwrócił bitwy stan? Omnia orta occidunt et aucta senescunt Kto zwycięży pośród miasta w popiołach? To droga ta, którą obrało zranione serce Prowadzi przez te kilka bardzo stromych gór Nie sztuką jest zejść, ale jak wiesz Trudniej jest na górę wejść Zamknij oczy swe, odwagi dodam ci Nawet teraz Kto odważył się zbudzić kosiarza mrocznego Kto pod czarnymi skrzydłami skrywa śmierć Verba sint temporis, aeterno silentio Faber est quisque suae fortunae

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Sanctuary

This is where it all starts Where it all ends This is my sanctuary Among the mountains and hills There’s only me With my satisfaction Through the ruins, through the nights Nothing standing in our sight I’ll protect what’s important to me At the cost of life I want to sacrifice it Purple passion and pink affection Bless the ones under my protection Guardians fallen in the crack of Our broken dreams and dull past Free the guilty ones A thousand suns This is my sanctuary Forgotten in realms Sift through the sand This is my satisfaction Spread it around the world Around the netherworld This is my sanctuary Bitter words, bitter lies Reflected in eyes This is my satisfaction This is my sanctuary I won’t let you go You shall not cross This foolish path of hidden love No turning back You hide that track What is your last wish my dear? Sanctuary’s full of golden stars Blessed by ashes and blessed by dust Standing in front of a sacred place At the cost of promises That never came to life Purple passion and pink affection I can’t see my reflection here Now the silence is far away Fighting against those shadows again This is where it all starts Where it all ends With my satisfaction Among the mountains and hills There’s only me This is my sanctuary.

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Someplace Safe

Are you scared of everlasting life? Your body shivers as I’m smiling This night should last forever Body’s shaking, eyes are gazing Boo! Was that scary? I was going down the road And then I suddenly met you Behind your back, you hear me creep What a sweet melody! Without a place to live I wander with nothing to do Well, here I am now so In an utter darkness There is only sadness Feelings are awakening I’ve been too long waiting Even if a red string somehow links us together I will struggle into my own collapse Show me your lovely expression, When you scream into the darkness There is no place to hide I don’t even know what home looks like I want to stay someplace safe, when I stay - You stay with me We are not like the others, we don’t lie, trust me then It started before just like now, everything was truly fine Now there’s only hope and dreams about a new, better life If I’m scared, can I make someone feel a similar way? Everything seems to be way too difficult for me When I’m with you, nothing can surprise me, because I’m not alone Would you maybe like to help me sleep silently?

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“Because Princess Inada is Scolding Me”, right? :3 No, no, no. Let’s cut it there, add there.... “A Tale of Four Seasons” Ah! That’s it.  It’s been a while hasn’t it? Well the truth is that there was a lot of things around and I didn’t had much time for creating anything, but well if you’re there now it means that you didn’t miss that easter egg!  What kind of Easter Egg? You’ll read in another post! 

“A Tale of Four Seasons” 

Dance, dance, let's dance dance That's all you should do - dance, dance Dance, dance, clap your hands, No more time to waste, waste, waste Dance, dance, move your hips And hum a catchy song! The seasons are changing, what an unexpected plot The fox was a creep that made the chicken run And our goddess suddenly smiled at us Sooner or later, you reap what you sow. The lush green of plants have now become an orange shade The color is dull, the fox seems sad for now Reddish leaves of yesterday will one day fall away And I smiled , autumn has come Everything is right, so don't close your eyes World's beautiful now, thousand shades of bile And when you will blink, you'll see only light The scenery has changed Dance, dance, let's dance dance That's all you should do - dance, dance Dance, dance, clap your hands No more time to waste, waste, waste Dance, dance, move your hips And hum a catchy song! The seasons are changing, what an unexpected plot The Fox is sleeping, it's time to rest a bit The white fluff is covering all above the silent ground The trees look dead but they only sleep It's getting cold so take a drink of hot cherry tea The chicken felt quite lonely so now he's  asleep, Huddled together with the fox And I smiled, winter has come Everything is right, so don't close your eyes World's beautiful now, thousands shades of white And when you will blink, you'll see only snow The scenery has changed Dance, dance, let's dance dance That's all you should do - dance, dance Dance, dance, clap your hands No more time to waste, waste, waste Dance, dance, move your hips And hum a catchy song The seasons are changing, what an unexpected plot Yesterday's snow is distant for now Our dear fox then awakens and What he saw was a chicken ass “Let’s drink a beer!” Our goddess said, the banquet has begun The white world will not come for a long time The flower buds are growing now And I smiled, spring has come Everything is right, so don't close your eyes World's beautiful now, colours of the rainbow And when you will blink, all you see are buds The scenery has changed Dance, dance, let's dance dance That's all you should do - dance, dance Dance, dance, clap your hands No more time to waste, waste, waste Dance, dance, move your hips And hum a catchy song! The seasons are changing, what an unexpected plot Fox suddenly tried to bite our poor bird The goddess looked with a contempt at him It was a good time to run away And is our chicken in a safe place now? Yes, he is Our goddess helped him fly away To be honest it was just too weird for us And that’s how the summer has come

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Hey fools! Today’s 1st april! I wrote this song long time ago, but I was wondering when will be the best time to post it. So here it is. I know now like IOSYS feel everytime xD Remy’s Channel My Channel Youkai Paradise Channel

Remilia under the toadstool

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That scary summer day, a lady called Sakuya

Left me there, under a toadstool

Meanwhile the sun was reaching me! Oh!

