its just me getting stronger

Sabine DuLac 20 Indie don't wanna let you down but i am; h e l l b o u n d

[sabine-dulac]

@sabinedulac: Saw this and thought of you alaskakingsley #missu

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[jonathanohhey]

[sabine-dulac]

I won't be leaving until I finish this semester. So I've got about a month or two before I go, but either way I'm still going to go. It'll be good, I'll be fine. I won't be going back home, I'll stay with friends and at the facility. This is good, Sabine. I'm kind of excited

Do you want me to come down and hang out down there while you're in there?

[cadeturner]

Sabine, please don’t.

[sabine-dulac]

No, fuck you.

[sabine-dulac]

I'm going to go get better... They have a real good rehab facility and I'm going to go work on myself, get my life back together... I think it'll be good for me

Oh wow, Reed. That's amazing. I'm so proud of you. That's, honestly, that's incredible. Will you be okay, going back home?

[cadeturner]

But he’s not dying. He’s growing healthy in your tummy and he’s our but if you don’t want him, he’ll be mine. I’m going to put him first Sabine. 

[sabine-dulac]

IT'S NOT A HE! You know what, forget it. I'm leaving.

[sabine-dulac]

I'm going back to Pennsylvania

What? Why?

[cadeturner]

He’s not an it, Sabine. Are you so drained of hope? He’s not going to die. He’s going to come out healthy and happy and he’s going to have your smile. 

[sabine-dulac]

It isn't anything. It's not a he, its not a she, it's an it and it could die at any point. It could be dying right now. So just stop.

[cadeturner]

No. This is about our baby. I’m not letting him go throw the pain I had to go through. I want better for him.

[sabine-dulac]

It's not a boy, Cade! It's not anything. It could die. Are you really going to let yourself get attached again after what happened last time? Are you really that stupid?

[sabine-dulac]

It was already big to begin with. You want to know something...

Always.

[cadeturner]

I’m not going to let him grow up thinking his mother doesn’t want him. It’s… It’s not a good feeling looking in your mothers eyes and seeing regret. 

[sabine-dulac]

So this is actually about you?

[sabine-dulac]

Never will I ever stop! Never!!

You're going to give me a big head.

[cadeturner]

I’m not turning you into the bad guy Sabine. You’re a girl. I can’t turn you into a guy.

[sabine-dulac]

Don't you dare even think about taking this child away from me. And don't you dare judge me. You.. You of all people should know.

[sabine-dulac]

You're really beautiful you know that?

Oh stop.

[cadeturner]

I wish that answer was a no. I’m not going to burden you with a kid you don’t want. When she’s here, I’ll take her. Or him. I’m not going to let this kid grow up thinking his mother never wanted her. Or him. 

[sabine-dulac]

You'll do no such thing. Don't you dare turn me into the bad guy. 

[cadeturner]

Oh. Do you want to be with me?

[sabine-dulac]

Of course I do.