i found this on an unmarked tape i had lying around today. it’s me performing your fathers car in my bedroom, probably around 2010. your fathers car there you are, no there you are i thought i saw you at the park but i am not allowed to come to you, to come to you no matter how much i want to tell you i’m sorry for making this, for making this to hardest thing you ever did but i wasn’t alone you came by in your fathers car and wouldn’t leave until it had gotten dark he’s not dumb, he knows everything you came by with a little plan that said i touched her before class i’m not dumb, she knows everything you came by with a little smirk that said i fucked her before work she’s not dumb, she knows everything you came by and i was puking up everything i considered love i’m not dumb, i know everything.