And when I was sitting there

Without anything to do

I was thinking about my dinner

About her punishment so far

Why I must be there?

Can I go anywhere?

Is that mushroom really edible?

My mind is completely blank again

It's enough, I have enough!

On my pale cheeks I can feel those diamond tears

When I'm sitting here all alone I look like a child

Left there without their mother

Sakuya ah Sakuya, my revenge will reach you

And under the pale moon I will have a taste of your blood

I will sing to you a song, about my loneliness

When you fall asleep tonight, I will put a collar on you

Is this still Gensokyo?

Or maybe is it an outside world?

I can't see anything, because of trees

I feel like I could sink down

Hey you! Come back, just wait!

You can’t hide your rabbit ears!

Go for Meiling, or for Sakuya!

You can’t leave me here all alone!

So I startled a rabbit, it was my only resort

And night was still distant to me

I only wanted to call her

but it is Gensokyo, and I don't know what is a phone

It's the end, for me it’s the end

I’ll die under the toadstool

Oh, but I’m immortal, damn!

How could I forget that?

So when the night will arrive

And I will see those shining stars

I will fly upon the sky

And take my revenge on you!

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Ahh extra stage song. It’s soo cool, because of Karasu’s screams and sweet Remy’s vocal. And it’s first song fully made by us. Music, etc. Hope you like it! Remy’s Channel My Channel Youkai Paradise Channel Karasu’s Channel

Sweet Dreams, Good Night

Song Let's do this Can you hear me? We don't have much time Sleep! One, two, three...!

I can clearly hear you have fallen asleep And so now your mind is blank again Should I say “good night” to you, or just that “I hope this will be a good night”

I saw you that cold and lonely night You were scared with no place to hide then I was waiting for this moment so, close your eyes and I’ll show you more

In a place where you can’t even run, Can’t even breathe, what is  the meaning of this world? And what should I do, when you lie right there That cruel look in your gazing eyes Why is it make me so excited then? Now let’s just say “goodbye” Don’t try to scream

You can hear that loud sound in the dark It’s your demon trying to crawl again “Please don’t cry” my lips whispered itself Ticking's the sound we all could hear that day

Close all doors, she wants to knock today Don’t look under the bed, or you’ll regret I’m your demon, I’m your other side Would you like to sleep with me tonight?

“No, I don’t want you, I don’t want you anymore So please, just leave me alone!”

Let’s meet once again in your dreams, That perfect world you made by yourself Can I burn it all, to its remains? That secret you keep inside your deep memory I want it to myself I will close your eyes, “sweet dreams, good night”

In this world it’s kill or be killed, Do you know that old melody? When I slowly fall, you gain some strength Is that how this should work?

Far away there’s a wonderland, where nightmares are crawling in despair Take my hand, be aware, you can’t find anywhere this mystic secret land

It’s not the end, nor beginning yet As you’re tired as if it was Hell Come to me and you will see that Perfect utopia

You can hear that loud sound in the dark It’s  your demon trying to crawl again Even if all doors are closed, she’s Knocking on them again and again

You’re getting up, doors are a bit closer Maybe would you like to peek inside? What can you see in my scarlet eyes? Can I say “good morning” now?

In a place where you can’t even run, Can’t even breathe, what is the meaning of this world? And what should I do, when you lie right there That cruel look in your gazing eyes Why is it make me so excited then? Now let’s just say “Hello” Have a good sleep!

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HI THERE!

This time lyrics collaboration with Remy. I really like our version. I’m so shy, and this song somehow give me a courage and also strenght to live, to breathe, to fight for my ideas, and my dreams. It’s amazing how this song helps me. And also this is one of most important songs for me, because when I wrote lyrics, I was thinking about special person to me. 

That’s why I want to thank him for everything he's doing for me. For  every smile, every hug, for every time, when I cried so hard, and he was mentaly by my side. Thank you, Leon.  Remy’s Channel My Channel Youkai Paradise Channel Immaterial Strength Song One day you gave me a letter, it was so unlike you then, You turned back and you had went on straight ahead again. I knew, that you wrote me words of encouragement “Just be strong, simply trudge ahead now” I've been trying for so long, I've tried to catch up with my friends Not wanting to be left behind, I wanted to lead them On this summer night solstice I found one important thing What my life really meant until now. But that day I saw your face for the very last time You said things would be fine, you had told me not to cry. “Now go on, look straight and, no one can break you anymore” And I smile even though I don’t want to. I was sitting in there, in the corner, where I lull You've been stroking my hair, trying to comfort me once more. Even if I don't know where are you now, please know That I am strong, I am strong enough now But sometimes I wonder if  I can really protect them. You're my friends, my precious friends, I won't give up. When the broken moon will shine here again in this bright night, I'll show you who I really can be. Many problems I once had, but even then you taught me well I don't want to turn back, I Want to see you and thank you for The words that are giving strength To me even this time. Those words, my big treasure, my heart. Strength now is associated with responsibility, Held on my shoulders, I go, move forward and look straight. No one will stop you then, and never break you. That's exactly what you taught me then.